PROLOGUE
As
the leap-in effect dissipated, Sam found himself seated with several other
men on a small makeshift podium in some sort of downtown park.
The picnic area was behind the stage, which faced a quad in the
center of the park. There was a
speaker at the podium in the middle of a speech.
A large crowd of at least two thousand people was gathered in front
of the podium. The speaker went
on, shouting “...and I tell you now, guys, that we have a right to OUR way
of life – life the way WE want it, not as others would dictate toward
us!”
The
crowd went wild.
Sam
at least felt the speaker knew what he’s talking about, but was getting a
strange feeling.
“On
this day, we demand equal rights – the right to marry, the right against
prejudice, and the right to be recognized as a community just as everyone
else, with equal protection under the law!”
More
loud cheers came from the crowd.
‘But
equal rights for whom?’ thought Sam.
The
speaker continued, “And now for more word on this subject, I’d like to
bring up a strong speaker in his own right, and – a CLOSE personal friend
of yours truly, if you know what I mean - Mr. Frank Peterson!”
The
crowd, which Sam by now had noticed was almost all men, started shouting a
strange chant, which he couldn't make out.
After
what seemed like forever, the speaker walked back toward Sam and asked,
“Well come on, Frank, are you coming up or what?”
Sam
just sat there with a glazed shocked expression on his face.
Sam, shocked, just sat there with a glazed look on his face.
‘Oh God he means me!’ Sam nervously thought to himself.
Obviously
uncomfortable about what he was about to face, Sam slowly got up, and with
knees shaking, started to walk up to the stage to the chant of “Gay Rights
Now! Gay Rights Now!”
Having no idea who he was, why he was here, or what he was expected
to say, Sam nervously grabbed the large floor microphone.
Short on words, he managed only a nervous, “Oh boy!”
PART
ONE
San
Francisco, California
June
3, 1981
It
was a good twenty minutes after the rally when Sam Beckett and Eric Campbell
walked down one of the many San Francisco streets at dusk.
The sun was about to recede behind the horizon causing the sky to be
lit with an ambient red hue.
Eric
Campbell, the speaker from the rally glanced up at the horizon then broke
the silence as he inquired, “Frank, you mind telling me what happened on
that stage?”
“Sorry,
uuh, Frank, I just got a little – nervous.”
“You,
Frank Peterson? Nervous?!
Aw come on, I don’t believe that for a second,” Eric replied,
somewhat argumentatively, but soon settled down.
“Well it’s ok, I mean you’ve meant so much to me since we
started dating. You’ll get
the hang of it eventually. Plus,
I know the divorce was tough on you, and you’re still getting over it.”
“Uh,
I guess so.” Sam blinked at
the news he had just heard. He
wasn’t quite sure what to say.
“Well
don’t sound TOO enthusiastic,” was Eric’s coy response.
“Ah… we’re finally home. My
feet are killing me.”
‘Home??
WE??? Oh boy,’
thought Sam as they entered their apartment near the trolley line on the
west side of town.
‘I
never had anything against homosexual people.
I had leapt into them at least twice that I could remember, but this
leap was getting, well, a little too close.
The two of us apparently shared an apartment, and I could tell from
my surroundings that I was somewhere in San Francisco.
Eric, apparently was my, I mean FRANK’S, partner.
As open as I was to gays, I still wanted to leap out as soon as I
could.’
When
they entered the apartment, Eric proceeded to announce he was going to bed.
“Yeah,
I guess I am too,” Sam responded tiredly.
“Ok.
Come on, let’s go.”
“Uuh,
you mean you and I share the… oh right of course. Sorry Eric, I just haven’t been feeling myself today.”
“Yeah
I understand, it’s been a rough day.
Well come on, let’s head in.”
“After
listening to your conversation, I’d say you’ve had a rough day too,”
came the voice from the holographic image of his best friend in the
background. Sam quickly turned
around then did an about-face to Eric.
“I…
I think I’ll stay up a while, I got some… reading to do.”
“Ok,
whatever, Frank. Good night,”
Eric said as he disappeared into the bedroom – THEIR bedroom.
After
catching a glimpse of himself in the doorway mirror – a tall
twenty-something with long sandy blond hair who looked kind of he belonged
on a surfboard – Sam turned to Al with a rather annoyed expression.
“Hi
Sam,” was Al’s playful reply. After
a long silent pause from Sam, Al continued.
“Ok, I know, the data,” the hologram repeated by rote as he
chewed his cigar and punched the handlink. “Ok, your name is Frank
Peterson, you’re in San Francisco, it’s June 3, 1981, and your, umm,
partner there, Eric Campbell, he’s an attorney who’s very active in gay
rights here in San Francisco, which had a big movement in the early 80s,”
Al continued, trying to get the data faster than Ziggy could print it.
“Am
I here because of Frank or Eric?” Sam guessed.
Al
replied dryly, “both.” After
licking his lips and then swallowing, Al continued, “Ziggy predicts that
there’s a 84% chance that you’re here for Eric, to get him reunited with
his family. You’re a law
clerk at the firm where Eric works and you two started dating six months
ago, right after Eric’s divorce from his wife Heather.
They also have a 10-year-old son named Jeffrey.
Ziggy thinks that in the original history, the divorce devastated
Jeff and ruined Eric’s entire family.
Not only that, but Heather re-marries, her marriage turns out to be
lousy, they get divorced in 2 months and their son Jeff never gets over it. You’re here to her back together with Eric.”
“Who
did she marry?” asked Sam, trying to sound interested.
“No
data,” replied Al, punching the handlink.
“Her marriage ends in annulment, and she never remarries either, so
there isn’t much data to go by. Ziggy
says that the new marriage is a disaster, and in less than a year, Jeff runs
away.”
Sam
had to sit down to digest the data that Al was giving him.
“Then Eric’s not really gay?”
“Well
you know him better than me, Sam. Lots
of gay men get married and have families, sometimes to hide the fact or
because they deny it. Or maybe
the gay thing is just an act. This
Eric Campbell has been arrested twice in the past for public disturbance.
Some like to give a good show.”
He noticed the glum expression on Sam’s face.
“Ok, maybe it’s not an act.
Sam, come on, you’ve had tougher leaps than this, and it’s not as
if you never leapt into a gay man before.
Remember that track star at the Naval school?
Just buckle down and this’ll be over in a few days.”
“Until
then, what do I do about the… sleeping arrangements?” queried Sam.
“For
that, my friend, you’re on your own,” said Al jokingly as he disappeared
through the Imaging Chamber door.
It had been a rather sleepless night.
I kept thinking about how I was going to pull this off.
I had known gay men and women in college, and at Star Bright.
But I guess this leap was putting me a little “closer to home”
than I would have liked. The next day, I went to work with Eric at the firm.
Things seemed to be going well so far, until…
“So
how’s the young couple??” mocked Steve Thomas, one of the other law
clerks. “You fags had a good nights sleep?”
Sam sat and tried to ignore the ignorant banter.
He stood up for a moment but quickly sat down. Steve got up and came over towards Sam, trying to imitate
some stereotypical “homosexual walk.” Eventually Sam rose up and went over to Steve.
Things almost broke out in a fight when Mr. Ratky, the senior
partner, walked in.
“OK.
Break it up, you two!” Mr.
Ratky said plainly. After
admonishing Steve in words that Sam couldn’t hear, Mr. Ratky turned to
Sam. “Look, Frank. Eric’s your friend and a trusted associate.
