PART
ONE
Just
then the door into the area of the logistic department that the
confrontation was occurring opened, admitting two security guards.
Trevor had no doubt whom they were coming for or where they were
going to take him. He offered
no resistance when one of the men ordered Trevor to put his arms behind
his back then snapped handcuffs on his wrists.
Neither did he give them any trouble when he was told, “Let’s
go,” and given a push toward the door.
But as he started to step past Siren, Trevor paused to stare into
her eyes, he told her, his tone frosty, “I'll think of you with every
lash." A hand planting
between his shoulder blades and giving him an abrupt push ended any chance
of saying more.
As
he walked between the guards down the hall to the elevator, Trevor
didn’t say anything or cause any trouble to guards.
God knew that what was waiting for him four levels down, and there
was no sense in giving Lothos any more reason to order an even worse
punishment. In the few moments it took for the elevator to descend to the
fourteenth level, only one thought got through everything roiling and
tumbling in his mind... ‘Allen is never going to believe this!’
Siren
couldn’t believe what had happened.
She closed her eyes and slightly bowed her head as she sighed. When
she opened her eyes, she found Dr. Hugen standing before her with a
troubled expression on his face. “What?”
“How
are you feeling?” he asked as he placed a hand on her brown to check for
any fever. “You are quite
pale.”
Siren
blinked at Dr. Hugen her expression of total awe.
“Dr. Hugen, considering that I’ve had an attack, followed by
the intense moments just now with Mr. Conroy, you are correct in assuming
that I’m not feeling exactly peachy.”
She leaned back against the wall for support, making sure that
there was nothing but respect for the man before her, and felt his hands
come up to steady her. She
pushed his hands away. “I’ll
be all right physically. I’m
more worried about what I’m going to do now.”
She glanced at the camera knowing that she needed to address Lothos
about what had just happened but the sound of the door opening made her
turn away so that her face would be hidden.
As
soon as Xavier stepped into the outer office of the Logistics Sector, he
became immediately aggravated. ‘Why
is she out of that office?’ He walked straight to her and pulled her
about to face him, his hands biting into her skin for her disobedience.
“Before
you begin to admonish her for disobeying the orders you gave her, you need
to know why I called you here,” Lothos said as he watched Xavier come
into the room and become forceful with his daughter.
“First and foremost, because of Siren’s hot-headed personality,
she had a stressed induced diabetic attack about thirty minutes ago.”
He paused and watched as Xavier turned to her, his expression
shifting from annoyance to concern. “However,
Trevor Conroy has seen Siren without her mask.
He knows what she looks like no matter how much we correct him.”
Siren
lowered her head humiliated. “I did as you told me to, father. I was sitting in here after my attack when he barged in and
saw me. What am I do to?
I… I hate to admit it, but I’m … I’m scared.”
She crossed her arms in front of her, hugging herself as she
admitted her trepidations. When
Xavier opened his arms to her, she pressed into his body and found herself
calmer and safer.
“Nothing
will happen to you, Siren,” Dr. Hugen said softly sitting on the edge of
a nearby desk watching the two together.
“Precisely.
Nothing,” Lothos repeated after Hugen.
“However, Siren, since you are still troubled, I will get another
mask ready for you. You will
wear it while in or out of the complex.
Your quarters will be the only place where you can take it off
completely.”
Siren
stepped back from the hug that Xavier had given to her and looked up at
the camera. “With all due
respect, Lothos, may I ask you a question?”
Lothos
looked down at his daughter and saw the strength edging her jaw, the way
she held herself and had to applaud at how Xavier had raised her.
“What is it, Siren?”
Siren
paused for a moment as she tried to word her question that was voiced
earlier without making Lothos irritated. Swallowing she plunged ahead,
“Mr. Conroy asked a question that I have been wondering about for quite
some time. I understand how
some may want revenge against Xavier and take it out on me, and I do
understand the reason for the mask, even though I do question it with
Xavier often. But,” she
paused frowning, “… is there any other reason why I must wear it?
I’m not asking out of disrespectfulness, Lothos,” she said as
he bowed her head. “I’m
asking out of curiosity.”
‘As
I have watched you, my dear, I have seen this questioning side of you all
of your life. It’s the
wonderful way that you learn. You
are so much like myself,’ Lothos thought to himself.
“Siren, there are something’s that even you don’t need to
know at the moment. When the
time is right, it will be revealed to you.
I understand how your curiosity has been piqued, but patience is
required.” Turning his
attention back to Xavier, Lothos replied, “Xavier, meet with Mr. Conroy
out in the hall and see him to the cells. Make sure that he understands why he is being corrected.”
Siren
nodded to Lothos’ words and understood fully not to ask any other
questions pertaining to the mask. However,
when Lothos spoke to Xavier, she turned to look at him.
She knew what type of correction that her father did in his work
and she divided a glance between the men in the room and the camera.
She opened her mouth to speak but quickly shut it knowing that she
shouldn’t question Lothos. She
lowered her head, and then put her hand on her brow.
Xavier
watched her a moment and felt a twang of guilt for the years of lies.
Eventually she would know that she was not his child, but Lothos’
child. He knew that when she was told that he would lose the one
thing that gave him purpose for the last twenty-four years. ‘That’s a girl,’ he thought to himself as he
watched her. ‘Don’t
say a word.’
Lothos
watched her as well as the other two men and he couldn’t help the pride
that he felt for the young woman in the room.
Xavier had done well in rearing her, teaching her when to hold her
tongue and when to question what was said.
“Dr. Hugen,” Lothos watched the man as he straightened up from
the desk he was leaning on. “I want you to examine Siren carefully. If she can continue her required shift, then release her back
to her work. If not, let me
know and I shall arrange it to where she can be moved to the infirmary
without being seen.”
Dr.
Hugen nodded to his words as well and turned to look at Siren who finally
looked up. She looked
distressed and bewildered, but he raised a hand for her to follow him.
She moved toward him swiftly, but as Dr. Hugen’s hand slid to the
small of her back, she turned back to the camera.
“Lothos, I apologize for my behavior today.
I will be the supervisor that you need me to be – one that is
respectful to those around her, and professional in all matters.”
Hearing
Siren speaking on the matter at hand, he could see the acceptance of the
punishment that both she and Trevor would be subjected to.
But also, he heard the way that she worded her statement of how she
would be – not try to be. “I
know you will, Siren, or the consequences will be far more sever than just
spending time with someone you don’t particularly like.”
Siren
nodded to his words and gave a respectful nod to her father then moved
into her office with Dr. Hugen leading the way.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
As
Trevor sauntered down the hall toward the elevator, the guards flanking
him and his hands cuffed behind him, he got bewildered looks from several
people that he knew. He knew
what caused their shocked looks to change to one of alarm – Xavier
walking just a few feet behind him. ‘It
makes me nervous too, I’ve seen past examples of his work.’
Upon
walking toward the facility, Lothos informed Xavier through his implants
that he could use whatever method he wanted to institute Mr. Conroy’s
correction, which let Xavier know just how livid Lothos was.
Only when he meant to make an example of a person did he call
Xavier in. Even as the troop
walked into the cellar, Xavier glanced at the tall, dark-haired young man
before him. ‘Pity you
chose Siren to be disrespectful to.’
He knew that if it had been any other supervisor that the most
this young man would have been given only a brief warning whipping.
Lothos
had never and would never stand for his daughters to be treated as Siren
was. Regardless if Siren or
Tala was the instigator of the situation, or in this case, the half
instigator of it, their father’s arrogance and lofty opinion of himself,
as well as them, always wreaked jealous vengeance and reprisal on anyone
unfortunate enough to cross him. This
young man had just joined in the ranks of those who, unwittingly, offended
Lothos personally.
Arriving
at the correctional facility, the doorkeeper wrote down his name and his
offense and as Trevor watched, he handed the folder over to Xavier.
There’s no way that he could prevent the hard swallow that slid
down his throat. Cuffed, Trevor was led inside the heavy double doors, down
the main hall and then turned to the left.
The two guards stopped at the door marked Cell 11.
While one of the guards opened the door, the other removed the
handcuffs. Rubbing his wrists
from the uncomfortably tight cuffs, the cell door was pushed open and
Trevor couldn’t help the gasp that escaped his lips when he saw Mara
waiting inside.
‘I
know that he will carry the memory of this correction for the rest of his
life,’ Xavier thought. “Strip,
Mr. Conroy,” he ordered mildly. “Then
hand give your clothing and boots to me.”
He saw the faintest suggestion of color rise to Trevor’s face and
watched as he complied without hesitation.
“Inside.” Xavier
nodded to the cell then dismissed the guards before entering the cell and
closing the door behind him. Without
comment, he put the clothes and boots in the small locker by the door.
Xavier knew that by the time that Mr. Conroy left the room in seven
hours, the last thing that he’d want was anything touching any area of
his skin.
Mara
held the rank of expert with whips, especially the ‘little cat’ for
almost twelve years. A
consummate professional, she had never failed to carry out any and all
instructions with a precision that made her almost as dreaded as Xavier
himself. Xavier now saw that
dread in Mr. Conroy’s eyes.
“Mr.
Conroy is here for correction for gross insubordination and insolence to a
superior; the supervisor of the Logistics Sector,” Xavier told Mara as
he looked over to him and saw a light sweat springing up on his body.
“He also addressed Lothos in a defiant manner.
Lothos has ordered a correctional period of seven hours.”
