Dropping down beside her on the
ground, he reacted on feelings alone, bending down to kiss her lips
softly, lingeringly. Drawing
back, he watched her face, eyes closed as she delicately ran the tip
of her tongue over her lips – lips he had just kissed and were now a
darker pink for the sweetness that he’d taken from them.
Siren
blinked at him for a moment. She
honestly didn’t know what to say to him.
She didn’t want to ruin the moment with words – which
lately she had been saying the wrong thing to him every time she
opened her mouth, or so it seemed.
So, she just smiled gently at him and sighed.
PART
ONE
Siren rolled toward him to turn
over onto her stomach and propped her head up on the back of her hands
and bent her knees up behind her.
She glanced up at the scenery around her before coming back to
Trevor. Slowly though, she looked up at the sky and looked directly
up into the sun. Although
it made her head pound, it was the warmth of it that made her feel
extremely content.
Finally though, she broke the
gentle silence that had come over them.
Turning her head back to him, she said warmly, “Tell me about
your family. I mean, if
you don’t mind talking about them.”
She saw the surprised look on his face and she shrugged.
"You've met my family.
Xavier is the only family that I've ever had.
I… I don't know who my mom is… was…
I don't even know if she is still alive or not.
But," she turned over onto her side so that she could see
him better and propped her head on her left hand letting the other
rest on her hip. "Whether
or not I know who she is … or if she's still alive for that
matter… it doesn't change who I am.
I'm still going to be the woman in that complex who wears a
mask, making everyone wonder why.
The mysterious one who…" she smiled and cleared her
throat of the giggle that threatened to come out.
"… who drank too much at a party the other evening;
learned the Macarena (although she doesn't know how to dance); plays
the piano for long hours at a time only to drive her father insane
from the show tunes; goes to help out in the infant ward on Saturday
afternoons to let mothers have a break from their hectic lives;
listens to instrumental music; reads books to pass the time away on
lazy Sunday afternoons; dreams of finding her long lost Teddy Bear,
Maximillian; and who doesn't know when to shut up."
She finally gave him an embarrassed look as she brought her
right hand up to cover her eyes to hide her embarrassment.
As Siren talked, Trevor wiggled
around to find a more comfortable sitting position, leaning back,
braced on his hands. Cocking
his head to one side, he watched her; trying to picture in his mind
her in each of the things she was telling him about.
And he couldn’t help but smile at the end of her description.
"In a way, you sorta remind
me of Ron, my younger brother," Trevor joked lightly with her.
" Ask him how he is and you'll get a ten minute
monologue." Seeing
her grin at that told him that he was on safe ground so far.
"As for family, my mom and
dad are both very much alive and still together."
A thought occurred to him and he added with a note of pride,
"Their anniversary is in August."
He paused again then glanced at Siren to see real interest in
her eyes. "August
17th will be their thirty-fourth wedding anniversary."
Shifting around to stretch out on
his stomach, almost parallel with Siren, he propped his head on one
hand and went on. "I
only have one brother, Ron; he's younger by three years."
“Any
sisters?”
Trevor
shook his head. "Well,
I had a sister," he told her. "But... Rose died shortly after birth." He nodded
without comment to the sympathy Siren offered.
"Mom said Rosie only lived twelve hours. Anyway," he brightened his tone and attitude, and rolled
over onto his back and closed his eyes.
"Ron and I were more than enough to keep mom and dad
hopping."
Trevor
thought for a moment then said, “I love the outdoors.
Have ever since I can remember.
I like to hunt and fish... when I get the chance, which isn't
often. Music?" he smiled to himself, his eyes still closed.
"There's nothing like putting on some light, soft jazz,
opening a bottle of wine... or a beer... and kicking back and get lost
in it."
“Jazz…
that is the one of the types of music that I listen to when I
meditate, or work out. Although Xavier doesn't care for it, I drive him nutty with
it. So, I try to keep my
door shut and listen to it in soft tones.
Mostly though... it's the instrumental music - to movies that I
enjoy the most."
She
looked up at the sky and saw one of the gulls fly over and smiled.
“Actually, I think that this might be some new music that I
might enjoy right here.”
“What
do you mean?” Trevor asked, turning his head to look at her.
Siren
looked at him a bit surprised. Crawling over the small space to him, she put her hand over
his eyes but when he pulled her hand back down, she sighed softly.
“Trust me, Trevor.”
Trevor hesitated only a fraction
of a second at her request. “Okay,”
he said slowly and closed his eyes again.
He wasn’t sure what she had in mind, but so far this time was
going more or less smoothly and he was game to try whatever it took to
keep the road before them as smooth as possible.
So, he took a breath, let it out slowly and waited on her.
Siren grinned at him and shook her
head. She placed her hand
back over his eyes making sure that he wouldn’t open them and at the
same time closed her own. “Okay,
now, just listen for a few minutes.
Forget about everything but the sounds around you.
The lull of the ocean, the sound of the wind in the trees and
on the grass; the call of the gulls - just listen to it."
Siren then remained silent and listened as he did.
Slowly though, she took her hand away from his face and braced
her head in her hands.
It was such a simple thing, but
once Trevor quieted his thoughts, it all came back to him. And he relaxed. He
folded his arms and rested his cheek on them.