And he recommended you to me, and I’m nothing if not an… equal
opportunity employer.” Sam winced at that last phrase, which was delivered in a
rather condescending tone. “But
if this continues, there are going to have to be some changes around
here!” He turned back and
walked down the hallway toward his office, yelling incomprehensibly the
whole way back. Steve meekly
inched his way back to his seat, but whispered more remarks as Eric came
back in from lunch. Sam started
back over to Steve again when Eric stopped him.
“Hey,
it ain’t worth it, dude.”
Sam
walked back to his desk and Eric followed him after giving Steve a
disturbing glance. Steve sat
back down and Eric turned back towards Sam.
“Sorry, I know you’re going to have to get used to stuff,
buddy.” He paused and looked around, then turned back to Sam.
“Look, I’ve got to meet with a client then we’ll be out of
here.” ‘Out of here?’ Sam
wondered. Eric disappeared into
one of the cubicles in the back, followed by a 40-ish female client.
A
few moments later, another woman, a brunette in her late thirties walked in
to the office. When Sam
didn’t greet her right away, she got testy.
“Don’t
tell me you’re ALSO giving me the cold shoulder, Frank!” stammered the
woman. Sam obviously knew he
was supposed to know her.
“So
where’s my no-good ex-husband??” she replied impatiently.
“You’re…
Eric’s wife,” murmured Sam rhetorically, as he usually did when he
blurted out a fact that he was supposed to know.
“Oh
so now it’s amnesia,” replied Heather, as Steve began to snicker in the
background until he got an angry stare from both Sam and Heather.
“Just tell me if Leo’s in!”
“Leo???”
“Your
BOSS??!! You… oh never mind,
Frank, just tell Eric that he can’t see Jeff this weekend.
I’m taking him to his grandparents in Santa Rosa.”
Before
Sam could reply, Heather was out the door.
He didn’t know quite what to do but wait for Eric and, deliver the
message.
Outside
on the sidewalk, Heather stood holding the hand of a child, who looks back
inquisitively at her. “But mom, why can’t I see daddy?”
A
suddenly sensitive Heather Campbell knelt down next to her son; trying to
find a way to put the situation in a way that a 10-year old child could
understand, in other words, make an excuse.
“Your
father’s just… busy. Look,
Jeffrey. I love you and so does
your father, but he’s too busy to be disturbed right now. He’s a busy lawyer and he’s got a lot of work to do.”
“Is
that why you divorced?”
“Nooo,”
said Heather soothingly. “We
just grew ap… we… ooh, Jeff, you’ll understand when you get older.”
“You
always say that,” pouted Jeff. “It’s
not because he’s friends with all those men, is it?” Jeffrey Campbell was a precocious young child, who his mother
thought thankfully had not yet reached the age where he could understand
such matters.
“But
I’m your mother,” Heather replied with a false sweetness in her voice.
“I know what’s best. Come
on, it’s a hot day, let’s get some ice cream.”
“Frank??
Frank!” Sam woke up
from a daydream as Frank came out from his meeting.
“Frank, you know if Ratky catches you dazing off on the job….
Wait, was that Heather that came in a few minutes ago?”
“Oh
yea, your, umm, your ex-wife. She
came by and she said something about Jeff and this weekend.”
“Oh
that woman takes every opportunity to remind me that she doesn’t want me
to see my own son. I mean, it
just makes me…” Eric caught himself and turned back to Sam.
“Never mind, Frank, I fear I don’t want to hear it.
Nor do I care. Come on, it’s quitting time, we should get going or we’ll
be late.”
”Late??”
replied Sam curiously.
“To
see Andrew. It’s our turn.
Thursday is our night with him.
Remember?”
“Yaaah”,
Sam replied. Latent
homosexuals, ex-wives, homophobic bosses, and a new friend already?
This was turning out to be one complicated leap.
“Frank,
Frank,” Eric said, suddenly with a wry grin.
“You are REALLY starting to worry me, buddy.”
After
Sam had straightened Frank’s desk up, Sam saw that Eric seemed to be
impatiently waiting for him. Slapping
the final stack of proposals on the desk, Sam headed toward the bank of
elevators with Eric by his side. Upon
exiting the building, Sam wondered where they were going.
He knew the ‘whom’ but not the ‘where’ in town, so he decided
to linger back and let Eric lead.
They
caught the trolley two blocks away and sat down as the trolley car rolled
away from Golden Gate Park, toward the uptown section. The late afternoon sun lit the car from behind in the dying
daylight, making the chrome sparkle like new.
On
the trip down, Sam started to give Eric the news from earlier that day.
“I hope she didn’t give ya trouble buddy.”
“Who?”
Sam asked, puzzled. “Oh, you
mean your ex-wife. Yeah, well
she seemed kind of impatient. She…”
Eric
interrupted. “Frank.
You’re the person in my life now.
You know, until you started at Ratky & Fine and we met, I really
never knew who I was. I had denied that I was gay for so long.
Even when I got married, it felt right, but I also felt like I was
making a mistake. Our marriage
fell apart because I wasn’t willing to accept who I was, and that caused a
lot of tension. I know Heather
doesn’t have anything against gays – she just doesn’t want to be
married to one. I guess I
can’t blame her.” His voice
trailed off. “Heather and I
were married for fifteen years. I’m
not sure I was even aware of my sexuality when we first met.
It was a bitter marriage, but we made it work for 15 years, then it
was time to end it. But I’m
really glad I met you when you joined the firm.
You’ve helped me to take my mind off all of that.”
Sam
replied, “Take your mind off? But
I mean, you have a son and all.”
“So
does she!” Eric snapped back, and then quickly gathered himself.
“Sorry. Of course I
love little Jeffrey, but… I dunno, Heather just makes it so tough,”
retorted Eric as he pulled the overhead chain above their trolley seat.
“I know I couldn’t fight for custody, but when Heather makes it
so hard to even SEE my son, sometimes I don’t know if it’s worth it.”
“But
if you loved each other…” Sam started.
Again Eric interrupted.
“Look
Frank, what’s gotten into you?” He
sounded impatient all of the sudden, like this was a topic he didn’t care
to discuss. “Do you want to
be together or not? I said
it’s over and my former life isn’t something I want to discuss, not even
with you. I think I’ve told
you too much already,” Eric replied impatiently as the trolley pulled to a
stop. “Come on, we’re
here.”
Sam
saw Al waiting by the trolley car, and motioned for Eric to go in ahead.
“You
want me to go in first? Geez,
Frank, he was YOUR former lover, I’d think you’d…
Never mind, I’ll see you inside.”
Seeming
to be nearly transparent in the glistening sunset, Al came up to Sam and
inquired as to how it was going.
“Great,
Al, just great. Now he has an
ex-wife angry at him and a kid, and now we have this other friend…”
”Andrew
Norris,” Al interrupted. “Frank
in the waiting room says those two are close friends and former lovers.
According to what Ziggy could dig up, Andrew became sick about a
month ago, which is right after the two of you broke up.
Apparently there’s a group of people who take turns looking after
him, since he has no health insurance.
He likes it better at home anyway, apparently.
And tonight is yours and Eric’s turns, lucky you.”
Sam
just shook his head and sighed. “Well
just our luck, now Eric doesn’t want to talk to me OR his ex-wife. She stopped by today. Stopped
by and after venting about Eric she walked into the back – I think towards
Leo’s office.”
“Leo
Ratky, the firm’s president,” was Al’s reply.
Reading the handlink, he read, “Born September 12, nineteen-thiry...”