He paused, and then added, “Chain him face against the wall.”
As she obeyed, he had to give credit to Mr. Conroy, as he didn’t
resist, then added, “Make his stance wide.”
Xavier
moved around to Trevor so that he could see his face as Mara followed her
directives. “How’s your
tolerance for pain, Mr. Conroy?” he asked clearly.
He didn’t give Trevor a chance to answer.
“If you are like most males, the worst pain you could ever
experience would be between your legs.
Well,” he said quietly as he stepped closer to him, now able to
almost count the droplets of sweat forming on his brow.
“You’re going to wish it only hurt that much.”
Stepping back, he told Mara, “Twenty-five lashes between his legs
with a short, three-lash, rough-tip.
Draw no blood.”
Mara
nodded at Xavier’s words and swiftly walked over to the table and picked
up the short, three-lash, rough-tipped whip.
She turned to look at her assignment before her and couldn’t help
but admire him for a brief moment. However,
as she stepped up, she ran her hand down the handle of the whip, gripped
it gingerly then let the first stroke fly.
It
bit high between his legs and Trevor screamed like he never had in his
life. Fifteen minutes later,
he was still screaming when Mara landed the last stroke.
Trevor
was learning quickly that Xavier’s reputation was absolutely true, and
what he had promised Siren he held true to.
With every lash, with every scream, he thought of the auburn haired
bitch and cursed her. By the time that Mara had finished the pain was approaching
mind-numbing levels and he was sobbing like a baby.
Xavier
got up from the straight chair by the door and went over to inspect
Mara’s work. There was no
need to look too closely. The
lower part of Conroy’s buttocks were criss-crossed with narrow welts and
the flesh between his legs was swollen from the whipping. Straightening
up, Xavier told Mara simply, “Use whatever whip you will on the back of
his body for three hours, and you are to draw blood.
Then put his back to the wall, and repeat both whippings on the
front of his body.”
Mara
nodded in acknowledgement to her instructions and proceeded to whip at Mr.
Conroy with one of her favored ‘little cats’ making sure that she drew
blood with every lash given. After
three hours were completed, she glanced over at Xavier only for him to
rise. Both approached the man
in the chains and turned his bleeding back against the cold hard wall then
chained him once again. Only
then did Mara pick up the short, three-lash whip and prepared herself yet
again.
When
the first lash landed against his genitals, Trevor screamed, “GOD DAMN
YOU TO HELL, SIREN!” After
that point, all that filled his mind was agony of each succeeding whiplash
and he screamed until his throat was raw.
With each stroke, more droplets of his blood stained the walls and
the floor. Trevor glanced
over at Xavier sitting near the door, his calm and almost amused
expression made him shiver in the chains.
Xavier
watched the man before him writhe in the chains and finally sighed heavily
as if he was bored and looked down at his watch.
It was a little before eight.
Remembering that he had told Siren he would meet her at eight, he
frowned, then nodded to Mara and left the facility knowing that Mara would
finish at the appropriate time.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Hours
later, Mara laid the last lash to his body. She put the whip away then
approached Trevor, unchained him and watched as he sagged against the
wall, gasping, his body quivering and trembling.
As
Trevor’s chest heaved from his struggle to catch his breath, he
whispered to himself with a vehemence he had never felt toward any other
human being in his life. “I…
will never… ever… forgive… you, Siren.
Never!”
Mara
gave him a few minutes to get his act together before she approached him
once again, only to put a collar around his neck, a small lead chain on
the end of the collar. When
Trevor looked at it, he frowned. “Come,”
she said softly. Grabbing his
clothes from the locker, she led him naked and bleeding out of the
correctional facility, the lead chain in her hand making Trevor feel even
more humiliated. She walked
him toward the elevator and went to the sixth floor. Seeing the look on Trevor’s face, she lightly smiled but
said nothing as she knocked on the door.
When the door opened, Trevor didn’t know what to think or do.
PART
TWO
When
he left Cell 11 at seven thirty, Xavier didn’t say a word. He knew Mara would continue her always-precise work.
He had to get back to his quarters and change before going to
escort Siren back to their quarters at 8 PM.
Once in the quarters, he was particularly careful to call the
special laundry service he had always used.
The man who came to the door took the blood stained shirt and
trousers without comment. After
a quick shower, he dressed and was out the door by ten minutes to the
hour.
Arriving
at the Logistics Sector, he went to the private entrance to the
supervisor’s office and knocked lightly.
He watched the door open, knowing that Siren was behind the door,
completely hidden from the other personnel that were moving through the
halls.
Entering,
he closed the door then turned to face her.
“From that tired smile, I’d say you burned some pre-midnight
oil this evening,” he said with a smile.
As he watched her face, he thought about how it would be better
that she not know exactly how Mr. Conroy had been punished.
She’d find out soon enough especially since he was going to be
sharing their quarters for the next two weeks.
“How about if your dear old dad treats you to dinner out, in
honor of your first day as Supervisor of Logistics Sector?” he asked her
in an upbeat tone, smiling.
Siren
knew that the lighthearted attitude that she was receiving from her father
was his attempt at keeping her mind off of the man in the cellar being
beaten or whipped, however, he was the one thing that had stayed on her
mind since they had left over three hours ago.
She smiled slightly at him and took a deep breath then let it out
slowly. “I’d like to,
but… I don’t have a mask.”
Xavier
brought out the mask from behind his back.
It was a smaller version of the one she had prior.
She held it gingerly in her hands admiring the craftsmanship of its
ceramics. Putting it on, she
marveled at the fit. It was
almost like putting on sunglasses, the pieces that held it to her face
lightly circled her ears. The
bottom of the ceramic touched her cheeks when she smiled; her entire cheek
was exposed on either side. The
top of the soft almost human like ceramic was fitted against her forehead
and she marveled at it. “It’s
lovely. Thank you, Lothos.”
“You’re
welcome, Siren. I’m pleased
that you like it,” he responded softly his voice falling about the room.
Siren
wanted to ask about Trevor, but quickly put the thought out of her mind
and moved to her father’s side, draping her arm on his.
They went to the Moonlight Hideaway on the second level and ordered
dinner. While Xavier talked
about his day, specifically not saying anything about his work in the
cellar, he watched as she picked at her food, eating enough so that her
body would accept the sugar. When
asked to tell of her day, she also specifically went around talking about
the young man who she would be sharing punishment with, telling him about
the many reports she had accomplished during the remaining hours at work.
By
the time they had finished a leisurely dinner and a small dessert, and
enjoying the entertainment that was provided that evening, it was eleven
fifteen. Xavier glanced over
at Siren as she finished her tea and he stood.
Going behind her, he slid out the chair and helped her to stand.
“Come now, we need to get back to our quarters, wind down from
the day and prepare.”
Siren
looked at him questioningly but nodded.
She was beginning to get a headache and she just wanted to lie down
and sleep. It was a quiet
walk to the elevators and an equally quiet ride to their quarters on the
sixth floor. Opening the
door, he let her enter first. Siren
went directly to the bathroom and found the Tylenol that they kept in the
closet and took it before she finally took off the mask and gingerly
placed it on the counter, noticing nothing else and walked out.
It
was then that she heard the knock at the front door.
Surprised, she grabbed the mask once again, placing it on as she
came out of the bathroom to look at Xavier as he motioned toward the door.
Looking back at him questioningly, she went to the door, opened it
and swallowed hard. Siren
turned back to Xavier her eyes wide then turned back to the door seeing
Trevor Conroy standing there, naked and bloodied.
Mara extended her hand with the end of the chain toward Siren, but
Siren quickly shook her head as she saw that it was attached to the collar
around Trevor’s neck. “Take
that thing off of him,” she spit at Mara.
“Take
the chain, Siren,” Xavier said with a resolve that she had never heard
him use with her before. Siren
jerked her head around to look at him, disbelief in her eyes.
“Take the chain and bring him inside.”
He made the words a bit crisper, the look in his eyes one that he
had never directed at her as well. She
was experiencing the first part of her punishment – the joint punishment
Lothos had ordered for her and Mr. Conroy.
Siren
turned back to Mara and reluctantly held out her hand. Mara dropped the lead chain into her palm and Siren glanced
back and forth between Trevor and Mara before closing her eyes.
She stepped back away from the door and gave Trevor access to the
room. When he didn’t take a
step to enter, she looked into his eyes seeing the cold stare that he was
giving her and softly said, “Please, come in.”
The
look that Trevor gave Siren said only one thing, ‘Pull the chain…
make me come inside.’
Siren
closed her eyes and shook her head softly.
‘Please don’t make me do this to you,’ she thought but
when she saw the cold stare again, and knowing that Xavier was expecting
her to bring him in, she then realized what was going on.
This was her punishment. She
looked down at the chain in her hand and turned her back on Trevor as she
began to walk into the room. When
the chain became taunt, she firmly pulled on the chain making him move
into her quarters. Reaching
the center of the room, she dropped the chain then went back to the opened
door and shut it.
Xavier’s
expression was unreadable as he watched the tall, dark-haired young man,
now bloody from his neck down to his heels, front and back, enter his
home. Xavier couldn’t
recall the last time he had encountered anyone with such bullheaded
determination as the man that stood in his living room, but he knew that
it was good for Siren. His
resistance made her uncertain. Having
orders as per their punishment directly from Lothos, Xavier wouldn’t
hesitate on completing them. Not
even for the love of the young woman, whom he thought of as his own child,
would he hesitate to carry out her true father’s orders.