The tang of the breeze coming in soft off the ocean, the low
but shrill cries of the birds -- even the whispery sighs of the wind
through the tree tops took him back to simpler, gentler times of his
youth, and he gradually felt his body relaxing even more.
For several minutes it was just him and the sounds of the world
whispering their lullaby.
Siren opened her eyes and turned
her head to look at Trevor. She
couldn’t help but smile at him.
He looked so totally relaxed.
Slowly, she stood up, as quietly as she could and moved away
from him letting him just relax in the sun.
Trevor had watched Siren through
his lashes as she quietly moved away from him, though he did let
himself drift for a few moments, but watching her exploring was better
than anything to catch his attention in a long time.
He smiled to himself when she picked a couple of wild daisies
then returned back to him.
Not moving his head from his
hands, he opened his eyes and watched her coming closer.
When she lifted one of the daisies to sniff at it, he said
softly, “I was right. You
do look pretty with daisies close to you.”
Hearing Trevor’s words, she
smiled at him but said, “Go on.”
She sat back down beside him as Trevor got to his feet.
To her puzzled look, Trevor said, “Don’t worry, I’m not
going far. Just over
there,” and pointed to the patch of daisies she’d been in a moment
ago.
Going to the daisies, Trevor
gathered a good handful of them and returned to Siren, flopping down
beside her. Sitting
Indian-style, Trevor laid the flowers beside him then took two of them
and began working with the stems.
She was puzzled.
“What are you doing?”
“Shh,” he said softly, “and
watch.”
Watching with fascination, Siren
said softly, “Tell me more about your family.”
“Family, huh?” Trevor thought
for a moment as he selected another daisy. "Ron is the
quintessential younger brother." To Siren's questioning look he
grinned and said, "He was a royal pain in the neck when we were
growing up. And since
'becoming a man’..." Trevor said with a mock gruff voice,
"that pain has shifted decidedly more south!"
Listening to Siren giggling, he
went on. "He's a
real joker but if you want to see him blush, ask him what he thinks of
the movie, "Ghost".”
Trevor let her puzzle on that for a moment.
“He'll kill me if you ever tell him I told you, but at the
end, he cries every time, and my little brother could play defensive
end for any football team!"
For the
next half hour, Trevor told Siren bits and pieces about his family.
How his mother made the best blueberry pancakes in the world,
and how his dad’s favorite pastime was crossword puzzles. He also told her that his father had been one of Lothos'
highest ranked security chiefs for almost thirty years.
Then, with one last twist and tuck
of a stem, he held it up what he’d been working on for Siren to see.
The smile on her face as he draped the daisy necklace over her
head and settled it around her neck was something he’d remember for
a long time.
"I was right," he told
her again, softly. "You
and daisies were meant for each other."
“You are too sweet,” she told
him softly then leaned forward and lightly placed a kiss on his cheek.
“Thank you, Trevor,” she told him lightly near his ear
before she leaned back.
Siren sat crossed legged as he did
and looked down at the daisy necklace and lightly fingered the stem
before looking back up at him. She
was not sure what else to say to him but finally asked, “Is there
anything that you want to know about me?
I’ve kept you talking about your family for some time now.”
Trevor studied Siren closely for a
minute, thinking about her question.
Finally, he asked, “What made you decide to become a
volunteer in the infant ward for working mothers?"
Pursing his lips slightly, he tried to picture Siren with a
baby in her arms ...and found the picture in his mind surprisingly
appealing.
Siren smiled at him.
“Well, you have to realize that I'm one of those few people
who love kids. When a
friend, Sara Daniels, became pregnant about two years ago, I had told
her that if she ever needed a babysitter to just give me a call.
Sure enough and true to her word... Sara called.
Actually, she called when the baby was only a few weeks old.
I thought that I was going to break her."
She smiled remembering. "I
had never held a baby before, and when she just about dumped Danessa
into my arms, I barely got out, "Wait..." before she was
already gone. I had a
crash course lesson in holding, carrying, and feeding a baby.
Everything."
Siren cradled her arms like she
would if she was holding a baby, then looked down at her arms then
shrugged. "Plus, it
gave me an opportunity to practice my lessons while I was holding the
baby." When she saw
his puzzled look, Siren backed up.
"Singing lessons,” she said with a shrug.
"Those things were Xavier's doing."
For several minutes after that
they exchanged idle chatter, Trevor noticed Siren shiver. Glancing up at the sky, he saw a couple dark clouds in the
distance. "Come
on," he said, getting up and offering her his hand to help her
up. "We better get inside or we're gonna get wet."
Trevor glanced up, nodding toward the clouds.
"Spring showers here come up quick and fast and dump a lot
of rain. And a head cold
from being caught out in a shower is not fun."
Siren continued sitting then
glanced at his outstretched hand.
She looked up at the sky above her then said, “And I’ve
never experienced neither. So,
what’s your point?” she asked with a grin.
“Well let's at least get under
the walkway canopy," Trevor conceded with a grin. "The wind will blow the rain under there and you can get
just as wet." She
finally agreed and they ran for the walkway.
But by the time they got there, the clouds had arrived faster
than Trevor expected and they were both soaked.