Sam
interrupted. “So, what’s
wrong with Andrew anyway? How
come we’re – I mean Frank and him not together anymore,” Sam inquired.
“They
broke up. It happens.
He got cancer. About a week after the two of you broke up.
He’s been receiving treatments from a Jonathan Chang.
He’s an intern at San Francisco General where Andrew gets his
treatments, and… OH this is interesting, they’re partners TOO.
Oh Sam this must be fun.”
Sam
just gritted his teeth and stared. “Great
Al, so we have the ex-wife, the new lover, the old lover, and…
Wait, what type of cancer?”
“Not
sure, Sam,” Al replied.
Eric
was at the window in Andrew’s house, gaping as he saw Frank outside
talking to thin air. “Man,
he’s REALLY lost it now. I’m
worried about him Norris.”
“If
I know Frank, he’s as sane as Saturday,” Andrew replied almost with a
laugh. “That’s one of the
things I’ve always loved about him.” He turned towards Eric, realizing what he had just said.
“Oh Eric, I’m sorry, I keep forgetting that the two of you are
dating now.
“Andrew,
it’s ok. I understand.
Actually on the ride over here, Eric was bugging me about my ex-wife.
Now that you mention it, he has been acting strange since yesterday
afternoon. He sure is
supportive of you, Andrew. How
do you keep it up, even with all you’re going through?”
”He’s
tough,” replied a voice from the hall.
It was Dr. Jonathan Chang, Andrew’s doctor.
Jonathan
entered the room and sat down in between Eric and Andrew, putting his arm
around Andrew. “And he’ll
beat this disease, even if we don’t know what it is.”
“Al,”
said Sam impatiently, “if they don’t know what’s wrong with Andrew
Norris, then how does Ziggy know what…” A stunned look crossed over both
of their faces. “Al, you
don’t think he could have…. AIDS, do you?”
“It’s
possible, but you know they didn’t have a test for it in 1981,” Al
replied, “so there’s no way we could know for sure.
“Ok,
but if Frank and Andrew were lovers, then maybe… maybe Frank has it??
Al, I got it! Go back to the waiting room and have Beeks run an HIV test on
Frank. If he’s got it, then
I’ve GOT to not only get Eric back with his family, but also get him away
from Frank, so he doesn’t… Well
just go and find out, Al.”
Al
shook his head. “Sam,
that’s not a good idea. It’s
1981. I don’t want to
frighten the kid about some disease they don’t even know exists yet.”
“You
don’t have to tell him, ok?” Sam replied, intermittently glancing at the
house, growing nervous with every passing second.
“Ok,
Sam, will do.” Al punched the
handlink as he spoke and stepped into the Imaging Chamber door.
“But for now, go and see Andrew.
They’re waiting.”
‘Great,’
thought Sam. Assuming he was
right about Andrew, he now had two missions.
He needed to get Eric away from Frank, and, in case he was right
about Andrew Norris having AIDS, he had to keep Dr. Chang safe as well.
PART
TWO
Slowly
and timidly, Dr, Beckett stepped into Andrew Norris’s house.
It was a small; two story townhouse near the East side of the city. Inside the living room, in fact, the entire house was dimly
lit, almost foreshadowing a gloomy end for its inhabitant. A small antique-looking sofa was on the far end, where Andrew
laid, and Dr. Jonathan Chang and Eric were now sitting on sates on either
side of it. A small
forlorn-looking piano stood in the far corner, apparently neglected for
years, symbolically representing the neglect it seemed this old house was
under.
“Frank,
good of you to come,” Dr. Chang spoke, acting as though he were surprised.
He came up to Sam and shook his hand vigorously.
“Andrew has been doing better lately, I think he may pull
through.”
“Jonathan,
please,” Andrew interrupted. “I
can speak for myself.” Andrew
coughed as he spoke and had strange large black freckles on his face and
hands.
“Sorry,
Andrew, I didn’t mean to –“
Then
Sam, not figuring out what to say, simply blurted, “It’s nice to see you
all again… again.” He then sat down slowly next to Andrew, as if he was
subconsciously trying to give a hint.
For
several moments, everyone in the room was quiet.
It was Jonathan who finally broke the silence.
“Well, yes Andrew’s been doing better.
And hopefully for all our sakes, right Andrew?”
Sam
sighed with a hint of discomfort.
“Oh
Jonathan,” cried Andrew, “you always…”
Eric
DID get the hint. He had to speak up. He
wanted to change the subject. Talk
about work, the firm, he and Frank, the 49ers chances to win their first
Super Bowl, anything! It was
obvious to him what Sam was trying to do, and he didn’t like it.
“Eric,
calm down,” spoke Jonathan. “Everything
will be fine.”
“No
it won’t,” interrupted a suddenly appearing Al.
“Sam, we gotta talk.”
“I’m
gonna get a glass of water, anyone want anything?”
With a stunned sea of shaking heads, Sam and Al were off to the
kitchen.
“The
tests on Frank came back positive,” Al said solemnly.
“Ziggy says there’s a good chance that Eric and Jonathan are
still safe and you gotta get them away from their current partners.”
“So
I have two missions on this leap,” Sam lamented, dropping his head back in
frustration. “I gotta get
back to…,” he paused in the kitchen as he spun back to Al.
“You think you should tell Frank in the waiting room about..”
“No,”
Al responded. “He wouldn’t
understand, and that could only backfire and have serious consequences.
Let’s not ruin what’s left of his life.
Just get Eric and Heather back together, and hope all falls into
place.” With that, Al
disappeared through the Imaging Chamber door.
Al
had told me that Jonathan could be an important researcher in the AIDS field
if he stayed alive. As much as
I had to get Eric back together with his family, I knew I had another goal
here, one which would make getting Eric and Heather back together seem like
child’s play, especially after the way Jonathan and Andrew talked to each
other last night at Andrew’s.
“What
is it that you were trying to do,” demanded Eric, as he got ready for bed.
“I mean, I …” Eric threw up his hands in the air and let out a
deep breath of air and glanced over at Sam.
“I… I’m sorry. I know you and Andrew were friends, I just… I thought that
was over. You obviously have
feelings for him, especially in his time of trouble, but we’re supposed to
be a team too. He has Dr. Chang
now, and that’s good for him and good for me.
I hope it’s good for you too.”
“Eric,
I’m just… trying to do what’s right.”
“I
know,” Eric replied, disappearing into the bedroom, but still audible to
Sam sitting on the living room couch. “I
just hope what’s right for you is what’s right for us.”
The
following afternoon, Eric had gone off to another rally.
With the two of us still in a spat I thought it would be best to let
him go alone. Besides, facing
that crowd again…”
Just
then, the phone rang. “Hello?” Sam answered softly and meekly.
“Hey
dad! I just… Oh it’s you
Unc… Frank. Is my dad
home?”
“No,
umm, he’s out. I can…”
The
voice interrupted, “It’s me, Jeff, you remember?
Well anyway, mom would freak if she knew I was calling, but, it’s
just, I miss my dad, and mom and I had an argument today, and we had an
argument yesterday after she came by your work and I - ”
Sam
could sense the tension and tried to calm the boy down before he
hyperventilated. “Jeff,” he
started, “your mom and dad both love you,” Sam started in a series of
clichés, trying to figure out the right words as he went along.
Suddenly he thought of an idea.
“Jeff, why don’t you, uuh, get your mom to meet me at the
Wharf… for lunch tomorrow.”
Jeff
replied, surprised, “What? Why would she…” then he realized what Sam was up to.