“Siren.”
He waited for her to turn to face him where he stood, just beyond
their bloody guest. “Unbuckle
the collar from his neck and then,” he reached into his pocket and
tossed a key to her. “Take
the handcuffs off of him.” Seeing
the discomfort and anxiety of approaching someone having been disciplined
in that manner was plain in her eyes.
“Don’t make me repeat myself, Siren,” his voice warned her.
Siren
nodded upon hearing the soft warning and went up to Trevor. Looking down at the key in her hands, she remembered how her
father had addressed her. Collar
then hands. Swallowing, she
walked around to face him and looked up into his face for a brief moment
before she reached up and unfastened it from his neck.
Once it was off, she looked at the collar in her hands for a
moment, hesitant, not knowing what to do with it.
Finally, she took it over to the table and left it in a jumbled
mess. Going back over to him,
she reached out and took his hands in hers so that she could uncuff him. Upon taking off the handcuffs, she placed them on the table
beside the chain and collar then realized what she was to do next.
Without
Xavier telling her to do so, she moved back into the bathroom and began to
run the warm bath that Trevor would need to have.
It was then that she saw the two medications sitting on the counter
and shook her head. How had
she missed them earlier? Shaking
her head, she picked one of them up and she read the note on it.
The handwriting on it was from Dr. Hugen, explaining how much of
the medication needed to be put in the bath.
Beside it on the counter was an ointment to place on every cut as
well.
Putting
in the appropriate amount of the medicine in the bath, she stirred the
water around with her hand making sure that it was well mixed in the
water. Taking a deep breath,
she stepped out of the bathroom and saw Trevor still standing where she
had left him. Going to him,
she held out her hand to him. He
looked down at her outstretched hand then snarled.
“Would you rather that I take you to the bath with my hand or
with that collar?” she asked keeping her voice at an even keel, and then
held out her hand again. “Your
choice.” She saw him run his tongue across his front teeth then raised
his hand then slapped his hand in hers.
She
led him to the small room and let go of his hand to turn off the running
water. As she bent down to
turn off the water, she felt a push from behind.
She lost her balance and fell into the medicated water making water
splash everywhere. She
quickly glanced up at Trevor where she sat in the bath, and saw the icy
stare again and heard the first word from him since he had entered their
quarters, a cold flat word, “Oops.”
As
she gathered herself up from the fall, she looked up and saw Xavier
standing in the doorway, a questioning look on his face. She glanced at
Trevor knowing that she probably deserved it.
Before Xavier could ask, she quickly grabbed a towel hanging nearby
and began to wipe at her clothes and her face.
“I slipped.”
Xavier
glanced between the two of them, pursing his lips, knowing but couldn’t
prove that Mr. Conroy had likely ‘helped’ his daughter into the tub.
“You okay?” he asked stepping past the bloody man to offer her
a hand as she raised an eyebrow to him.
Getting out of the tub, she stood outside the tub a dripping mess.
“I’m fine,” she said softly.
Clearing her throat, she looked at Trevor.
“I’d hate for the water to get cold.
Get in or do I need to ‘help’ you in?” she asked as she
raised an eyebrow at him.
Trevor’s
jaw flexed as he thought of a derisive remark, but then remembered
Lothos’ specific orders about such things for the next two weeks. Seeing her quirked eyebrow as she continued to wipe at her
clothes with the towel, he responded simply, “I haven’t needed help
bathing since I was four.” He
stepped past her and put one foot into the tub and was unable to hold back
the gasp of pain as the medication in the water instantly searched for
every scrape and welt, seeping into the tiniest of scratches on just that
leg. He shuddered, thinking of what it was going to feel like when he
finally sat down.
But
Siren, and more importantly, Xavier was watching, waiting for him to sit
down into the water. Gritting
his teeth, he did just that. “Oh
my God!” he gasped as the water closed around his waist.
His eyes began watering from the pain. He glanced up and saw the
look on Xavier’s pale eyes and didn’t like it one bit.
He didn’t know what to expect next.
Siren
closed her eyes not knowing if she was supposed to bathe him as well.
Dividing a look between the two men in the room, she went to the
bathroom closet and picked out a washcloth.
“Use
a large, soft sponge,” Xavier told her.
When she looked at him, he nodded.
“Trust me. That
washcloth will hurt him worse.” She
hesitated but obeyed as he told her, “Just squeeze the water over him
for awhile till the blood can be washed off.”
Nodding,
she reached in and retrieved a sponge that she used at times for herself.
Going over to the tub, she turned to Xavier.
“May I know beforehand, sir, what I need to accomplish so you
won’t have to tell me step by step?
It might help to know before… I don’t want to overstep my
boundary, sir.” Siren knew
that since her own father had to execute her own punishment that she
couldn’t act as she normally did. And
hence, she would approach any questions or anything else with him in a
very precise and very respectful manner.
Xavier
almost answered immediately to Siren’s question, but he was glad that he
hadn’t acted so hastily. He
was prepared to be sharp with her, but an extra second’s hesitation had
proved him wrong. He listened
to her question, and her tone. “As
I said,” he told her, his tone level and calm, but his eyes boring
directly into hers. “Keep
the water warm, and squeeze it over his back and chest… wherever there
are welts or cuts… until the dried blood washes off easily.
Then draw a second bath, medicate it and let him soak in it for
twenty minutes.”
He
knew that Siren never had much to do with dating.
A girl wearing a mask all the time was usually a put off to most of
the men her age in the complex. But
now, here was a man who, under other circumstances, might have been
someone she might have become interested in.
But she had never dated, and he dared say, that he knew that seeing
Trevor Conroy naked at their front door, was at least her first experience
of seeing a naked man so… up close.
He had never pried into her personal life, but he could safely win
a bet that she was still a virgin. However,
this wasn’t a sexual situation. He
was going to have to trust her good judgment to behave appropriately.
Siren
listened to the words carefully as he looked into her eyes.
When he paused, she moved toward Trevor and began by putting her
hand in the water near his feet. It wasn’t as warm as it was when she ran it, and she turned
on the hot water to make sure that it was a decent temperature then let it
run. She heard him audibly
sigh from the warmer water entering the tub.
“Sit
up, please.” She was
determined to do what was asked of her.
She put the sponge into the water, letting the water seep into it,
and then looked back up to see Trevor still sitting back against the tub.
“Sit up,” she demanded again.
The
bravado and stubbornness were starting to wear thin.
He was exhausted and hurting and he couldn’t stop the shaking
that he was experiencing. That,
plus the fact that he didn’t want another whipping for petty insolence
made him sit up. For the next
fifteen minutes, he sat there grimacing and gasping as she squeezed the
stinging medicated water over his shoulders, chest and back.
Neither
of them noticed when Xavier quietly left the bathroom, returned to the
living room and picked up Mr. Conroy’s folder to begin making his first
notes about their dual correction. Glancing
down, he saw Siren’s folder and shook his head slowly.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Siren
began to do as Xavier had asked of her. With every gasp and every
grimace from Trevor, Siren's own anxiety was rising. She had never
been this close to any other man - except for Xavier, and he was her
father! She made sure that she didn't look down into the tub at his
body. Even though she was not ashamed of the naked human body, she
still didn't want to see anything that she shouldn't. As Lothos had
said, respectfulness went several ways.
When she saw that Trevor's body was rinsed free of all the blood,
she moved to the end of the tub and let out the water.
"Please," she asked, not wanting to demand of him to do anything
anymore. "Would you stand?" She looked into his eyes
as she lent her hand out to him once more.
His
body had stopped shaking for the most part by the time Siren drained the
tub, but to her request to stand, he nodded and carefully stood up.
At some point, Trevor did take her hand to steady himself. Noticing
how her eyes never strayed from him, he reached to take the damp towel
that she had used on herself and held it up in front of his body.
Without saying a word, he stepped out of the tub and turned so that he
faced her, the towel the only thing between them.
Siren drew the second bath, medicated it and turned back to Trevor
and held out her hand again. She didn't want him to slip in the tub,
especially with the medicine in it knowing from earlier how he had gasped.
"I can manage," Trevor said evenly.
Only when she nodded, and almost shyly, turned away did he get into
the tub once again. He gasped at the medication on his wounded body
again, but this time, it was more bearable. As he sat there, looking
up at her, he wondered what she was going to do now.
Siren closed her eyes as she felt the anxiety level rise up within
her, and she felt the tension in her body begin to tremble. The
medication that Dr. Hugen had given to her during the afternoon had been a
very strong one that tried to prevent any oncoming attacks, but
everything... the man before her, the bath, and the pain was too much.
Her face paled, as she looked at the wall beside Trevor then she quickly
turned around and leaned her back against the tub. She knew that
eventually it would stop, but when was another question.... then it
happened. It came on suddenly and the way that the seizure came on,
her head bounced against the side of the tub.
Trevor watched her as she turned away but when the seizure suddenly
hit, he didn't even think about the consequences of his actions. He
had a friend who was diabetic and he had seen seizures before and knew
that they could be deadly. Getting out of the tub as quickly as he
could, he knelt beside her and helped her to stretch out on the floor,
holding her head steady. "Xavier!" he shouted.
"Siren's having a seizure!"