But by the look on Siren’s face
as he turned to her once they were under the canopy was another he’d
keep in his memory. She
watched the rain, fascinated by the sound of it hitting the ground, as
well as the thunder and the lightning flashes.
No hypnotist could weave a better spell that this spring shower
had for Siren. But the
best of all was when as the shower tapered off that he heard her gasp,
watching as she pointed up and toward the far high perimeter fence.
“Look at that! Isn’t
it beautiful?”
The rainbow was just as beautiful
as always. But his eyes
were on Siren as he replied, "Definitely." Trevor looked up
at the rainbow before he was caught with a certain look in his eyes.
The rainbow that she saw was the
most beautiful thing that she’d ever seen and when she tugged on
Trevor’s wet sleeve, she looked back up at it again and smiled
broadly. Slowly, the
rainbow faded. It was
then that she looked down at how her T-shirt was clinging to her body.
Clearing her throat and trying not to call too much attention
to it, she just turned back to Trevor and said, “I really ought to
check in with Xavier. Sometimes
the girls in the infant ward have a problem on Saturday’s with
‘Little Sparrow’ and he doesn’t like to be quiet for long
periods. Do you mind?”
she asked softly.
"No,
I don't mind," he replied. He
turned and headed for the double doors, Siren quiet beside him.
At the door, he swiped his card and waited for the guards
inside to open it. Glancing
sideways, he noticed Siren shivering as a breath of air touched her,
bringing goose bumps up on her arms.
The doors opened just then and they walked inside.
"Looks like a pair of drowned
rats, don't they Tommy?" Jim kidded with his partner.
"Well, if these rats are left
outside, there might be a guard pulling duty of a different sort in a
very un-nice location," Trevor ragged him back. When he heard a soft chattering of teeth and glanced at
Siren, he saw that she was not trying to make the best out of the
situation. She honestly
was cold.
"Come on," he said
putting his arm around her shoulders as they headed for the elevator.
"If you catch pneumonia, I'll catch hell."
“I won't catch pneumonia,"
she said through the chattering of her teeth and shivered slightly
even cradled within the warmth of his arm.
"I'll... I'll be just... fine," she said moving
closer to him.
Once the elevator doors closed and
it started to descend, Trevor pulled Siren around to face him and
gathered her against him, her arms close around her body.
She started to push away but...
"Be still," he chided
her softly as he rubbed his hands over her back.
"I'm just trying to help you get a little warmer."
And, amazingly, she relaxed against him.
She nestled her head against his
shoulder and smiled as she relaxed.
"Thank you, again. Such
a knight in shining armor."
Chuckling, Trevor asked softly,
"Have you been talking to Allen?"
“Nuh huh. Why?”
It was then that he told her about
how Allen had always been doing the
‘Sir Knight' shtick with him.
By the time the elevator doors opened a couple of minutes
later, she was not only not shivering as much, but she was laughing.
Really laughing like she was enjoying being alive.
When
the elevator doors opened, she was still laughing at the last part
that he was telling her about and noticed that they were back on the
bachelor’s quarters. Glancing
up at him, she asked, "So, why are we back here?" she
finally asked once she got over the giggles as they stepped out and
passed a couple of guys who rolled their eyes and grinned at Trevor.
Seeing Danny and Hal first thing
when the elevator doors opened on the bachelor’s level, he gave them
a warning look, but… ‘You
bums!’ he thought as they rolled their eyes at him.
‘They are gonna drive
me nuts about this later,’ he thought.
Going to his door, he unlocked it
as Siren asked why they were at his quarters.
"Well, primarily so you can get your shoes and
socks," he told her, flipping the light on.
"And maybe one of my flannel shirts for you to wear so you
don't catch a chill." He
saw her open her mouth and he reached out to put a finger under her
chin, closing it again. "Just
put it on over what you're wearing till you get back to your
quarters," he told her with a grin.
"It's just a shirt. That's
all." When she grinned at the explanation, Trevor pulled the tail
of his soggy shirt out of his pants.
"Now, if you'll excuse me a minute, I'm gonna change real
quick." Not waiting
for her to reply, he turned toward the bedroom, stripped the wet shirt
off and tossed it at the kitchen sink.
Shaking her head, Siren stood
there dripping on his carpet. By
the time that he came back, she was shivering again. She turned toward
the door and sneezed. Smiling
at him, she waved a hand at the look that he gave her.
“I’m not going to be sick.
I won’t allow myself,” she told him plainly.
With a look, Trevor turned back
around and headed back into the bedroom.
In the closet, he grabbed one of his flannel shirts and took it
back to her. “Come
on!” he spoke loudly over her protests as he held the shirt open for
her. “For once, don't
argue, just put the shirt on, because right now your lips are a lovely
shade of blue. And I
don't want Xavier turning my hide the same shade because I didn't do
what I could to keep you from getting any sicker."
Siren rolled her eyes at him and
without hesitation; she grabbed the bottom of her T-shirt and stripped
it from her body. Tossing
it toward his kitchen sink as well, she turned her back to him to let
him help her into it.
Putting
her arms into the sleeves that were being held out for her, she
sniffled and began to button up the shirt. "How many times am I going to have to thank you today
for all the things that you have done," she asked as she reached
down on the floor and put the necklace back around her neck.
‘A
lot of guys would be rolling their eyes at me because of how I'm not
reacting to Siren stripping off her wet T-shirt.