He was pretty sharp for 10. “Sure,
I’ll get her there somehow.”
In
the background Sam heard, “Jeffrey Campbell, who are you talking to?”
“I’ll
do it, Frank, thanks!” Jeff
hung up the phone in a hurry.
Al
popped in at just the right moment to check in.
“Sounds
like a good plan if you can make it work.
Ziggy says so. She also
predicts that if Eric and his wife reunite, there’s a seventy-five percent
chance that Frank will go back to Eric.
“That’s
great, Al,” Sam responded, ignoring a knock at the door.
“If I can get Eric to meet Heather tomorrow… some way, I’d
just…” The knocking got louder.
“Answer
it Sam. I think I should stick
around and hear this too.”
Sam
hurriedly answered the door. It
was Jonathan.
“Frank,
I need to talk to you,” Jonathan said in a hurry, letting himself in to
the apartment, barely saying hello as he passed.
“Is Eric home?” After
not hearing a response, he sat down and said, “Good.
I need to talk to you.”
Sam
sat down on the opposite sofa, listening intently.
“Go ahead.”
“Ok,
Frank, it’s like this. I AM
worried about Andrew but I’m afraid to tell him the truth.”
He continued, “Andrew’s really sick.
He’s got some weird kind of cancer that we can’t diagnose.
I’m an intern and can’t figure it out.
All the oncologists at the hospital are stumped too.
I know that you and he were lovers and I think that’s why last
night got off to a tense start. But I want you to know that I’ll be there for him for
whatever time is left.”
Sam
replied, “But if you know he’s sick, why don’t you say something?
I mean, you’re a doctor, isn’t it your job to –” Sam cut
himself off when he realized why he was here.
He suddenly saw his chance. “Jonathan,
I don’t think that is a good idea. Andrew
needs, uuh he needs…” Words escaped him like water from a dam.
“He
needs what?” Jonathan replied, getting tenser.
“He needs… YOU??!! Is
that what you’re trying to say to me?”
“No,
not, um, necessarily, it’s just that…”
“Frank,
I’ve tried to be understanding, but it’s obvious that you care more
about your own needs than Andrew’s.”
He paused for a moment, trying to gather himself, but he failed.
“I want you staying away from him from now on!”
“Now
look here,” Sam retorted, trying to match Jonathan’s sudden intensity,
like someone whose buttons had been pressed one too many times.
“I want what’s best for Andrew… and for YOU.”
“For
me??? Give me a break!
Frank, I’ve only known you for a couple of days, and I don’t know
much about you, but I DO know about Andrew.
What’s best for me is to be with Andrew, and if you can’t accept
that Andrew has moved on, then I’m afraid we have nothing else to talk
about.”
“Jonathan,
there’s no need to get excited.”
He
turned back towards Sam and just said chillingly, “It’s Dr. Chang to
you, sir.”
The word “sir” was dripping with sarcasm.
Dr.
Chang left the living room and paced out the apartment door before Sam could
get a word in edge-wise.
I knew I had to trust in Al and
Ziggy’s theory – that getting Eric and Heather together again would make
everything else fall into place. But now I had pissed off Jonathan too. This would just make the mission harder, because now Andrew
might never go back to Frank. Hopefully
Jeffrey’s plan would pan out.
I had told Eric to meet me for
lunch at the wharf the next afternoon, after his morning chapter meeting,
that we had some stuff to talk about. Boooy,
did we have stuff to talk about, and he had no idea.
I was there ahead of time, and Eric was the first to arrive.
“Oh,
Frank, your restaurant,” Eric mused as he looked at the Clam Cafe on the
boardwalk overlooking San Francisco Bay, the Golden Gate Bridge glistening
in the distance. He turned back
to Sam. “I’m sorry for
fighting, but let’s… let’s just enjoy this day.
Shall we sit down?”
“Uhh,
yeah, sure,” was Sam’s hesitant reply.
As
they were walking towards the pier, which contained the seafood restaurant,
Sam had mentioned that Jeff called the previous day.
“What,
you never heard of message pads?” Eric
half-joked. “Eh, my ex-wife won’t even let him talk to me.
I’m afraid I’m losing my son for good, Frank.”
The two of them sat down at a table close to the pier.
Sam was nervously wondering when Heather would arrive, so much so
that he almost lost track of the conversation.
“I
love him, Frank, I really do. I
have to admit I also still love Heather, but after I came out of the closet,
I just think she couldn’t live with it… I do love her, though;
honestly…” he cut himself off. “But I’m with you, now.
“Eric!”
said Mrs. Heather Campbell in a fake surprise as she came to the table.
“What a pleasant surprise,” Heather mused with all the enthusiasm
of a person about to get dental work. “But
I couldn’t help overhearing your conversation,” she said, sitting down
at a third chair. She had Jeff
with her, who had cunningly convinced her to come, as she had some shopping
to do on the pier that day. She
turned back towards her son, realizing that this was going to be an
“adult” conversation. “Jeffie,
umm, why don’t you go look at the seagulls for a while?”
“Aw,
mom, I want to…”
“We’re
just going to be having a lot of grown-up talk, honey.
Please, I’ll bring you back when we order lunch.”
Changing her tone, she said lovingly, “You want fish sticks as
usual?”
“Yeah
mom, I love them, I just...”
“The
run along, sweetie, I’ll get you later.”
As Jeff walked slowly and confusedly away, Heather turned back to her
ex-husband. “Eric,
after overhearing you just now, I’ll be honest.
I still care about you too, it’s just that I… well…”
“Eric
still loves you, Mrs. Campbell,” Sam interrupted as desperately as
possible.
“I
know he does, but I, I…” Heather and Eric gazed back at Sam as if to
say, ‘It’s none of your business, back off.’
She ignored him and turned back to Eric.
Eric
replied, “Hello, the two of you, I’m still here, you CAN talk to me
directly, you know.”
“I’m
sorry, honey,” Heather blurted out. ‘Did I just say, honey?’
she thought quickly to herself, and then turned back to Eric in a
business-like fashion. “Eric,
honestly, I’d love to have you more involved in Jeffrey’s life, but,
he… well, needs a male role model, so I’ve been…”
“Dating??”
Eric said with a sudden twinge of returning anger.
“A ‘real man’, no doubt? How
do you think that makes me feel? How
do you think that made our marriage feel?
I’m just as much a man as any other.
My sexual preference has nothing to do with it!”
Eric was too dumbfounded to go on, but Sam was encouraged by Eric’s
sudden outburst, because it said that Eric still loved Heather in some way. Just then…
“Campbell??
Peterson?? What the heavens are you doing??”
Mr.
Ratky was standing over them, his 6’3” frame hovering mightily above the
other inhabitants of the small, tablecloth-covered table.
His thinning hair and thick gray mustache and the scowl on his face
was enough to make the bravest of men shiver.
“Mr.
Ratky,” Eric replied, “We were just…”
“Just
trying to steal my fiancée from me? Well
I’ll never let you do anything of the sort!”
Eric
was shocked. Sam was even more
shocked. They both just sat
there in silence, passing glances back at forth between each other, Heather,
and Mr. Ratky.
“Your…
YOUR fiancée??!!!” Eric questioned.
Heather
replied, doing her best at feigning sympathy, “Well that’s what I was
about to tell you, Eric, you see, we’ve been dating for about six months.
Right after our divorce, I needed legal advice so I went back to your
firm and saw Leo and I, just...” Now it was Heather’s turn to be
nervous.