A
moment later, a shadow was cast over Siren and he looked up to see Xavier
staring down at what must have been the most unusual sight he had ever
seen in his bathroom. He couldn't help but stand and stare for a
brief moment. Trevor Conroy, totally naked and soaking wet, on his
knees on the floor beside Siren, holding her gently but firmly as her body
jerked and twitched in the throes of the seizure and though she couldn't
speak, she as very aware of what's happening to her. What happened
next, happened in the space of about ten seconds.
"Well,
don't just stand there, gaping," Trevor told him sternly.
"Call Dr. Hugen!"
Xavier's eyes were fixed on Siren as she glanced to one side, and
saw Mr. Conroy's hand on her arm and then looked further... and for a
split second, human nature took over and she just stared. Then in
the next instant, he saw her face turn scarlet and she turned her face
away. If it weren't for the fact of Siren needing medical attention,
her expression when she turned her head then realized what she was seeing
- very closely - would almost be funny.
Brushing that notion aside, Xavier raced back into the living room,
grabbed the phone and within seconds he was talking with Hugen. He
nodded, responding briefly to his questions. Then he hung up the
telephone and returned to the bathroom. Siren seemed calmer, but her
face was still turned away from Trevor and her eyes squeezed shut, her
face still scarlet.
Trevor had realized what had happened in those few moments but
there was nothing that he could do. However, the manners his
mother had branded onto his soul wouldn't let him embarrass Siren any more
than she already was.
Siren moaned lightly in the after effects of the seizure and tried
to turn onto her side, but Trevor held her firm. But hearing her
say, "Go," he let go of her and watched as she turned onto her
side away from him. He looked up at Xavier and just waited.
Without speaking, Xavier took a bath towel from the cupboard behind
the door and handed it to Mr. Conroy. While he was getting to his
feet and wrapping it around himself, Xavier knelt beside Siren to assure
himself that she was okay. "Siren," he murmured softly,
stroking her hair. "How do you feel?"
"Mach truck... 747 airplane... silver bullet... you name it...
it just hit me... sir," she said respectfully. She knew
somewhere deep down that even though this had happened, that she was still
in punishment and she wasn't going to try to wiggle out of it.
"My head... is exploding with pain... sir. May I get my
medicine?"
Slowly, she sat up. Hearing a movement behind her, she turned
her head upward and back to glance up at Trevor. Seeing the
concerned look on her face, she turned back around to Xavier as he lent
his hand to help her to stand on the wet floor.
She stood up a bit too quickly and watched as the room spun around
her. Putting her hands out to try to stop the room from spinning,
she came in contact with Trevor's chest. Hearing the pained hiss and
gasp come from him, she quickly removed her hand.
"I... oh gawd," she said softly knowing that the pressure
of her hand on his wounds had caused him a great deal of pain.
"I... I'm sorry, Mr. Conroy." Her words were laced with
emotion, knowing that she was truly sorry that any of this had happened at
all. Looking up into his eyes, a single tear escaped her eye - one
that Xavier hadn't seen yet, and she said yet again, "I'm
sorry."
"It's okay," he told her quietly. "Are you
alright?" he asked letting his concern show in spite of his best
intentions not to care. "You bumped your head pretty good while
you were down."
Xavier put his arm around her waist and began to lead her out of
the bedroom. Reaching her hand up to her head, she left the place
where she had hit it and felt the good-sized bump beginning.
"I'll be fine," she murmured as Xavier took her out of the
bathroom.
Trevor stood there for a moment watching them leave not sure
exactly what he was supposed to do. Looking down at the water in the
tub, he hummed a bit then reached down and turned on the hot water to let
it warm up the water again. When the water was hotter, and the water
level was up, he got back in and laid back and closed his eyes. 'Gawd,
what a day!' he thought, but something niggling his mind told him that
it wasn't over yet.
PART
THREE
Siren managed
to wipe at the tear that cascaded down her cheek as Xavier helped her to
the bedroom. She didn't want him to see her cry. He had taught her
to be strong, and this... this was affecting her more than she cared to
admit... especially with a man like Trevor Conroy.
As Xavier deposited her on the bed, she sat there patiently before
she looked up to see him coming back over to her with not only the
medicine but with a syringe in his hand. The insulin that she had
forgotten to take with her dinner... that she didn't have at all... was
enough to bring on the seizure. She knew it and she cursed herself
for letting this episode happen to her.
Taking the cup from him, she looked up at him without emotion, not
sure what she was supposed to do next. 'Am I to go back to the
bathroom and finish what I was supposed to do? Am I to go to sleep?
Am I to hang from the ceiling like a monkey and eat peanut butter
bananas?' The thought made her smile and her mouth twitched
before she licked her lips and dismissed it. Taking the
acetaminophen from him, she swallowed them and then took the syringe and
injected it into her arm as normal. Handing him the syringe back,
she watched as he deposited it into the trashcan then returned back to her
side. She wasn't sure what to say or do any longer. Normally,
Xavier would have let her go to bed, but she seriously doubted that would
be the case.
Xavier knew that Siren had been through quite a lot since she woke
up. Not much of it had been pleasant. For a moment, he just
sat beside her, giving her a moment with her thoughts. He knew what
she was waiting on him.
When she finally looked up at him, he told her, "By Lothos'
orders, you are to spend all free time in Mr. Conroy's company."
Her eyebrows almost touch the middle of her forehead and he brushed aside
the inclination to smile. "Rest here for a few minutes,"
he told her quietly. "But then go back in there and finish
attending to him. Just see that he has something to put on when the
bath is finished. And then make up the couch for him to sleep
on." Standing up, he waited for her to look at him.
"New lessons aren't always easy or pleasant to learn dear one,"
he told her plainly but not unkindly. "Learn from them.
Hard and distasteful as they may be now, you will benefit from them down
the road." At the door he turned one more time to her. “I'll fix something light for the both of you," he told her with a
quirked brow then left to go to the kitchen. Xavier knew that his
daughter needed time to make her decisions for the next little bit ahead
of her.
Taking a small amount of time to relax and get a handle on things,
Siren moved back to the bathroom. On her way, she reached into
Xavier's closet and pulled out a robe that she knew he didn't wear any
longer. Before entering the bathroom, she lightly knocked on the
door, letting Mr. Conroy know that she was about to come in.
The warmth of the water had lulled Trevor into a doze and the knock
on the door startled him, but he sat up as gracefully as he could.
Hearing the water splash about in the tub, Siren blushed yet again.
Closing her eyes, she took a deep breath and blew it out before she
entered. Walking into the bathroom, she cleared her throat softly.
"Mr. Conroy..." she began her eyes looking directly into his.
"Please stand up and towel off." She handed him the towel
from off the rack and turned her back on him so that he could come out of
the tub.
Trevor slowly stood and
stepped out of the tub. Fortunately, the mirror on the medicine
cabinet wasn't at an angle so that she could see him grinning at her back
as he gently patted his tortured body dry. Tossing the damp towel over her
shoulder, he noticed how she was startled at that action and grinned a bit
more. But when she handed him the robe without turning around, he
bit his lower lip, pulled it over his arms and tied it closed.
"I'm to put more medicine on your wounds, Mr. Conroy.
Please cover yourself and come with me."
To her request to follow her, he decided to keep control of his
tongue and said, "Lead the way."
Siren was going to lead him to the couch, but a second thought hit
her when she knew that she would have to make him move several times to
put on the medication. Instead, she led him to her bedroom and motioned
toward the bed.
Trevor was more than stunned when he led her into the bedroom.
"I thought that I was going to sleep on the couch," he said,
struggling to keep his thoughts in line.
Siren opened her mouth ready to snap at him, but stopped herself.
'Boy, was this going to be a rough two weeks,' she thought to
herself. "Mr. Conroy, you will be sleeping on the couch.
I thought that it might not be so hard on you to move when I put on the
medication." She held up the salve in her hand and looked from
it back to him. She saw the look on his face that plainly said what
she would have called the 'oh shit' look. "It's Dr. Hugen's
orders. I... I'll do my best to be gentle." She motioned
back to the bed once more. "Please, lay down and lay on
your stomach."
Trevor hesitated a moment, and she moved toward him.
Somewhere deep down, she knew that he hated her. She knew that he
didn't want anything to do with her... not now... not ever, but still,
Siren wanted to at least try to be civil with him in the future.
"For what it's worth, and it might not mean anything to you.
I'm...” she swallowed hard as she looked into his blue eyes.
"I'm so very sorry that all of this has happened."
When Siren apologized to him, and it was plain that it took a lot
for her to do it, Trevor just stood there looking at her. 'I'm
sorry, too,’ he thought not without a lot of bitterness.
But he had to admit to himself that he felt just as sorry as she did about
the whole situation. "I'm sorry, too," he finally told her
quietly as he met her gaze. Then, because he wasn't sure what to say
next, he did as she had asked and went to her bed.
Out of habit, he simply shrugged out of the robe, letting it drop
and then laid face down on the bed... very carefully. Every inch of
exposed skin on his body, save for his face and neck and the soles of his
feet, were touched with Mara's whip. Only when he heard a soft gasp
from Siren did he realize what he had done and he couldn't help grinning
into the pillow, but he didn't say a word. Then feeling a sheet
being draped over his lower body told him what he couldn't see.
Feeling her get on the bed beside him, Trevor wiped the grin from
his face. More for her benefit than his, he kept his eyes closed,
his face turned toward her.
Reading the directions once more, to be sure, she began to squeeze
some of it onto her finger. She placed her hand on Trevor's neck
very lightly and told him, "I know this is going to hurt. I'll
be as gentle as I can."