But then, she and I have been naked in each other's presence at
one time or another in the last few days,’ he thought. Trevor wasn’t embarrassed by it, and from her attitude as
she slipped her arms into the shirtsleeves, neither was she.
Her question about the ‘thank yous’ just proved it.
“Tell you what,” he said, going to drop down on the couch
and putting on his socks and sneakers.
“You keep count through the day and then say one big ‘thank
you’ just before we go to sleep, and we’ll call it even.
Deal?”
"Deal."
When Trevor stood again, she ran
her hands up and down her arms. "Are
you sure that you don't mind about going to the infant ward?
It can get very noisy down there, especially if Sparrow is
acting up. He gets
everyone going."
"Hey," he told her as he
stood up, watching her still rubbing her hands over her now flannel
covered arms. "It's the least I can do after dragging you into
the big, cold and very wet world."
He nodded toward the door.
"Don't you think you should put your shoes and socks on?
Unless you like cold feet, that is."
PART
TWO
A few minutes later they were in
the elevator, and at the front door of her and Xavier's quarters
almost before they realized it. Trevor
followed her inside without comment.
He barely acknowledged Xavier who was stretched out on the
couch, watching something on television.
Even as they entered, Siren smiled
at Trevor before she sneezed twice.
Sniffling, she hurried to her bedroom and quickly changed into
some dry pants. Leaving
Trevor’s flannel shirt on, she ran her hand over it then brought her
arm up to her nose. She
could smell a light fragrance of his cologne on it and she couldn’t
help but smile. So far
this day after this morning had gone off with ease.
If only it could stay that way.
Siren quickly ran a brush through
her hair then appeared in the doorway to see Trevor and her father
watching television. “Dad,
did Kimberly call while I was topside getting drenched?” she asked
pushing her hair back behind her ear as she looked from Trevor to her
father with a grin.
Xavier had seen many things in his
lifetime, but seeing Siren coming into the apartment soaking wet and
missing her T-shirt, but also wearing one of Mr. Conroy’s shirts, he
could only guess what happened. But
Siren’s question explained everything… a thundershower.
Now, it made sense.
“Yes, she did and yes he is.
Sparrow is acting up. Better
go quiet him so he can sleep and give them some peace,” he told her
not glancing away from the television.
"You know, I think he does it
just to make me show up every Saturday.
The little turkey." Siren
came up beside Trevor and placed her hand on his arm.
"Come on, let's go."
Trevor nodded and they started out
the door. On the way to
the elevator, Trevor asked why they kept calling the baby “Little
Sparrow”. Smiling, she
began, “Well, his name is Parker Sparrowmen.”
They stepped inside the opened elevator.
“And he is just the cutest little guy in the ward.
He was a preemie; four weeks early, but you can't tell that
now." As the
elevator ascended to the sixth floor, Siren grinned at him.
"He's eight months old and has a temper about the size of
Mt. Saint Helens but he constantly explodes when he doesn't get his
way." The
elevator doors opened quickly and they stepped out and headed toward
the infant ward. Siren
could already hear Sparrow screaming from the elevator, and she shook
her head. "He's
been a problem since he started coming on Saturday's.
He's a toot. You
hear the one with the shrill scream?
That's him."
As they entered the ward, Siren
physically saw Trevor cringe. There
were three women in the room, eight children and one man - him.
She couldn’t help but lightly giggle and turned to look at
the kids in the room. All
but three of the kids were crying.
She laid a hand on Trevor’s arm.
"It's not that bad."
Siren barely got across the room
before Danessa come running over to her.
When the little girl wrapped her arms around her legs, Siren
squealed, “ “Danessa! You silly thing you... how are you doing
today?" she asked her bending down to give her a real hug.
"I
be good today!” Danessa laughed.
Siren lightly tapped her cheek.
“Is Sparrow being a toot today?
He sounds like he’s really upset.
You think he’s just tired?” Siren asked Danessa since she
was the oldest one here that might know about the others in the room.
“Uh huh,” Danessa nodded her
head vigorously. “Toot,
toot, toot,” Danessa recited and sang as she marched around Siren.
“All the time… toot, toot, toot!”
Siren giggled at her then turned
to look at Trevor as she was laughing.
Turning back to Danessa, she lightly pulled Danessa toward her
and whispered in her ear, “You see that guy over there?”
Danessa’s
head bobbed up and down. “Could you do Ms. Reenee a big favor? Could you keep him company for me? Play with him?” Siren said simply for her to understand.
“So I can take care of Toot Toot?”
"Okie
dokie," Danessa nodded. It took Danessa a few minutes to get up
the courage, but she went over to him and slowly looked up his long
body. Then, swallowing,
she grabbed at his pants leg and tugged, like she did at her
mother’s skirt. When
the man looked down at her, she stared up at him.
“Miss Reenee says for us to play so she can make Toot-Toot be
quiet.”
Trevor couldn’t remember the
last time he was around little kids.
The din in the room was enough to deafen a post and now Siren
had turned loose a cookie-sized kidlet on him.
He looked down when she tugged then turned his head to give
Siren a sidelong look that said, 'I’ll
get you for this!'
Siren watched as she tried to hide
the smile that came as Danessa tugged on his leg.