“So
THAT’S why you dropped by the firm the other day,” Sam replied sternly.
“You wanted to…”
“Heather,
you CAME to the office? But I
thought you...”
“That
is EEEENOUGH!” roared Mr. Ratky, as Al popped back in, observing keenly.
The whole table, in fact, that whole section of the pier could now
notice the ruckus. Jeff, lured
by the noise, came running back to his mom’s table.
“Uh
oh, Sam, this doesn’t look good.”
”No,” Sam replied, forgetting he was talking to a hologram.
“What!!!”
Mark Ratky looked like he was going to jump from the pier right to
the Pacific Ocean, obviously as steamed as the crabs that were being
delivered to the table. His
scream knocked the waiter back five steps.
“It’s not enough?! You
want to mock me some MORE??? Well I won’t take it.
I…”
“Now
wait Mr. Ratky,” Eric interrupted. Sam
was encouraged. This was
Eric’s chance to make a stand, to get Heather back.
It looked like he was taking it.
But… no dice.
“No
YOU wait.” Mr. Ratky was
obviously at a rare lack for words. Eric
reared back. “You’re fired, Campbell!
Come on Heather, let’s get out of here!”
“Mom!”
Jeff cried, following his mother. Sam,
Al, and Eric all looked like they were in shock.
“Now
wait, that’s not fair, just because my ex-wife is your fiancée, that
doesn’t mean…” But it was too late; Mr. Ratky had stormed off, taking
Heather with her.
Jeff
tagged along behind them, taking two steps toward his mom, one glance back
at Eric. He was obviously
confused and didn’t know what to do.
He didn’t even notice the stranger with the cigar and weird suit
standing right behind him. Not sure what to do, he ran off, forcing his mom
to chase after him.
They
faded into the distance as Eric grabbed Sam from behind.
Al, having seen the whole thing, was frantically pushing the buttons
on the handlink, trying to figure out what had just happened.
“It always involves the kids, poor thing,” he mumbled as he was
talking to Ziggy.
“You,
you… you worm!” Eric yelled.
Sam,
thinking he was referring to Mr. Ratky, turned back and nodded in agreement.
“You
set me up, Frank! Of all the dirty things… You want me out of your life,
don’t you?? Out of your life
so you can go back to Andrew. Well
I won’t forgive you for this. For
setting me up as a fool, for causing me to lose my job.”
Sam
was sent aback by this remark. “What??!
Me?? Mr. Ratky cost you your job buddy,” was the only reply Sam
could think of, as coarse as it was.
“Buddy?
Oh I don’t know if we’re buddies any more.
I befriended you after your divorce.
I got you a job at the firm, took you into my home, and THIS is how
you repay me??!” he asked, obviously taking his frustration with his wife
and with Mr. Ratky out on Sam. “Well
I won’t have it. We’re
through!” He ran off in the
opposite direction as Heather. Sam
started after him.
“Wait
Sam, this isn’t going to do any good,” Al said plainly.
Sam
just plopped down at the table, picking at the crabs legs.
Al
continued, “We’ve got bigger problems, Sam.
You changed history. Now,
Frank has trouble finding work and with no one willing to hire gays, winds
up in the streets.” Before
Sam could reply, Al went on, “And Ziggy says there’s an 80% chance now
that Jeff runs away, and Frank and Heather never get over it.
He gets killed, Sam.”
As
Sam slowly and nauseously got up from the table, he had the grim feeling
that his plan had backfired. Things had just gone from bad, to worse.
PART
THREE
Eric
and I had argued all the way home that afternoon, and after we got home he
locked himself in the bedroom. Well,
at least he didn’t want me in there with him.
Now my plan had backfired, and Eric wasn’t talking to me at all.
The affair between Heather and Mr. Ratky was a complete surprise to
me. How could I not know?
“It
isn’t your fault, Sam, Ziggy didn’t know either.”
“How
could you know what I was thinking, Al?” came Sam’s reply.
“After
nine years of leaping? Come
on,” Al paused to light a cigar. “You
know though, this might not be as unfortunate as you might think.”
Sam tried to interrupt but the hologram obliviously continued, musing
as he spoke. “Maybe breaking
up with Eric is the key.”
“Al,
I leapt in here to get him together with his family.
Even if this was the way I wanted to do it, it only half worked.
How do I know Eric will re-unite with his family?”
It
was a good question. Al paused in thought for some time, puffing on his cigar.
The drama could be cut with a butter knife.
“Give him no choice,” Al finally answered.
“You gotta get Andrew away from Jonathan and back to Eric.
Even if you caused Eric and his wife to reconcile, then when you leap
out, Frank will leap back in and he may not try to win Andrew back.” Al took a few steps towards the imaging door, and just before
disappearing, called back, “You may not like it, but you’re going to
have to, uuh… ‘woo’ Andrew back.
Good luck.”
Al
disappeared before he could see the wry sarcastic grin stretched across
Sam’s face. Al was right
though. He had to do it. He
took advantage of Eric’s absence and headed back to Andrew’s.
“Oh
hi Frank. Long time no see,”
Andrew joked. “Would you like
to come in?” Andrew was
obviously having one of his better days.
Sam followed Andrew through the tiny foyer and back into the dimly
lit living room where he and the others had visited three days before.
Andrew once again lay back on the antique sofa, and Sam sat in the
chair on the other side of the retro-looking end table.
“Andrew,
I… I kind of… umm…”
“Yes
Frank? Honey, I never knew you
to be this nervous. Come on, we may not be together anymore, but we can still
talk. What’s the matter,
buddy?”
Sam
had to do it. It was now or
never. “Andrew, I, uhh…”
Sam paused, thought, knew what he wanted and needed to say, then with a
rushed tone said, “Uhm… I loveyou. I…”
“Frank,
you don’t need to say any more. I
thought you didn’t have feelings for me any more, but that’s changed.
You know, you seem different these past few days.
I could have sworn we’d broken up for good, but over the last few
days, I don’t know, I can’t put my finger on it.”
He paused to think and take a deep breath, something, which was not
coming easy for him. “But
what about Eric? What about
Jonathan? I can’t just leave
Jonathan, after we’ve become so close.”
Sam
couldn’t do it. He couldn’t
tell Andrew what was wrong with him. He
felt he had to, but resisted the urge.
“Eric - well we’re, umm, having some difficulties.
There was a run-in yesterday, and his wife is in love with our boss,
and it backfired, and… well it’s a long story.”
“Oh,”
said Andrew, shocked. He leaned
back further in the chair and coughed.
‘Shock,’ Sam told himself, ‘it was just shock.’
“I’m so sorry to hear that, Frank,” Andrew started, not really
knowing what to say. “I mean,
I’d like to start over after seeing how you’ve changed, but I can’t
hurt Jonathan, I hope you understand that.
He’s been,” Andrew struggled for the breath to come to him and
wheezed, “… so… so… good… to me.”
Those last words came so deliberately that Sam, being a doctor, had
to suspect something was wrong. Andrew
looked very uncomfortable as he rearranged his frail body against the soft
back of the sofa, and soon felt and sounded better.
“He
was there for me all the time I needed him.
We met when I was going in for the cancer treatments.
What can I say? Doctors
can’t fall in love with their patients but I guess there’s an exception
for residents.” The
expression of Andrew’s voice was now so calm and sincere that Sam for a
moment forgot that Andrew was sick and that he – Frank – needed to win
Andrew back.