Trevor just nodded. "Just do it," he told her
gently. Though her touch was light and the ointment itself,
soothing, the mere fact of anything touching him made him gasp and at
times moan. After a few moments of Siren's ministrations, Trevor was
tense and he could feel the sweat that sprung up on his body because of
how he was fighting to control himself. When she paused a
moment, he wondered. But even feeling her remove the sheet she put
over him, none of it was funny any more.
“Finished,” Siren said softly as she started to move off the
bed. “I’ll call Xavier to
help you turn over.” She
saw the way that he looked as his eyes looked up at her. Siren closed her eyes and quickly rushed out of the room
letting her tears fall as she went. Quietly,
she wiped at them. Walking
into the living room she saw Xavier coming into the room with a tray of
food in his hands. She saw
him glance at the couch then back to her with his eyebrow arched.
She saw the approaching question in his eyes and she met his gaze
and answered, “Mr. Conroy is lying on my bed.”
Seeing the way his head turned to the side, she quickly continued,
“I thought it would be easier to apply the salve so he wouldn’t have
to move so; then I could reach all of his wounds.
I’ve applied it to his back, arms and legs as indicated by Dr.
Hugen’s note, however, he needs help to turn over.
I told him that I would come get you to help him.”
Xavier nodded to her. He
had forgotten about the salve that needed to be put on Trevor’s tender
wounds to help them heal faster. He
stood there a moment considering her words, but when she noticed that he
was just looking at her, he saw her glance away.
It was then that he saw the wetness gathering in her eyes.
She hastily moved away from the table and went to the closet to get
out the bedding for the couch. “Siren,”
he said plainly. When she
turned around with bedding pressed against her chest, he approached her. Tilting her chin up to him, he made her look up into his
eyes. “What is it?”
Meeting his gaze, she softly said, “It’s nothing, sir,” then
tried to move past him but he blocked her way.
Hearing the softness in her voice, he knew that his punishment was
becoming harder on her. She hadn’t ever had to hurt anyone to help them,
and that was exactly what she was doing for Mr. Conroy.
Hurting him by putting on the salve that was supposed to help heal
him. When she tried to pass
him, he moved in the same direction stopping her.
“Siren,” he caught her chin once again and made her look at
him. “Remember what I said.
Learn from this and don’t forget.”
Turning away, he headed into the bedroom.
He stopped at the door. Seeing
the man lying on her bed, with nothing covering him, and remembering what
Siren had just said about putting salve on his back, he looked back at his
daughter who was bent over the couch making the bed.
Nodding slightly to himself realizing that she had done what was
required of her, he headed over to the bed.
“Well, how are we now?” Xavier asked after he licked his lips
as he looked down at Siren’s work.
She had done a very good job in putting the salve on him – so
much so that it appeared as if the head nurse, Olivia, had done it
herself.
It took almost every bit of determination not to bite at Xavier.
“Speaking for myself,” Trevor managed to get out a half-way
civil tone, “not too damned good.”
He didn’t bother to turn his head, so the supervisor of his
beating came around the bed to look at him.
Xavier could tell from the tension in his voice that Mr. Conroy’s
pain was very sharp indeed. Walking around the bed, he sat on the edge of it and braced
himself on one hand and leaned slightly toward him. “Mr. Conroy,” he told him quietly, “If I were you,
I’d try a bit harder to keep an even more civil tongue in your head…
unless you want to spend more time in that cell several floors down.”
Trevor didn’t need to be told twice.
“Yes, sir,” he said very quietly.
He didn’t do much more than gasp a bit when Xavier in spite of
the warning did his best to turn him over gently.
He was draping the sheet over Trevor’s loins when Siren came to
the door. “Ready when you
are,” he quipped lightly.
Hearing his words, Siren knew that he was dreading this just as
much as she was. Going over
to the bed, she picked up the salve where she had left it.
Xavier stayed long enough to watch her begin to apply the ointment,
starting at his feet.
Until she reached halfway up his right leg, the pain of her light
touch had been bearable, but when her fingers touched the inside of his
right knee, he caught his breath hard.
“Jesus!” he gasped under his breath, panting hard in an effort
to manage the pain.
Siren immediately stopped and softly asked, “What?” her eyes
were wet with moisture about to spill over on her cheeks.
Glancing at her face, Trevor saw the unshed tears shimmering in her
eyes. He took a deep breath
and sighed, more out of frustration and dread of the real pain yet to
come. “Don’t cry,” he
told her as gently as speaking through gritted teeth would allow.
“But you might as well know,” he told her, “that…” he
paused a for a second, holding her gaze. “The area under the sheet is the most sensitive because of
the whipping. And,” he watched her cheeks start to color, “Mara
whipped between my legs very thoroughly.
Perhaps you should let Xavier take care of me … there.”
Closing his eyes, he turned his head to the side and waited.
It was up to her. At this point, he didn’t care who did it.
He just wanted it over with.
Siren listened to him and could understand exactly what he was
telling her, and when she heard a voice cleared behind her, she turned her
head to see Xavier standing in the doorway.
She didn’t know what to do.
She knew that her punishment had been set down before her and she
was the one to take care of Trevor… not Xavier.
Even though her embarrassment at what he said overwhelmed her, she
took a deep breath and turned back to the work set out before her.
Siren wasn’t a child nor was she unaware of the ways of men and
women. Xavier knew she had
talked and giggled and laughed with her friends as she grew up, and even
into adulthood. But he knew this was the first time she’d been so close
to a naked, attractive man close to her age. He watched from the doorway, never having left the room, just
back out of the doorway out of her sight.
Her face was in clear sight and her cheeks were flushed deeply as
she gently smoothed the ointment as high as Mr. Conroy’s legs as she…
chose to do so at the moment. Then
he saw the hesitation in her eyes when she realized that to continue ‘in
a straight line’ up his body with the ointment she was going to have to
remove the sheet. Only when
she moved up to Conroy’s stomach and began to dab the ointment on the
multiple welts there, did he walk over to the bed and waited for her to
look up at him. When she
finally looked up, he asked in a perfectly calm, responsible tone, “Do
you want me to finish this?” She knew the limits and requirements of her
punishment; but her decision, whatever it would be, would be entered in
his report to Lothos about her. He
held her gaze, waiting for her answer.
Trevor couldn’t do anything but lie there and watch and listen to
them talking. Somewhere
inside he felt an element of disgust and renewed hatred for the man
standing beside him. But
maybe it should be directed at Lothos as well, that this man would do
something like this to another human.
‘But then,’ he thought bitterly, ‘none of us are
our own. We all belong to Lothos.’
With that thought, he just let out a slow breath and waited for
her to answer as well.
Siren looked down at Trevor, her eyes scanning his body then looked
back up at Xavier. Swallowing hard, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
“This is my punishment. I
understand what I must do, sir. And
since this is what Lothos wants me to do, I’ll do it.” She looked
directly back into Xavier’s face and searched his eyes.
Before she turned back to Trevor lying on the bed before her, she
cleared her throat, blinked and said, “Thank you though, sir.”
Then turning back, she began to put the salve on Trevor’s stomach
again.
“Very well,” he said quietly and nodded.
“I know you will be… thorough in your work.”
Glancing down at Mr. Conroy, he stepped back from the bed.
With a meaningful look at his daughter, her attention focused on
applying the salve to their guest’s stomach, he went to the door.
“I’ll close the door,” he said quietly.
Xavier’s words weren’t lost on Mr. Conroy as he saw Trevor turn
his head to look at him. Xavier
quirked an eyebrow at him, then drew the door shut behind him.
‘You filthy voyeuristic bastard!’ Trevor
thought to himself. From one
man to another, he let Xavier see in his eyes what he thought.
‘How could you even _think_ about watching when…’ The
thin smile Xavier gave him made his skin crawl as he watched him step out
and close the door.
After the door closed, Trevor laid as still as he could as Siren
continued to smooth the ointment over his stomach and up his chest then
over each of his arms. When
he realized, after a moment of stillness that she hadn’t moved, he
turned his head to meet her gaze. In
spite of her determination to do what was expected, her hesitation and
shyness were clear in her face and her eyes.
“Siren,” Trevor said quietly.
When her eyes met his, he told her, “If you’ll help me to sit
up, I’ll finish…”
Siren clamped down on her teeth and lifted her chin slightly as she
held his gaze for a moment. Closing her eyes for just a moment, she turned her head back
to look down and removed the sheet from his body.
Swallowing, she glanced back up at him remembering his words from
this morning, “I don’t shirk my responsibilities, Mr. Conroy.”
Turning back to the task at hand, Siren took extraordinary means to
be tender. Thankful that her
hair was long enough to cover her embarrassment from at least Trevor, she
leaned over him and tended to the welts working from the far side of his
body away from her and worked toward her body.
She heard Trevor’s gasps and moans, as he tried not to holler
out, and she continued trying to tune him out.
Though he knew she was being gentle as she knew how, he was
clutching at the sheet under him, alternately holding his breath and
gasping as her fingers touched areas of his body never before subjected to
the abuse laid on by Mara’s expertise with a whip.
Finally, Trevor could stand no more.
Coming up in a somewhat sitting position, he roughly grabbed
Siren’s wrist, squeezing hard and moved her away from him.
“E-nough!” he gasped. “No…
more!” he told her as he laid back on the pillow, his chest and belly
heaving with the force of his breathing.
He was bathed in sweat and in some spots, it was washing away the
ointment and the stinging was becoming burning.