It was just too precious for words.
Seeing the look that Trevor gave her, she giggled then turned
away. “Kimberly, where
is little Toot-toot as Danessa calls him.”
When Kimberly turned and pointed
toward the crib a few feet away, Siren smiled.
Pulling her hair back away from her right shoulder, she went
over to the crib and smiled down at the little boy crying so angrily
in the crib. "Oh,
Sparrow, come on now. It's
me. I'm here.
Come on honey."
She picked him up and held him to her shoulder.
"It's okay honey... shhhh..." she looked over at
Kimberly and asked, "Have you tried the song?"
“The song? Are you nuts? I
can’t even sing… can’t carry a tune.”
It was then that Kimberly saw the man lingering in the doorway
who had Danessa’s attention. ‘Whoa momma… what a hunk. And…
he’s taken… at least with Siren,’ she blew out a breath and
shook her head.
Trevor was watching Siren with the
little screamer when he felt another tugging.
‘Thank God Allen’s
not here,’ he thought as he again looked down at the diminutive
feminine face staring up at him.
“Let’s play… Ms. Reenee says to play.” She tugged again at his left leg then reached up like she did
with her mother and grabbed his hand and started to swing it back and
forth. Staring up into
his face, she gave him a wonderfully pity filled look, “Please?”
“What do you want to play?” he
said the first thing that came to mind.
“Horsie!” Danessa laughed and
squealed. “Horsie,
horsie!” When he didn’t come down to let her climb on his back,
she looked back up again at him.
“Please?”
Siren heard the squeal and quickly
moved over to Danessa. Danessa
knew better than to yell in the infant ward when the kids were trying
to sleep. She leaned down
with Sparrow still screaming loudly.
“All right now, Danessa.
If I hear anymore of that hollering, I’ll swat that cute
little hiney of yours. You
know better.”
Siren looked back up at Trevor
from Danessa’s perspective and smiled up at him.
“Trevor, how about you and Danessa sit down right here and
play with these blocks…” she looked back at the little girl. “… quietly.”
Danessa
ducked her head. “I
sowee,” she whispered looking up at her earnestly.
Hearing that she could play blocks, she said, “Okay,” then
plopped down beside the man beside her.
Tugging on his pant leg once more, she said, “Sit down or Ms.
Reenee wills swat your hiney.”
The little
girl’s words made Trevor slide a sideways look at Siren.
“Can’t have that, now can we?”
Siren quirked an eyebrow at him as
she watched as he slowly sat down on the floor.
She shook her head and turned her attention to the little boy
in her arms, still screaming.
"Okay... okay."
Siren lightly bounced Sparrow in her arms and shushed him
softly. "Okay."
Softly, she began to sing and almost as soon as she started,
she felt the little thing relaxing in her arms.
He slowly stopped
the crying, and hiccupping softly.
By
the time that she had finished singing the song, she had walked around
the room several times, lightly rubbing his back checking on the other
children in the room that had also quietened.
Slowly, Siren went and laid him
down on his tummy and patted his back.
She leaned down into the crib and kissed his cheek and smiled
back at him, before turning around.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
While
the little girl, Danessa, was chattering softly, 'instructing' him on
how to build with the blocks, Trevor’s eyes follow Siren around the
room, listening to her singing. By
the time she was finished with the song, the screamer was asleep.
"You put one on top like
this," Danessa told the man, then looked up at him, only to see
him looking at Miss Reenee.... again.
Standing up, Danessa tiptoed to him, and reached to put her
hands on his face to make him look at her.
"We have to play," she said to him like mama said to
her. "Now," she
said when he looked at her.
Looking into the blue eyes
determined to make him pay attention to her, Trevor asked with a soft
growl, “Did anyone ever tell you you’re bossy?”
Giggling Danessa threw her arms
around his neck and hugged hard.
“Mama says my shoes are bossy,” she told him.
Siren shook her head as she
approached the duo. “It’s
time for you to lay down too, Danessa.”
“Do I have to?” Danessa whined
softly.
Siren
nodded her head.
Danessa smirked her lips then
turned toward Trevor and kissed his cheek.
“Night, night, Trevwor,” she whispered to him then turned
back to Siren.
Siren took Danessa to the small
bed that was in the corner and tucked her into the bed.
Giving her what Danessa called 'kissins and a skudge,' Siren
headed back over to Trevor who was still sitting on the floor. “Come on, Trevwor,” she mimicked Danessa.
Everyone is down now… and the girls can handle it from
here.”
Trevor grinned. “Is it time for
me to go ‘night-night’?” he asked her with a gleam in his eye
and a bit of a grin.
Siren grinned at him and looked
around the room for a moment to see an empty bed.
“We do have a spare bed over there in the corner for one more
sleepy little boy,” she said softly with a kid-like voice.
Lowering her voice even more as she had when talking to Danessa
earlier, she said, “Does little Trev want to go night-night?”
Looking up at Siren, Trevor felt his smile broadening as he
answered softly, just loud enough for her to hear, “Only if Miss
Reenee will hold me and sing to me like she did to Toot-Toot.”
Now, he imitated Danessa and held his arms up to her.
“Hold me, Miss Reenee?” he used a little kid’s whispery
voice, but the look in his eyes, to say nothing of the pictures in his
mind, were anything but childlike.