He
leaned over closer to Sam and said in a weak voice, “I don’t have much
longer to live, I think. I need Jonathan and he…” he coughed as he looked into
Sam’s eyes, “… needs…” Another coughing fit attacked Andrew and he
suddenly slumped over.
Sam
called out his name a couple of times and then rushed over to grab a
telephone to call 9-1-1. He
dialed, called for the ambulance, and then rushed, panicked, back to
Andrew’s side. He had
fainted, maybe blood loss to the brain caused by… damn he had never
treated this sort of condition and neither oncology nor immunology was his
specialty. The slow minutes
passed as they waited for the ambulance to arrive.
Sam grew tenser with every passing second.
Finally the medics arrived, but, Andrew still unconscious.
This would have been the
opportune time for Frank to profess his love for Andrew Norris, but if I
did, it wouldn’t work - Frank was in the waiting room twenty years in the
future, so if I try now, then when I leap out, the real Frank would just go
back to Eric. I had to break
Frank and Eric up for good. It
was the only way…
The
tension inside the 1980 Mercedes was thick.
As it sped away from the pier and toward the Golden Gate Bridge,
Jeff’s complaints were non-stop. “Mom,
why did you just walk away from dad like that?
I wanted to see him. I
wanted to.”
“Shussh,
Jeffery!”, Mrs. Campbell started out, then calmed quickly.
“How about you, honey? Making
me think I was meeting Mr. Ratky? Did
you call him TOO?”
“Well,
mom, I, uuuh…”
“That’s
what I thought. Jeff, I know
you love your father, but I have a right to whom I want to date too.
Your father has chosen a lifestyle that’s unacceptable for me, and
you’re just going to have to realize that.”
Jeff just sat in the passenger seat and pouted, as his mom pressed
harder on the gas pedal.
“Honey,
your father fooled me to, showing up like that – with Frank of all people.
His GAY LOVER, I mean, god, in front of you too, the nerve of that
man.”
”Mom, I’m sick of…” taking a big risk, he continued. “I’m sick of how you talk about dad. I love him, I don’t care who he loves, as long as he loves
me.” An intelligent comment
from a ten-year-old boy, but ignored by the very woman who was supposed to
understand, the one who took the wedding vows twelve years earlier.
The
wait in the hospital was long. Sam
could do nothing but sit outside and wait, and hope for the best.
Just then, he saw Jonathan walk by.
This was his chance. He
cut Jonathan off in his path as he was headed towards the double doors at
the other end of the waiting room, labeled “Physicians and Patients Only
Beyond This Point.”
“Frank…
WHAT?!” After calming down,
he continued. “Frank, I
can’t talk now, I’m in a hurry, I have to…”
“Get
to Andrew, I know, I just want to…”
”Andrew’s HERE??!! Oh god,
I have to check on him. Frank,
I won’t kid you, he could be on his way out or he could have months left.
I’d let you see him but I can’t… hospital rules, you know.”
“Dammit
Jonathan, Andrew still loves Frank – me, and I need to…” Sam
continued.
“What?
What?! Do WHAT??!!”
Jonathan was trying to keep his voice down considering where he was,
but he was finding it difficult. Finally
he composed himself, and whispered loudly, “Frank, I want to do what’s
best for Andrew and you but I will not NOT NOT let you get him all confused
on whom he should be with.” Jonathan
tried to quiet his voice as much as possible and spoke to Sam in a loud and
impatient whisper. “I’ll
hear no more of it.” Before
Sam could respond, he walked off.
The night went on.
I couldn’t go home and face Eric, so I guessed I was spending the
nigh in the hospital waiting room. I
stayed there waiting, waiting, as various doctors and nurses walked in and
out, none of them able to give me any word on Andrew’s condition.
At
about 6 AM Al popped in. “Sam,
we need to talk now!”
Sam
was awoken and startled by Al’s sudden appearance. Sam walked across the ER waiting room and picked up a pay
phone. “I blew it, Al, now no
one’s talking to anyone.”
Seeming
to not hear him, Al interrupted, “Well we may have bigger problems, Sam.
I tried to get a lock on Heather and Jeff just now, and I can’t
find either of them!”
“What??
Come on, Al, he could be anywhere.”
“We’re
still trying to get a lock on him, Sam,” Al continued impatiently.
Eric
walked in to the E.R. just as Sam and Al had finished talking, but Al felt
he should stick around to hear what they were about to say.
Sam pretended to finish his conversation and then hung up the phone.
He walked cautiously over towards Eric, not really knowing what to
expect from such a volatile personality.
“Frank
– who were you talking to?”
“I
was just trying to call you. Look,
I’m sorry I didn’t come back last night, but Andrew had to come here
last night, and I’ve just been waiting.”
Eric
seemed to tense up for a moment. Eric
forgot about that and continued. “Look,
I know we had a fight yesterday. It
was wrong of me to blame you. It
was Heather. She’s always
trying to get the best of me. I
should have known she and Ratky were planning something, I just should
have.”
Sam
wanted to snap back at him, but realizing the delicateness of the situation,
remained calm. “Eric, would
you just listen to yourself? Get
a grip. It’s not Heather’s
fault -- and it’s not yours. But
even though we’ve been dating for some time, I think you still love her
and you’ll regret it if you don’t at least try to get her back.”
Eric
just stared at Sam in puzzlement.
“Look,
Eric, blaming each other isn’t helping here,” Sam continued, trying to
sound stern under the circumstances. It was do-or-die now. “Just remember that the two of you have a kid to think
about. One who loves the both
of you, and who you both need to be thinking about right now.”
“And
who YOU need to go find!” shouted Al, upset at being ignored.
“Of
course I love him!” Eric shouted as if he forgotten the two of them were
supposed to be making up. “I’m
just… frustrated. Heather
hates me, and after last night’s incident, I don’t think we could ever
get back together.”
“Did
you hear yourself just now?” Sam asked.
“You still love her don’t you?”
“Yes.
Yes. YES!!” Eric took a step back as he realized what he had just said.
Al
kept interrupting, reminding Sam that Jeffrey might have only an hour left.
“Eric…”,
Sam said confidently, “Let’s FIND YOUR SON!”
Eric
stepped back and took a long pause and walked out the E.R. doors.
Sam followed him, walking quickly, with Al floating close behind.
“Frank,
I… “
“It’s
ok. It’s ok. If you have to go back to her, I’ll understand.”
“I
do love you Frank, but Heather – she’s always held a special place for
me. Maybe I’m in love with her more as a friend, but I’m still in
love…”
‘He
had said it,’ Sam thought, ‘he had finally said it.’
Sam looked at him intensely. “It’s
ok. Go tell her…. But first,
get your butt in the car!” Sam said sternly but with a grin on his face.
Al
appeared in the back seat, punching buttons on the handlink and looking
concerned.
“Sam!
Ziggy says there’s a good chance that Jeff is going to be killed in
the next hour! According to the
records, he never showed up at school today, and… well, step on it, and go
after him, so he doesn’t get killed, the probability of which Ziggy has
now at 75 percent!”
Sam
winced, stunned at the sudden life-or-death dilemma. “What about Andrew? Jonathan?”
Eric,
as if Sam were talking to him, turned and said, “Frank, I understand,
really. You and Andrew were
close, it’s ok now, I realize that we have to…” Eric’s words faded
out as Al was talking to Sam at the same time.
“Forget
about those two. Ziggy says
Andrew has another two months yet, but Jeff DOESN’T, and he’s who
you’re here for, now go!”, Al growled.
Sam paused for a moment and ran out the waiting room just as Jonathan
appeared from the E.R. doors.