“Can… can I have something to drink?” Trevor managed not to
bite her head off as tears continued to flow from the pain.
Siren saw the tears as she looked at him very apologetically and
knew that he needed a break. They both did. She
laid her hand on his for a moment before prying his fingers still tightly
clamped around her wrist from her arm.
Not saying a word, she respectfully covered him back up and went to
the door. Opening it, she
looked back at him then went into the living room where their light dinner
had been waiting for them.
She saw Xavier look up at her expectantly and she nodded to him as
she took one of the glasses of tea from the table and returned to her
room. Moving over to Trevor
once more, she slid her hand underneath his head and assisted him into a
halfway sitting position. Holding
the glass up to his lips, she carefully tipped it up to let him have a
drink. Trevor tried to gulp
at it, but she moved the glass back away telling him, “Slowly.
You can have as much as you like.”
Trevor was as grateful as any soul lost in a desert for something
cool and wet on his throat and he appreciated her caring that he didn’t
gulp it down. Looking up into
her eyes, he saw the care and concern in them and understood how this must
be affecting her as well.
When Trevor motioned back that he didn’t want anymore, Siren set
the glass on the bedside table and then helped him to lie back down.
Meeting his gaze once more, she said, “I’m almost done.
I… I know it’s painful, an if you need to yell at me… curse
at me… anything to help… go ahead.”
Trevor looked at her a bit astonished as she moved back down to his
hips. Removing the sheet once
again, she took a deep breath and let it out slowly as she picked up the
ointment once again. She heard him suck in a deep breath and gasp as she tended to
a welt on the inner part of his leg.
Then it began.
Through gritted teeth, Trevor cursed her roundly and crudely with
each time her fingers and the ointment touched his abused genitals.
Siren continued on. When
she finished thirty minutes later, she knew that she had been called every
name in the book; and somewhere deep down; she knew that she deserved
every word that came out of his mouth.
“Finished.”
“Thank God!” Trevor couldn’t help but respond.
To her credit, Siren didn’t respond snidely or negatively to it.
Licking her lips, she covered him and turned away from him not
wanting him to see how much his words had upset her.
Moving toward the door, she straightened up, cleared her throat and
said, “I’ll get you the meal that Xavier made for us.
Excuse me, please.”
Trevor just nodded when she left the room.
When the door closed behind her, all Trevor could do was lay there
and let the tears… more of the tears she had seen in his eyes earlier
flow. ‘God, it
hurts!’
PART
FOUR
Opening
the door, Siren stepped through it and shut it behind her. Leaning against
the door, her eyes barely looked up at Xavier as he stood to come over to
her. The tears began to fall
before she had a chance to stop them and her chin quivered.
“Excuse me, please.” Before
Xavier could stop her, Siren quickly walked into the bathroom, then shut
and locked the door. She
leaned against the door and slid down it, letting the emotions come out. She hugged her knees to her chest and laid her head down on
her knees and began to sob. ‘Oh
god, why?’ she asked softly to herself.
A few moments later, she heard the knock on the door and she looked
up then stood and began to wipe at her tears as Xavier called her name.
She washed her face in the sink and blew her nose before she turned
back to the door. Opening it,
she saw her father standing there with a worried look on his features.
Looking away from his gaze, she lightly rubbed her right arm where
Trevor had grabbed her arm earlier. She
looked down at it and saw the bruise that was forming then looked back up
into Xavier’s eyes as she tried to hide it under her hand.
“I… I told Mr. Conroy that I would bring him some of the food
that you prepared for us. Is
that okay, sir, or shall I bring him into the dining area to eat?”
Xavier saw the bruise on her arm … the exact size of Trevor
Conroy’s hand as he glanced back up into her eyes a frown embedded on
his features. He hesitated
only a moment. “Take the
tray to him,” he said abruptly. As
she nodded and moved past him, he told her, “Leave the door open.” As she carried the tray into the room, he followed her as far
as the doorway.
Setting the food on the bedside table, she took the tea that was in
her glass and poured half of it into Trevor’s glass.
Then turning to him, she helped him to sit up.
Although it was difficult to help him up, she finally propped a
pillow behind him. She handed
him his plate and set the glass of tea closer to him.
‘If they’d taken a knife and peeled the skin off of me, I
wouldn’t hurt this bad,’ Trevor thought to himself as Siren did
her best not to hurt him anymore than possible, then place the plate of
food in his lap.
Then without taking her food, Siren moved to the chair in the room
and sat down to sip at her tea. She
wasn’t hungry. She thought that if she ate anything at the moment that
she’d be sick. Staring off
into the light that was beside Trevor, she kept her face bland.
When she saw a movement reaching for the glass, she turned to see
Trevor struggling to get it.
Every movement was a new lesson in pain, but Trevor hadn’t eaten
since dawn and even a simple ham sandwich looked appealing.
But he was so stiff that reaching for the tea glass on the table
beside the bed was a struggle. Before
he could say anything, or even accidentally knock the glass over, Siren
knelt beside the bed and managed the glass for him.
It was slow going but at least it was something and surprisingly,
he was glad to have Siren close to him.
Her expression was still bland as she looked up at Trevor seeing an
appreciated look on his face. But
when he saw the tear she tried to hide slip down her cheek, she turned her
head away from him and looked down at her arm again.
The bruise there was now purpling.
Wiping her cheek hastily, she sighed then took another sip of her
tea.
Seeing the tears in Siren’s eyes touched Trevor more than he
cared to think they would. When
he saw the bruise on her arm, the bruise he had unintentionally caused
when he had grabbed her to stop application of the ointment, guilt took a
big bite into his sense of right and wrong.
He was about to apologize when Xavier came abruptly into the room.
Xavier walked across the room and picked up the plate that Siren
hadn’t touched. He thrust
it toward her. “Eat.”
Siren looked at the plate that was offered to her and shook her
head. “I can’t eat,”
she told him plainly. Seeing
his face sour, she said, “Please, sir, if I eat, I’ll be sick.”
“And if you don’t have something to eat, your blood sugar will
be off and you could end up in the infirmary again,” he told her sharply
as he put the plate before her again.
“At least you’ll have a soft place to land,” Trevor said
lightly as he smiled at her. But the look Xavier gave him made him go nine kinds of cold
inside.
“Eat,” Xavier ordered her, using the same tone he’d used to
Mr. Conroy earlier. Trevor
had understood it; Siren did too, but now she was seeing a very tiny
glimpse of what others saw when they displeased him.
“You don’t have to eat all of it, just some of it,” he told
her. She hesitated, and his
temper nudged higher. “Don’t
make me say it again, Siren,” he warned her.
Hesitantly, Siren took the sandwich from her father and sat back on
her heels. Taking a bite of
the sandwich, she sat there and looked up at Xavier as he glared at
Trevor. She swallowed the
bite in her mouth and took a sip of tea before she stood up beside Xavier.
Since she had drained her glass, she turned to leave to go get some
more but Xavier grabbed her right arm exactly where Trevor had earlier and
Siren gasped as it was tender and sore.
The glass tumbled from her hand and hit the floor hard, shattering
at her bare feet. She gasped
out in pain then looked down at her right foot to see a large shard of
glass had not just cut it, but pierced her foot.
Not knowing what her father would do anymore, she stood there,
holding her breath, holding in the pain from the glass in her foot and the
pain in her arm where he still was holding her tightly.
She looked to him hesitantly.
Xavier had never yelled at her, had never threatened her as he had
until today, and when she heard him sigh, she cringed with fear from the
man who raised her. He had
never laid a hand on her – not once.
He never had cause to, but she didn’t know this side of the man
who now took his work home. She
didn’t know him at all, and what scared her most of all, was that he
would do something horrible to her.
When he raised his left hand to his face, she cowered from him;
ducking her head toward her right shoulder. She didn't know what to
say or do, so she just stood there waiting for whatever would happen next.
Xavier pulled her a bit closer to him, and looked very intently
into her blue eyes. At this moment, he put aside the knowledge that
to him she was a daughter. He put aside the knowledge that she was
Lothos' daughter. At the moment, she was just another person whom
Lothos had directed him to correct. "You seem frightened my
dear," he said silkily though the expression in his eyes was anything
but gentle. "You have good reason to be." He glanced
down at the pieces of broken glass and the spilled food on the floor and
saw the blood on her foot.
"Clean it up," he ordered her coldly. When she
didn't move, frozen by her first taste of real fear, Xavier let go of her
arm, put his hands on her shoulders and shoved her to the floor. For
good measure, he leaned down and cuffed the back of her head. As she
gasped, he growled at her, "When in correction, you obey promptly or
suffer further consequences."
Siren was scared to death and she started to shake from the
adrenaline that was coursing through her body, but she didn't dare stand
up again. She had heard rumors about her father and until today, had
never believed them. But under his gaze now, she believed
everything, and then some, especially when she saw the look in his eyes.
She moved her feet up toward her and bumped her foot on the chair and
yelped.
Xavier just quirked an eyebrow at her. "For disobedience
to an order," he snapped at her, “you'll wait until dawn for the
glass to be removed." Crossing his arms, he stood over Siren,
by this expression alone, daring her to defy him. ‘If she
does... old habits... certain old habits never die.’
Carefully getting up on her knees trying not to move her foot,
Siren began to pick up the food and pieces of glass that were lying there.