Siren licked at her lips as she
looked down at him and grinned at him with a shake of her head as she
held out her hand for him to stand.
As his hand slid into hers, she told him softly, “Miss Reenee
will hold you if you are a good little boy, and only then,
Trevor."
Taking Siren’s hand he got to
his feet but didn’t let go immediately.
Dropping his voice to a whisper, he said, “I’m going to…
hold you to that promise… Ms. Reenee.”
Then he let go of her hands and stepped back a pace.
He could almost feel the eyes of the other women boring into
his back.
Siren knew that she was going to
get questions galore by the time that she came in the next weekend.
“Kimberly, Miranda, if you need me, just holler, okay?”
They nodded at her and she turned
back around and looked up at Trevor with a small grin as they walked
out. Once they got out in
the hallway, she turned to him and asked, "How did you like
Danessa?" she asked trying to steer their conversation quickly
away from what they were just talking about.
“Danessa?” he said
thoughtfully. “Well…
when she’s older, she’s going to be a real handful for some guy.
But with those blue eyes, the poor sucker won’t stand a
chance.”
"They are quite mesmerizing
aren't they? You should
see her when she's crying. Oh,
my... you just want to give in to those tears.
I know it's my downfall."
She turned to him and saw still the mischievous grin on his
face. "What are you
grinning about?"
"Nothing," he answered
her, the grin still very much in place. He wasn’t going to let her
know how closely she compared to the munchkin with blue eyes.
‘That’s one secret
you don’t get to know about… Miss Reenee,’ Trevor thought to
himself.
"Okay, where to now?"
Trevor asked his own misdirection question, turning on his own brand
of mesmerizing with his eyes. ‘Mom always says when I 'turn up the volume' with my eyes that it's hard
to resist me, too.’
When Trevor’s gaze looked
intently at her, she blinked and turned away from him.
“Ah,” she looked down at her watch then back up at him only
to turn away quickly to sneeze twice.
Trevor raised his eyebrows and
looked at her consideringly.
“Gees,”
she said softly before turning back to him.
“I’ve never sneezed so much in my life.
However, since it’s about noon, why not some lunch?” she
suggested.
“Okay…
on one condition.” To
her narrow-eyed unspoken question, he replied, “On the condition
that afterward we go back to your quarters and you go to bed.
You are coming down with a cold... whether you want to believe
it or not." He
waited for the inevitable argument.
Hearing Trevor’s condition,
Siren bit her tongue. She
didn’t want to argue with him.
She quickly realized that he was being considerate of her
feelings and health. Slowly, she said, “Okay, but if I have to lie down and
rest, then you have to as well.”
"Okay,"
he agreed quietly. He was not about to upset this applecart with a smart-ass
answer.
By the time lunch was finished, it
was even plainer that the drenching Siren got was starting to get to
her. She didn't eat much
of her food and her cheeks were flushed a soft pink.
"Come on," he told her,
pushing his empty plate aside. "You
need to get in bed, and the sooner the better," he said, keeping
his voice pitched only for her ears.
Siren shivered slightly then
nodded at his suggestion. Looking
up at him a bit blandly, she blinked at him.
“Thank you for your shirt again,” she said softly as he
came to her side. “It’s
warmer than anything that I have in my closet.”
"My shirt is proud to have
kept you warm," he told her with a little grin, steering her out
of the cafeteria. As
Trevor walked beside her, he thought, ‘I'd
bet a day's pay that she's got some fever; she's shivering... even
wearing my flannel shirt.’
By the time they were back at
Xavier's quarters, she was quiet.
Inside the quarters, Trevor told her, "You go get in bed
and I'll get you some aspirin."
Again, Siren didn't discuss it, just did what Trevor asked her
to do. Even Xavier noticed but didn't say anything until Siren had
gone down the hall and into her room.
“What's wrong with her?"
"I think she's coming down
with a fast onset cold," Trevor answered him.
"She's been sneezing since we left here, and she barely
ate anything at lunch." Finding
the aspirin in the bathroom, he drew a glass of water and headed for
the bedroom.
Siren had already stripped off her
pants and was in the bed by the time that Trevor came into the room.
“Ok… I’m getting sick,” she finally admitted to him.
Taking the medicine and the glass of water from him, she took
the tablets. “But...
even if I feel worse, you're... we're making that dinner date with
your mom and dad tonight. You
shouldn't...."
“You don’t think much of my
life, do you?” To her plainly puzzled expression, Trevor said, “If
I bring you into my mother’s home like you are, Lothos won’t have
a chance at me… she’ll kill me on the spot!”
Siren started to protest still,
but Trevor decided to put an end to it quickly.
Going around the bed, he got on it and stretched out behind
her, turned on his side toward her and put his arm over her waist then
held her against him. “Now,”
he told her. “You
aren’t getting out of this bed until after you’ve had a good long
nap. And… and!” he
spoke over her protests… such as they were… “… and if you’re
feeling and looking better, then we’ll talk about tonight.”
Although Siren wanted to gripe
about a nap, she decided against it then moved away from him only to
turn over and snuggle up against him resting her head on his chest. She smelled his cologne and she rubbed her cheek against his
shirt then closed her eyes. If
she had to take a nap, at least she could be comfy with him. “I’ll take a nap… but only for you,” she mumbled
softly.