Sam
turned to Eric. “We have to
find Jeffrey. NOW! I don’t have time to explain.”
He spoke this as he motioned for Eric to get in the car.
He looked back and yelled back at Heather to follow them.
Sam
and Eric were racing to find Jeffrey, hoping that they weren’t too late.
Heather got in the Cadillac, speeding behind them.
Sam was sure this would be it, but was very afraid of what they might
be headed for.
PART
FOUR
“Frank,
for Heaven’s sake, slow down!” Eric called from the passenger seat of
the 1979 Buick. It was racing
for the Bay Bridge as fast as Al could get a lock on Jeffrey’s location.
“Mister,
umm, where are you taking me?! I
want to go back to my mom!” Jeff
Campbell could see that his pleas were going nowhere, as Ratky’s glaze lay
fixed on the hilly roads of the East Bay.
“Kid,
you shouldn’t have run away!” Ratky
quieted down when he realized he should seem to be on the kid’s side.
Yet he spoke to the kid without ever taking his stare off of the road
ahead. “I’m only protecting
you. Your mom told me to take
you to her vacation house in Napa,” Ratky continued, feigning kindness.
“Trust me, we’ll be there soon.
If only you hadn’t run away…” Ratky’s voice trailed off as
his fix remained on the stretch of I-80 ahead, and as he slammed the gas
pedal, completely ignoring the “55 MPH” sign overhanging the roadway.
“I
told you, mister, I came to your house to look for mom because I thought she
might come back to my dad, and…”
“Your
dad is a fruit!” Ratky hollered, forgetting he was supposed to be calm,
but by now he didn’t care. “Your mother deserves better. Your father doesn’t seem to care about you, he doesn’t
love your mom, and he’s trying to take her away from us.
So we have to go to Napa where we’ll all be safe.”
The
way Mr. Ratky said “us” made Jeff freeze up and sent a chill down his
spine.
“No
you won’t! Sam!
Hurry!” Al had finally
centered in on Ratky and Jeff, but he hoped Sam wouldn’t take that long to
get there.
“Who
won’t what??” said Jeff, suddenly turning around to see a man in an ugly
neon suit FLOATING outside the car. Although
the strange man was gone, Jeff suddenly screamed as to nearly make Mr. Ratky
turn off the road.
“Saaaam!”
Sam almost braked when he heard the hologram calling from
who-knows-where.
“Frank
be careful, man, you’re gonna get us in a hell of a lot of trouble.”
“Eric,
shut up this is YOUR son we’re going after!
Maybe if you took some time to care about him and Heather you could
get them back!”
“That’s
what I’m trying to tell you about!”
Al was frantically trying to yell above the engine’s roar, but boy
were those old station wagons noisy!
“Frank
this is not the time to lecture me about my family. Just drive, I want to get my son back, but please, stay out
of it and drive – oh God, do we even know where they are?”
By
this time Al continued on in spite of the commotion. “Sam, I got a lock on Jeffrey.
Mr. Ratky’s got him. They’re
headed for a secluded summerhouse Mr. Ratky has in Napa.
I just overheard them. He’s
trying to kidnap Jeff to try to punish Eric and to get Heather to come back
to him. According to Ziggy,
Jeff skipped school today to go to Ratky’s house looking for you or
Heather, but Ratky took him, and Ziggy says he’s going to die in less than
an hour unless you get there. I’ll
stay here and guide you. But…”
“What
Al?? What!” was Sam’s
reply.
“What
are you talking about, pal?” said Eric, unaware that Sam was talking to
his “imaginary friend.”
”Just
ignore him Sam! I think Jeffrey
can hear me. He turned towards
me just as I popped out.”
“Go
to him, Al! You can calm him
down.”
“Who’s
Al???”
Sam
ignored Eric’s responses. “Go
to Jeff and make sure he’s ok.”
“Yeah,
Sam but if I do that then how will you find him?!” After a brief pause, “Ok, I’ll switch off.
Here I go.” Al popped
out as Sam continued to accelerate. After crossing the bridge, he took the exit to 29 North,
toward Napa, hoping Al will get back to him in time.
“Jeff,
just hang in there, your dad is coming to save you!” A frightened Jeff turned around, not knowing what was more
scary, being in this car or having an invisible man talking to him.
“Jeff, no one else can see me, but I’m here to help you so just
listen to me and don’t say anything.”
But
Jeff couldn’t help it. “Who…
who ARE you, mister? Wait, I
recognize you from the restaurant yesterday.”
“Damn
straight you do, kid” muttered Ratky as he turned on to the final road
leading up to his cabin. After
stopping the car, and an uncomfortable pause, he bent down and glared at
Jeff, mumbling, “And you know
damn well who I am TOO!,” in crescendo; the last word was roared as he got
out of the car, walked to the passenger side, grabbed Jeff by the arm and
swung him out of the passenger seat.
“Hey!
You nozzle!” Al said as he turned, “Just pretend I’m not here,
Jeff,” Al said as he remembered that he wasn’t alone.
“And you, you leave the kid alone!
I got to find Sam and hurry him up.”
Al
popped in on Sam and, still screaming above the old car motor, started to
give Sam directions to the Napa house.
Sam tried not to talk back, lest Eric thought he was even nuttier
than he already thought at the moment.
As Sam approached the final turn off of the highway, Al grew
increasingly impatient. “Hurry
up Sam, please. I gotta get
back to the kid.”
Back
to the cabin Al went, centering on Jeff to make sure he was ok.
Locking onto his signature, Al found him tied up in some basement.
“Kid,
just hang in there,” Al tried to impatiently reassure him.
Ratky was nowhere to be seen. Al
returned to Sam only to find that he was driving toward the cabin, and was
very near to where Ratky, who by now had seen Frank’s car, and was
patiently waiting for them to arrive.
“Sam,
wait! You’re here.
Now Ratky is waiting around the corner for you, about 200 meters from
the house. It’s some sort of cabin or guesthouse.
Jeff’s inside, but take out Ratky first.
The guy’s like 60 years old, but you can take him.”
Sam
nodded in acknowledgement as he got out of the car slowly.
He motioned for Eric to stay in the car.
“But
Frank, that’s my son –“
“Sssh!”
Sam wasn’t having another word of it.
He
was walking up the road leading to the cabin.
Mr. Ratky was about halfway up the trail, hiding in a cove just off
the trail. Sam tried to walk
quietly, but the rustling grass gave up his position like sonar does to a
ship. He called out “Jeff!”
knowing that if Ratky was trying to hide then he wouldn’t come out, and he
just might forget and give up his location.
The plan worked. Sam saw
a rustling in the bushes about 20 yards ahead and ran towards the clearing
in the woods by the side of the road, where Ratky met him with a revolver.
“Sorry
Sam I should have warned you but I had to check on the kid, and – oh God,
umm Sam, Ziggy says this could be dangerous, so watch out.”
Sam,
ignoring Al, asked, “What do you want, Mr. Ranky?”
“What
do I WANT, Frank? I WANT
Heather to be with me, for Eric to stay AWAY from me, and for YOU to BUTT
OWWWWT,” he trailed off as he received a quick and painful karate chop
from Sam, sending the gun flying out onto the road, nearly discharging.
“What
about Eric? Doesn’t he have a
right to be with his wife?”
“His…
EX-wife!” Ratky screamed as they both scrambled for the gun, about ten
feet away, the two of them wrestling for position like pigeons going after
that last bread crumb.
“He
has rights! Gay people have
rights too!”