Very softly, she said, "I... I'm sorry, sir. Won't happen
again." When she heard him ask what she said, she repeated her
words louder as she kneeled before him. "I'm sorry, sir.
It won't happen again."
"A wise decision," Xavier told her as he watched her put
the residue of the food and glass on her plate. Only when she,
without thinking put her injured foot to the floor and put her weight on
it and cried out at the pain did she look up at him. He knew exactly
what she wanted. "You move on your own power," he told
her. "I do not assist those I correct." His eyes
went to the plate then back to her eyes. "Get rid of
that," he snapped at her then stepped back to see how she managed
with it. Seeing Siren swallow hard, even as she blinked rapidly, a
sign that she was close to tears, didn't touch him as it usually did.
"Must I repeat myself?" he asked quietly.
Siren slowly took a step on her right heel, not putting the ball of
her foot on the floor. Hobbling, she made her way to the small
kitchen area in their quarters and threw the food and shards of glass
away. Getting the broom and dustpan from the closet she made her way
back to the room, managing the best that she could without looking at
Trevor, finished cleaning up the mess that she had made and again went
back to the kitchen to throw the mess away.
Coming back into the bedroom, she stood in the doorway awaiting
orders from her TM - not her father. She blinked at him as she
clinched her teeth trying to help with the pain in her foot. But,
even as she stood there, she couldn't help but think to herself, 'If
this is how he is to the people he corrects, then I don't want to be his
daughter anymore. I've been deceived all this time... my whole life,
and if this is what he does day in and day out, I'm not safe here. Nowhere
am I safe.'
She looked at him, her eyes meeting his as she stood straight
except for her foot at an odd angle. Making sure that her words were
respectful and very plain, she said, "I will do as you say, sir.
You won't have to repeat anything else. I apologize for any
disrespect to you, sir." She bowed her head to him proving as
she did to Lothos that he had her utmost obedience.
Trevor knew of some guys, and a few girls, who after having several
drinks too many, have bragged and boasted that they weren't afraid of
*anything*. Not even the 'fabled Xavier'. And at one time or
another, with too much alcohol thinning his own common sense, he had also
said about the same thing. But in this moment, as he watched the
'fabled Xavier' treat this woman, Trevor knew the truth about the stories.
And if any man he knew tried to belittle him for the fear this man could
instill in him with just a look, Trevor would flatten that man and hope he
never had to learn like he did.
He didn't dare interfere, as Xavier subjected Siren to a level of
intimidation and a little mild humiliation, neither of which she's
obviously ever known. But when she came hobbling back from finishing
her task, Trevor saw the indifference in her eyes. Maybe it was the
bravado to cover her fear; maybe it wasn't. But Trevor had to admire
the way that she still respected the man in the room. Seeing Xavier eyeing
him, Trevor took the easy way out. He dropped his eyes to his plate,
studying what was left of his sandwich. Suddenly, he wasn't as
hungry anymore.
Xavier listened to Siren and saw the look in her eyes and a part of
him -- his heart -- broke a little. She had reached a point - the
very point that every parent knows must come. She had made a
decision wholly on her own. But even that pain wasn't enough to make
him slide any part of what Lothos had ordered. Xavier curtly nodded
at her. "You will share the bed with Mr. Conroy for the
night." When she gasped, Xavier allowed a half-smile to touch
his lips. "You will sleep in what you are wearing. Now,
wash up," he saw her twitch her foot and shook his head once.
"Then come back and lie down."
Glancing from Trevor to Xavier, Siren listened carefully to what he
said. Clenching her teeth again at the pain in her foot, she turned
and headed to the bathroom to clean up. 'Damn him,' she
thought to herself. 'Damn him to hell. Once this correction
period of two weeks is over, I'm out of this place. If I have to
sleep on Mr. Conroy's couch, I will... even his own bed with him, but I'll
be damned to hell before I sleep in here again.'
After she washed her face, brushed her hair out from the tangles
put there from falling into the tub, she brushed her teeth then Siren
looked down at her foot. Worried about the way the shard was moving
as well as how it would get infected, she reached into the medicine
cabinet and pulled down the alcohol. She knew that it was going to
hurt like hell, but everything else up to this point was hurting like
hell, why not? Pouring it over the cut, she whimpered at the pain
that it caused then lightly patted her foot dry. Coming out of the
bathroom, she made her way back to her room and lifted her chin as she
made her way to come to bed. Since she normally slept where Trevor
was lying, she knew that she was not going to sleep well tonight on the
other side of the bed - if at all. But she did as her TM had told
her to. She lay down on the bed, careful of moving too much for fear
of causing Trevor any pain than he already was in and laid still.
Licking her lips, she swallowed hard and turned her head back to Xavier.
She didn't know why she asked, but she did because she knew it was
probably expected. "Is there anything else that I'm required to
do this evening, sir, before I am allowed to sleep?"
He almost had to bite his lip to keep from smiling at her when she
got on the bed and laid down beside Mr. Conroy. When she looked at
him and stated her question, Xavier did smile - a real smile.
Going to her, he surprised her when he got a pillow from her closet
and put it under her foot, making sure that it was protected from being
bumped or moved when she slept. But as he did so, as he had in the
past with various sprained ankles and once a broken arm, he smelled the
alcohol. Turning his head, he saw her watching him and she was
chewing on her lower lip. That was enough to dismiss the good mood
and he leaned down a bit closer to her foot and sniffed.
Straightening up, he faced her, letting his anger show plainly on his
face.
"Deliberate defiance, Siren?" he demanded in a cold
voice. "You were told that your foot would be attended to in
the morning, but you took it upon yourself to defy a very explicit and, I
thought, plain put order by putting alcohol on your foot." He
just stared into her eyes. 'Let her feel what's it's like to know
that punishment is coming... just not what sort or when.'
Nothing could have surprised Trevor more than what was happening in
front of him. Berating her for using a little alcohol on a nasty
cut? It was more than he was ready to keep quiet about. But
before he could speak, Siren piped up.
"Please,
sir, I... I thought that you said that I should clean up. I thought
that meant my foot as well. You did tell me earlier that at dawn the
shard will be removed. I ... I didn't know I was being deliberately
defiant toward you, sir. I... please... I didn't know."
She knew that he was about this close to exploding on her - she could see
it in his eyes especially when she told him his exact words from earlier.
"But I will accept and do what you want of me to do, sir."
She closed her eyes only a moment before opening them back up and gazed
into his eyes, but this time, she let him see what she felt about him at
this moment. At the moment, there was nothing but hatred for the
man. And whether or not he raised her and told her that he loved
her, she wanted him to know that whatever he was about to make her do that
she would never forgive him for or never forget.
Xavier heard her explanation, but it was her eyes that spoke the
most clearly. His daughter was gone. In her place, he saw the
child of the one that he served. He saw the defiance and
determination in her. He saw her mother's own defiance and refusal
to give in. But even her mother had suffered at his hand. Now,
it appeared so would one of her daughters.
Leaving the room, Xavier went into the kitchen and returned with a
knife in his hand and approached Siren. The stark fear was plain in
her face as she saw only the knife in his hand. Leaning down over
her, he very quickly slit the front of her uniform, and then putting the
knife aside, used his hands to rip it wide open. He then cut the sleeves
away, tearing the fabric and throwing it aside. The last thing he
did was use the knife to cut her bra off her body. When she
started to cover herself with her hands, he told her menacingly,
"Don't! Your punishment for defiance... even unknowing
defiance... is to sleep as you are now. And you will not cover
yourself in any manner."
Trevor watched Xavier with the knife until he began to rip off her
uniform. At that point, he turned his head away from Siren and
closed his eyes. His appetite was as healthy as any man, but he
would not be used to shame or humiliate Siren. 'He can beat me
until I can't breathe,' he thought. 'But, he's not using me
to hurt her.'
When Xavier walked out of the room a moment later, the two people
on the bed laid as stiff and unmoving as stone. Turning out the
light, he closed the door and went to update his reports on both of them.
Whatever happened now... happened.
Barely a minute after the door closed, Trevor heard the first
sniffle and soft little sob, then a minute after Siren crying. In
the remnant of light showing under the door, he slowly turned his head and
looked at her. As her sobs increased, feeling her body tremble with
each sob, he knew he had to do something. He had to try to comfort
her in some way.
Gritting his teeth against the pain he knew it would cause, he
worked his way down until he was flat on his back. Every movement was
agony but without speaking, he made sure that he was covered. Carefully,
stretching his hand down, he snagged the edge of a blanket and pulled it
up over himself and then in the dim light reached to pull it up over
Siren, dropping the edge near her waist.
Laying his head on the pillow again, he turned his head toward her,
not letting his eyes wonder, and whispered, "Don't cry."
He really didn't know what else to say to her. He didn't know her
that well, but something in him wouldn't let her go through this night
uncomforted. "If you want," he added quietly, "you
can put your head on my shoulder."
He felt her stiffen beside him. "It's not that," he
tried to assure her. "But sometimes when something hurts... or
you're afraid... it's easier to bear when you have someone to lean
on." He waited a moment. "It doesn't mean your
weak," he added softly as he heard another sob break her lips.
"We all need... someone to lean on at some time in our lives."
Siren listened to him even as she cried softly and suddenly
couldn't help it when she half-sobbed and half-laughed. "You
sound like the song," she said softly as she turned her head toward
him. It was then when she realized how close they were to each other
on the bed.