Hearing the words that she
muttered only made Trevor’s ego boost, but it also put a touch of
salve on their relationship. She
was already asleep when he put his arm over her waist and held her a
bit closer after pulling the blankets over her shoulder.
For a moment, he craned his head down a bit so he could see her
face. Then ever so softly
so she wouldn’t react, he touched a kiss to her temple.
“That’s my girl,” he
murmured so softly he wondered if he heard the words across his lips. ‘Now, when did I
start thinking of you as my girl?’ he thought, but it didn’t
stick around as he yawned and found his own eyes a bit heavy.
He didn’t even remember falling asleep.
The last thing he did remember was the warm feminine form
cuddled close to his heart.
PART
THREE
When Siren’s eyes finally
opened, she lightly grinned as she heard Trevor’s heartbeat under
her ear. She continued to
just lay there silently listening to his heart and feeling his chest
move up and down rhythmically.
Slowly though, Siren picked up her
head and just looked at him. He
was still asleep, but the movement that she had made stirred him
awake.
When Trevor opened his eyes, she
blinked at him. ‘He's so handsome. If only there was a chance that I could wake up in his
arms everyday...’ Siren let the thought fade when his hand came
up to her forehead checking for a temperature.
She rolled her eyes and pushed his hand away. "Will you stop? I'm fine..."
A small smile touched his lips.
“Old habits die hard,” he told her.
"Besides, in a way it's mom's payback for all the times I
said the same thing to her when I was sick.
Now humor me....” Siren was still for all of about thirty
seconds. "Okay,
you're not as warm as you were when you laid down."
It was quiet between the two of
them for a long moment.
‘Why
do the most serene moments between us have to happen in situations
that are nothing more than dynamite with a short fuse and a fire nut
hovering around with a match?’ Trevor thought.
"If you're still... cool by
six o'clock," he handed down his decision, "we'll go.
Otherwise, I'll incur my female parent's wrath and cancel.
Ah, ah!" he warned her.
"It's that or nothing."
Siren couldn’t help but smile at
him. “Okay,” she said
softly before she dipped her head back down to lay it back on his
shoulder. Before she
could stop the words coming out, she asked, “Why is it that your
shoulder is so comfy?”
Trevor didn’t dare look at her
face to answer. “Beats
me,” he replied just as softly.
“But…” he glanced down at her.
“If it fits…” he hesitated when her eyes lifted to meet
his. “Use it whenever
you like.” The moment
was tenuous at best, so he decided to let Siren decide what was going
to happen.
Siren didn’t know what would be
best to do. She knew that she could kiss him, which was what she would
love to feel – his hands around her body; his lips pressed against
hers; his tongue darting around her own… but even as she looked…
she wondered if it was the best thing to do.
No matter how it seemed, her
emotions took over. Slowly,
she rose up and placed her hand against his cheek before leaning
forward to brush her lips lightly against his.
Without leaning away from him, she whispered against his lips,
“What a generous offer you give.”
"For you," Trevor
whispered against Siren's warm lips, "any time...any where."
Trevor kissed her lightly in return.
"All you have to do is ask."
Siren didn’t pull back.
In fact, she pressed closer against Trevor, her lips parting a
little, but still he was not going to be the aggressor.
He wanted her. ‘There, I admit it,’
he thought. But no matter
what his emotions and hormones wanted him to do, he pushed them back
and let Siren lead the way. ‘I’ll wait as long as it takes for her to be sure, because I want her
to be as sure as I am. Only
then, when I know when she comes into my arms... into my bed...
because she wants to be there will I become the male pursuing the one
he loves,’ he thought as the kiss continued.
Siren kissed his lips, first the
top one, then the bottom, and then felt his tongue meeting hers; his
tongue sweet and the kiss even more so.
Siren didn’t want to stop kissing him, but she slowed down
the hunger of her kiss and slowly moved back to look at him.
She honestly didn’t know what to say to him but the rampant
feelings that were still going on inside of her; she didn’t want to
deny them. She lightly licked at her lips as she looked at him.
Seeing him looking at her lips as
well, she noticed that he wasn’t trying to pull her back down.
She blinked then looked away from him as she slowly moved away.
‘I’ve done something
wrong, or he doesn’t want to kiss me and he’s just being nice to
return the kiss that I gave,’ she thought.
But she remembered her promise – no knives.
She turned to look at the clock.
It was four o’clock. They
had slept for over three hours. Moving
completely away from him, she sat up on the bed and stretched as she
raised her hands up over her head.
When she turned back around, she noticed how he was lying, his
hands behind his head, just watching her.
Moving back over to him, she once
again nestled her head on his chest rubbing her cheek against his
shirt again. She draped
her left arm over his abdomen and let her fingers curl lightly at his
side holding onto his shirt.
She thought about the last couple
of days. Ever since she
had met him, he had turned her life into a tailspin.
He had turned her upside down and inside out; either with a
kiss, a touch, or even his temper.
She smiled lightly as she listened to his heartbeat and
wondered if there was anything that could be more serene.
She closed her eyes and sighed contentedly.
At the moment, all she wanted to do was stay right where she
was beside him, for as long as he’d let her.