“Oh
just like one of you fairies to defend them, Peterson!” The men continued
to wrestle for the gun.
Finally,
a voice came from back down the road, “Hey, let him go!”
It was Eric. Fortunately, he had ignored Sam’s orders to stay in the
car, and even more so because in a moment of distraction, Ratky forgot about
the gun. “Get away from me,
you queer, and away from my WIIIIFE---“ Just then he felt the cold sting
of lead against his back. Sam
was standing above him, holding the gun.
Ratky tried to move but Sam kept holding the gun right there.
He called out to Eric, “Go get Jeff, he’s inside…”
Al
pitched in, “In the basement!” Sam
repeated the words to Eric, who disappeared around the corner towards the
back of the house.
“God
damn you people, you think that you could just… Why I should…” As
Ratky struggled for words he eventually, in frustration, lunged at Sam who
immediately knocked him out cold with the butt of the gun.
Just
then, Mrs. Campbell arrived on the scene, frantically searching for her
fiancée with the hopes that he might have Jeffrey.
“Frank!! Why… why are you here?
Jeffrey’s school called today and they said that some man came to
pick him up. I thought that
Leo….” She sounded frantic,
catching her breath. “Where
the hell is Eric?”
Sam
turned to her, exhausted, and shouted in a lecturing tone, “He’s going
to save YOUR son!!”
“And
what happened to… Leo! Honey
are you alright?!”
“Stay
away from him,” Sam warned, picking up the gun.
“Hey
Frank! Put that down, what do
you think you’re doing to my…”
Ratky
woke up just as Eric appeared back with Jeff.
Ratky tried one more desperate time.
“I tried… to protect Jeff, but he… ran away, and… I.”
“No
you didn’t!” Jeff screamed.
“Mom, he tried to kidnap me, and I..”
“Eric,”
Heather cried, “Get away from my son!
Leo, come on…”
“No,
you wait, Mrs. Campbell,” Sam said, out of frustration.
Can’t you see it? Eric loves you. Jeff
loves you. Leo Ratky was taking
advantage of you. He tried to
kidnap Jeff to get you away from Eric.
Eric still loves you both, Mrs. Campbell.
You both have to accept each other for who the other is, that’s how
marriage works,” Sam continued desperately.
“Don’t
listen to them, Heather, dear, it’s just a mistake.”
Suddenly
in a flash, Heather’s expression changed, turning back towards Mr. Ratky,
still held at bay by the gun.
“No,
Leo,” she said calmly. “The
mistake I made is lying in front of me.
You’re the one I shouldn’t listen to.”
Turning toward Eric and Jeff. “Eric…
Eric saved Jeff’s life. You
tried to… you… YOU… “ Just
then she gave Ratky a big swift kick in the groin, and ran towards Eric and
Jeff. “I’m sorry, honey,” she said towards both her
ex-husband and son. “I guess
I didn’t understand. Eric,
you’re my husband and will always be, and Jeff, you’re our son.
We will ALWAYS love you no matter what.”
Sam
handed the captive Mr. Ratky over to Eric and walked over to Al, where they
could talk discreetly. In the
distance, Heather, Eric, and Jeff are making up.
“Well,
Sam, Ziggy says that now Heather and Eric re-marry and have more children,
and Ratky does ten years for kidnapping.”
“Finally,
it’s over, Al,” Sam whispered.
“Oh
come on, Sam, leaping into a gay guy isn’t new for you.”
“Yeah”,
said Sam, panting, “but supposing to be in love with someone’s
ex-husband while her new lover chases her son around, it’s just…
weird.”
”Oh
Sam,” Al looked over and chuckled.
After
a long pause, Sam asked, “So…. I should be going now, right?”
“Well,
Sam, I think there’s still one piece left…”
Later
that day, Sam, Eric, and Jonathan were sitting around in the hospital where
Andrew Norris rested in considerable agony.
Eric and Jonathan were standing together on one side of the bed, Sam
and Al on the other.
“I’m
glad you came back, Frank…” Andrew said faintly. “It was nice of you…”
“It
was the least I could do for an old friend,” Sam said as he sat down at
the bedside. He turned across
the room to see Eric and Heather giving him the thumbs up.
Andrew
was fading fast. Everyone
stepped closer to the bed. Dr.
Chang couldn’t take it; he walked over to the other side of the room in
tears. Eric followed him over.
“Jonathan, I’m sorry about what happened.
I’m sorry we couldn’t make up under better circumstances.”
Dr.
Chang fought off the tears and hugged Eric.
“Thanks. Maybe I’ll
see you around.”
The
focus slowly turned back to Andrew’s bed.
“I’ll remember you always,” Andrew spoke weakly.
“And… you??” Andrew looked mysteriously up towards the center of the room.
He could clearly see Al, and both Sam and Al knew what that meant.
“And
I... will always remember you,” said Sam with a sudden tone of tenderness.
Sam’s eyes turned to Eric and Sam saw Eric nodding his head in
affirmation of what Sam was telling the man before him.
He grabbed Andrew Norris’s hand just in time to feel it turn from
warm to cold. He began to feel that familiar rush of electricity pulsating
around him. The room started to
warp and the hospital room, and all its contents and occupants appeared hazy
blue, and an instant later, Frank Peterson was back holding his friend’s
hand. But Sam and Andrew Norris
were gone.
EPILOGUE
Sam
felt the first tingle begin to tug at the inside of his abdomen as if he had
been on a roller coaster about to top the first tumultuous hill at the
beginning of each and every ride and knew that he was once again being
called upon to help yet another life. He
didn’t know who it was going to be; yet, he felt one word tug at his
subconscious: ‘Home’. That
was the one place that he needed, no – wanted to be for so long that he
had finally quit asking the voice, which seemed to be all watchful and just
hoped it would happen.
When
he felt the feeling subside, he waited for the swimming dizziness to fade
with his eyes closed; hoping that anything on the opposite side of his
eyelids would wait for an answer if a question had been asked.
He swayed slightly and brought his hands up and out to steady
himself. He opened his eyes to
find himself standing in a pitch-black room, seemingly facing a window that
was sheltering him from a fierce storm that raged outside.
Sam
blinked, took three steps toward the window and slammed his shin into an
object before him. He gasped in
pain and leaned forward to lightly touch his shin in response.
He reached out before him to feel a coffee table or an end table.
Using his hands to guide him around it, he headed toward the window.
This time; however, he took it slow and easy not wanting to add
another bruise to his leg.
Once
he was around the object, he turned to look up at the window just as a
bright iridescent light shattered through the night sky momentarily before
veiling it once more into darkness. As
the lightning splattered across the sky again displaying its magnificence
and glory, a low rumble of thunder answered back in response.
Unknowingly,
Sam shuddered uneasily as he took another step toward the window and pressed
his hand against the cool glass. The
warmth of his hand formed a foggy imprint around his flesh as he peered out
at the rain that splattered against the glass.
In
the darkened window, he could make out his hosts outline and some facial
features before the rain distorted them, but not enough to see whom he had
leaped into. Another bright
array displayed across the night sky, followed by a loud clap of thunder.
The noise itself was deafening and made Sam take two steps back from
the window. Sam’s legs came
in contact with another piece of furniture that caught him off guard, and he
tumbled backward, the back of his head coming in contact with something hard
and un-giving.
Sam brought his hand up to his head with a moan and winced as he felt
something wet and sticky. “Oooooh…”
he began in a low achy voice before he added, “boy….” And let the
growing aching darkness take him away.
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