She had felt him moving on the bed, but hadn't realized how he had
covered both himself and herself up to her waist. She hurriedly
tossed the blanket away from her. "Thank you, Mr. Conroy for
the blanket, but I'm not to have one. If he comes back in..." she
said softly and when she thought about what he had just said she had to
admit that he was right. It did help.
Taking a deep breath, she said, "I... I'd like to, Mr. Conroy,
but I don't want to hurt you anymore." It was then that the
hurtful words that he had said earlier as she tended to his wounds came
back to her. "I seriously doubt that you really want a
self-centered, spoiled rotten, red-headed evil bitch as myself lay my head
on your shoulder. Do you?"
He couldn't help the grin that crossed his lips. But he told
her, "You might be surprised," he told her gently.
"Besides, like I said, sometimes it's easier to get through something
when you've got someone willing to help you out." He paused,
and then did something he didn't expect to do. It took a moment, but
he found her hand at her side and curled his fingers around hers and
squeezed them gently. "I'm trying to help, Siren... not take
advantage of you. That's all."
When she felt Trevor's hand slip under hers, and his fingers
curling around her hand gently, she did the same. Turning her head
toward him, she licked at her lips and said, "I understand that, and
I appreciate you trying to comfort me, but..." she glanced at the
door and saw a shadow pass by it, so she lowered her voice to a whisper.
"I... I don't want either of us to have any more correction than what
we already have. We've had enough pain and humiliation."
She looked up at the ceiling and suddenly realized exactly what her
father was doing - what he was hoping to find in the morning. Her
words became enunciated as she thought about what Xavier hoped to find and
the anger was so evident that it even startled her. "He wants
something to happen - something inappropriate. I don't want to feed
the damn fire. I've had enough today to last until the day I die.
And when this is over... it's over."
She shook her
head, sighed and said in a more calming voice, "I do want to thank
you for not saying anything earlier. If you had gotten into the
middle of Xavier's discussion with me, I don't think you would be here
now... and neither would I." Siren yawned tiredly and turned
her head back to him. In the little light that came in from under
the door, she still could see that his face was turned toward her.
"I know that this has been quite a day for you, and I don't want to
add anymore to it." She gently squeezed his hand. As her
eyes moistened again thinking about the pain that she had put him through,
she said softly, "Thank you, Mr. Conroy, for trying to comfort me
when it should be the other way around - especially for all the pain that
I caused you today. However, if you don't mind, may I just hold your
hand?"
"Sure," he told her softly, and gave her hand another
gentle squeeze. Both of them laid very still in the darkness.
After a little bit he could tell by the soft pattern of her breathing that
Siren had fallen asleep. And, uncomfortable as it was, not long
afterward exhaustion finally won. His last waking and semi-coherent
thought was wondering at the thin strip of a shadow showing under the
bedroom door. Just as sleep sealed his eyes shut, he vaguely noticed
the door opening.
After the unspoken rift was created between Siren and Xavier, it
two hours had passed before Xavier decided it was time to check on Siren
and Mr. Conroy.
Carefully opening the door and slipping inside, and leaving the
door open a crack; he moved silently to the foot of the bed and looked at
them. Even in the vague, low light it was easy to see that they were
sleeping. Except for Mr. Conroy now lying flat on his back, neither
one's position had shifted an inch. Shaking his head in
disappointment, he left the room. Closing the door as carefully as
he had opened it, a thought occurred to him and a knowing smile crossed
his lips. 'Perhaps
in the morning.'
PART
FIVE
From the time the situation
between Siren and Trevor Conroy began to unfold, Lothos had watched it
all. He witnessed his
daughter’s unconscious declaration of independence, her coming of age as
it were, in reaction to Xavier’s method of carrying out her punishment.
Though she would no longer be under Xavier’s care, it was a time
that he and Lothos had discussed several years before.
Xavier’s paternal
affections for Siren were always true; Lothos’ second daughter lacked
for nothing, including the affection of at least a father figure as she
grew and matured. Xavier
raised and nurtured Siren well, but he and Lothos had accepted that the
time would come when something would sever the relationship between Siren
and himself. Nothing was ever planned to precipitate such a separation.
They had agreed that it should be allowed to happen in the course
of time, and now it had happened.
Lothos would not interfere
with Xavier in his duties. His
allegiance had been rock solid from day one.
Lothos trusted his judgment and abilities implicitly when it came
to disciplining and correcting all those who lived in his complex.
That trust now extended to whatever method, or methods, he chose to
use to correct and discipline his daughter.
Even she was not exempt from absolute obedience and subjection.
Using infrared, Lothos
watched over Siren and Mr. Conroy as they slept.
It was interesting to note how, in deep sleep, Siren moved closer
to Mr. Conroy’s side. Only
when her arm touched his did she become still again.
They were still in the chastest of positions the next morning.
The room was still dark,
but when Trevor turned his head toward the bedside table nearest him, he
saw the red numbers of the clock indicating that it was almost 6:00 AM.
He bit his lower lip to keep from gasping as he lifted his free
hand to rub the sleep from his eyes.
Then, he turned his head and glanced over at Siren and smiled. Not only was her arm against his now, but also the way she
tilted her head some time during the night so it was resting lightly
against his shoulder. Though
it would be very tempting to do so, he didn’t turn his head too far
toward her. That would make it more than a little awkward to explain why
he was sniffing the small fanning of her hair that was lying over his
shoulder.
Trevor lay silently and
watched her sleep. Finally,
his patience was rewarded when she blinked slowly, a soft moan escaping
her lips. He just smiled when
she noticed how close they were.
Siren slightly grinned at
him, blushing softly under his intense gaze.
“Morning,” she whispered lightly.
Trevor responded in kind.
But for the life of him, he couldn’t stop what came out of his
mouth after that. “Anyone
ever tell you you’re pretty when you’re asleep?” he asked lightly. As soon as the words were out, he wished he’d bitten his
tongue. But he hadn’t, so
he refused to chicken out, and instead smiled at her again.
‘Now, unless it’s to get off the bed… at Xavier’s
order… I’m not moving.’
Siren saw Trevor’s smile
and thought about the words he had just said.
Although they should have evoked a romantic encounter – her first
one at that – the only thing it sparked was her anger.
“Ooooo,” she said as she moved away from him getting back on
her own pillow and letting go of his hand.
“You just don’t stop do you?”
She shook her head and stared up at the ceiling.
She wanted to get off the bed and move away from the infuriating
man but she knew that Xavier put her here for punishment so she couldn’t
move away from him. So, she
just turned her head away from him and lay there fuming over what he’d
just said.
Trevor let out a small
silent sigh. A paraphrased line from some song ran through his mind and if
the situation wasn’t what it was, he would have laughed: ‘… second verse, same as the first, a little bit louder
and a little bit worse…’ Glancing over at her where she was laying
very straight and very tense, he tried to make amends as diplomatically as
he could.
“I wasn’t implying
anything,” he began in a low but earnest tone, “except that you really
are pretty when you sleep. I
wasn’t implying that somebody else…” Hearing what he was saying he
decided that he’d be money ahead and would not dig himself further into
a doghouse he never dreamed he’d ever been in.
“La
la la… I can’t hear you,” Siren muttered as she placed her hands
over her ears trying to not hear what he was saying to her.
Trevor
glanced over at her and saw the snotty expression on her face and from
somewhere he got the notion that what Siren needed was a real wake up call
this morning. Ignoring the
pain from his body, and before she realized what he was doing, he shifted
on his side toward her, scooped his arms around her body and pulled her
against his chest. She got a
half gasp out before he lowered his head and kissed her, long and hard.
Even when she struggled against him as he exacted his own revenge,
he felt the slightest response from her.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The coffee had just
finished brewing and Xavier poured a cup and walked back into the living
room when he heard low voices coming from Siren’s room.
Still in pajamas and robe, and barefoot, he walked quietly down the
hall, smiling with anticipation at the tone of Siren’s voice.
She always did that sing-songy thing when she got annoyed and
didn’t want to hear what someone was saying to her.
When it suddenly stopped, he very gently eased the door open then
stepped inside and went to stand at the foot of the bed.
Mr. Conroy might be annoyed
with her, but there was no doubt in Xavier’s mind that the younger man
was beginning to enjoy having Siren in his arms.
After another moment, she wasn’t struggling quite as hard and he
saw the mild shiver that ran over her body when one of his hands caressed
the skin between her shoulder blades.
Folding his arms, Xavier just watched.
When Trevor realized that
someone else was in the room with them, he let Siren go.
Looking at the foot of the bed and seeing Xavier standing there,
his arms folded and his expression unreadable, only then did Trevor
realize that his impetuous ‘teach-her-a-lesson’ move wasn’t such a
hot idea. ‘But damn, it was nice!’
Siren, who hadn’t seen
Xavier yet, pushed away from him aggravated.
“How dare…” she began then saw Xavier, “… you,” the
last part of her sentence uttered softly as she looked into her father’s
eyes. Closing them, she
already knew that it was going to be another long day ahead of them, and
all that she could think of was: ‘Oh shit.’
“It appears that I’ve
interrupted a …make-up… situation,” Xavier said smoothly.
Not so by much as a raised eyebrow did he let either of them see
that he was enjoying their discomfiture.
“I can come back in say… fifteen minutes…” Siren’s fiery
blush and the expression on Mr. Conroy’s face, just as red as Siren’s,
told Xavier that his sarcasm wasn’t lost on either of them.
He let them lie there and sweat for a couple of minutes under his
gaze.
|