She knew that when it came down to it, that Trevor was not
going to be in her life forever… only until their punishment was
over… and then he’d be gone.
Her mind wondered more.
She never would have considered herself a lonely person, but
the more that she thought about it… she was.
Her emotions began to war within her and her fingers tightened
on his shirt as she balled up her fist.
“Is everything okay?”
She nodded against his chest.
She felt Trevor shift slightly under her as she put his arms
back around her. Siren
began to battle with herself over what she should or shouldn’t do.
She pressed against him, her leg draping over his left leg.
‘Okay,
Siren,’ she told herself as she felt his arm close on her right
hand that was lying against his side.
She lightly caressed his arm in deep thought.
‘Your body is telling him things that your mind isn't sure that you
should do or not... so make up your damn mind.
Which is it going to be? Are
you going to keep him guessing... or are you going to show him just
how much you love him?’ Even
she couldn’t believe her own thought processes.
‘Do I love him?’
she wondered as she looked up at him; looking deep into his aquamarine
blue eyes and drank in his features and then, she answered her own
question. ‘Yes.’
She moved lightly in his embrace
so that she could look down at him, but since she was so close, she
was practically on top of him. It
was then that she leaned up once more and brushed her lips against his
– tender at first, then it grew more adamantly, more wanton with
desire as their tongues once again met.
Her left hand that had been resting at his side, moved up from
his abdomen and up to his chest, to his neck and she lightly cupped
his cheek as they kissed.
Lightly, she turned her head away from his kiss as she began to
trail kisses along his jaw and back toward his ear.
“Oh… God,” Trevor
half-groaned, half-whispered when she broke the second kiss and
trailed a fine line of heat along his jaw, the tip of her tongue
teasing his skin almost beyond endurance.
“Trevor,”
she whispered softly by his ear.
Licking his lips, he closed his
eyes, forcing himself to slow down his breath that was coming faster.
“Ohhh… yes,” he whispered when Siren’s lips touched
with delicate teasing under his left ear. And wherever her hand touched him – his chest then his
abdomen – it sparked a flame of desire, the heart of that need
spreading out from the touch point.
There was no stopping the low
groan in his throat, or stop his arm from curving over her waist,
pulling her harder against him. The
blood was singing in his ears, his pulse throbbing, when her hand
continued to skim over his chest, her lips maddeningly sweet and
sensuous in their teasing. Her
hand started to stray downward, tracing along the edge of the
waistband of his jeans, touching, not touching his skin and he
couldn’t stand it anymore.
Catching her hand in his, barely
able to breathe evenly, he opened his eyes and with a squeeze of his
fingers against her waist… her bare waist... since she only wore his
shirt and her underwear to nap in… forced her to meet his gaze.
He didn’t hide or try to temper the desire he knew was bright
in his eyes.
‘Dammit
all to hell,’ he thought as the bedroom door opened.
But
even though Xavier was standing in the doorway, a knowing smile on his
lips, Siren still hadn’t slowed down by so much as a heartbeat; at
least not until Xavier cleared his throat.
Siren glanced in his direction and
slowly turned toward him, her eyes bright, shining and her cheeks
flushed. The bright color
in her face wasn’t the heat from a fever of a cold; it was from the
heat of passion. Breathing
hard, she just looked at him, not sure of what to tell him.
All she knew was that she wanted the man underneath her.
She wanted him to be with her and only her.
Turning back to Trevor, she leaned
down and lightly kissed his lips before moving off of him. It was damn hard to control the yearning that was building up
inside of her, but she sat up on the bed, looking at her father.
Xavier knew as he looked at her
that she was never more ready to be known by a man than his daughter
was at that moment. If it
were possible, he’d swear that he heard the frustrated whimper of
her body as she moved away from him.
It was to her that he spoke.
With his hand still on the doorknob, he asked, his voice clear
and calm, “Should I go out for awhile, Siren?”
He watched the blood rushing up into her face either from
embarrassment or the yearning that was plain that she was finding most
difficult to rein in. Yet,
he waited. Not letting
her gaze drop from his, he said softly, “Your choice, my dear.”
Siren met her father’s eyes and
heard the question but couldn’t believe what he had just asked.
She was having a hard time reining in her emotions that were
running rampant, especially when she felt Trevor sit up behind her,
placing his hand on her back.
“Perhaps it might be best if you
did father,” she told him breathlessly knowing how that sounded to
him… but at the moment, she honestly didn’t care what her father
thought. All she wanted
was Trevor… and to experience something between the two of them that
she would treasure for the rest of her life.
Xavier felt the smile on his face
take on a different quality, and understanding of where his daughter
was venturing. “All
right,” he told her. “I’ve
got some research to do for a special project,” he said evenly as he
stepped back and start to close the door.
Just before the latch clicked, he said loudly enough for them
to hear, “I’ll lock the front door on my way out.”
He didn’t pause for any reason.
He turned off the television on his way to the front door.
Walking thoughtfully down the hall, he knew that all he’d
ever know of what happened in Siren’s room would be what his
imagination created, but it didn’t matter.
As the elevator doors opened
before him, he stepped inside, and only because he was alone, knowing
that Lothos heard him, he murmured softly, “Be gentle, Mr. Conroy. Be gentle.”
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