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**Previously on Quantum Leap**
In Part One, Sam leaped into the life of Tessa Millikin in Parlboro,
Michigan. It seemed like a straightforward leap when he set right a wrong in
her original history. But his
next leap was into her brother, Rio’s life...and then back into Tessa’s
life...then into another Millikin daughter, Margaret and then back into Rio.
And GTFW isn’t handing out any clues to give Sam even the smallest hint of
what it is he’s missing that he needs to set right – or for who before
the leaper will be allowed to move on. PART
ONE
Sam spent the time after church with his family, quite grateful that
he had leaped into the Millikins’ son, Rio, again instead of one of their
eight daughters. As he sat at
the dinner table with them, he wondered idly if he was going to be dropped
into the lives of each of the Millikin girls until he finally discovered and
put right whatever it was that was eluding him.
After dinner, Sam and Aaron
Millikin went into the large family room situated at the back of the house
where they decided on which football game to watch.
Later in the afternoon, the game began to get competition for
attention as the mouthwatering aroma of chicken and dumplings began to fill
the air.
It was about four o’clock when he heard Jill call, “Rio,” and
went to see what she wanted. At
the kitchen door, he couldn’t help stopping and taking in a deep breath of
the warm, fragrant smells. “Oh,
man, does that smell good!” then responded, “Sure,” when she asked him
to take a dish of the chicken and dumplings to Mrs. Warwick, “Before we
sit down to dinner.”
Carrying a laden wicker hand basket covered with a thick dishtowel,
Sam set off down the long lane toward the Warwick home situated directly
across the road from the lane. Though he still hadn’t sorted out what his specific goal
was on the dizzying series of leaps that reminded him more of the game of
leapfrog than anything else, the leaper was discovering with each related
leap that he was enjoying being a part of a family again, especially during
the Christmas season, his favorite holiday time.
As he strode along in the late afternoon sunshine, snow crunching
under his boots and his breath making soft white plumes in the frosty air,
he again mentally went down the list of the things he had accomplished in
the five leaps – one of them being a double leap into Tessa Millikin -
thus far. That feat in and of
itself was amazing to him. In
general, memories from prior leaps rarely stayed with him.
“Originally Tessa got pregnant and committed suicide, but now she
doesn’t,” he said aloud, his tone thoughtful. “Rio...originally he
didn’t go to California but now he does.
Then there’s Tessa again, then Margaret, and now back to Rio…”
“You always talk to yourself when you walk?” Al asked.
The unexpected sound of the Observer’s voice beside him caused Sam
to start suddenly, and he stumbled a few steps, just managing to not spill
the contents of the basket as he caught his balance. Brushing the snow from
his free hand against his leg, he lifted a corner of the thick dishtowel
tucked over the basket. Satisfied
that the contents had survived intact, he turned an annoyed look on the
hologram as he carefully tucked the blue and white dishtowel again over the
basket contents. “Nothing
spilled, no thanks to you. I
really wish you wouldn’t do that, Al!” he insisted.
“Well if you weren’t so engrossed in conversation with Mother
Nature in all her winter finery,” Al came back, not in the least ruffled
by the touch of impatience in his friend’s voice. “You’d have been
aware that I’ve been trying to get your attention for at least thirty
feet.” He grinned slightly at
the exasperated look that got him then fell into step beside Sam as he
continued down the lane at a steady clip. Glancing at the basket he teased,
“Where are you going with your basket of goodies, Little Red Riding
Hood?” then chuckled when Sam ignored him a moment before answering.
“To see how Mrs. Warwick is doing,” Sam answered as he walked,
glancing around at the farm landscape heavy with a fresh layer of pristine
snow. “Mom…Mrs. Millikin
made chicken and dumplings for dinner tonight, and I’m taking some to Mrs.
Warwick.”
“Who’s Mrs. Warwick?” Al asked only to added, “Oh, oh, yeah.
The old lady who lives across the road.”
Sam nodded toward the road that was visible a few hundred yards
ahead. “According to Jill,
the Warwicks have lived in that house since before she was born.”
“Is she sick?” Al asked.
“No,” Sam said, slowing down then stopping for a moment as he
drew closer to the road. “Jill…Rio’s mother sent me to check on her.“ Looking
at Al, Sam said, “Her husband is in the hospital.”
“What’s his name?” Al asked, pulling out the handlink. Sam stopped walking and thought for a moment. “Umm…Fel... Fel-something.” His brow furrowed as he searched his new memories of this leap then said firmly an instant later, “Felton. Felton Warwick.” Shaking his head softly, he started to speak then sighed before adding, “From what I could gather from Jill about the situation, Mr. Warwick’s got a heart condition. I get the feeling that he probably won’t see the New Year.”
Al fed the name into the handlink, and when Sam finished his thought,
he had something for him. “Sam,”
he said quietly. “Felton
Warwick isn’t even going to see Christmas.”
“Oh no,” the words slipped involuntarily from Sam’s lips as he
turned to face the hologram. The expression on Al’s face was plain enough for anyone to
read. “When?”
Al had Ziggy recheck the information before saying, “Felton Charles
Warwick, age 76, of Parlboro, Michigan dies of congestive heart failure on
December 22, 1989 at 11:59 p.m. in Kalamazoo General Hospital.”
“Five days,” Sam said softly.
For a moment he just stood gazing down the lane to the road and the
small farmhouse set back from it across the way.
From somewhere out of his Swiss-cheesed memory came a vague
recollection of when one of his grandparents…Grandma Nettie? ... or was
it Grandpa Beckett?… had died, and it had been winter… Just
that small wondering was enough to bring back how he’d felt as a young boy
and his own grief at loosing a beloved grandparent.
From there it was a short jump to the even more painful memory of
learning of his father’s death after the fact, and for a few seconds the
leaper was overwhelmed. Yet
even as his heart ached a moment at that memory, another memory flitted
across his mind. A memory of a doctor and a hospital room…his father’s
hospital room… and then standing outside that hospital in pre-dawn
darkness as he looked up at a lighted window of that hospital and knew the
instant that his father was gone.* Sam
blinked rapidly and turned his head to look out over the snow-covered field
to his right, grateful that he had to squint against the last strong rays of
the fading sunlight. Maybe it
would be enough to disguise the couple of tears that trickled down his
cheeks. Taking a few slow, deep
breaths he turned and started walking again, his pace a little faster.
“What does Ziggy say the odds are that I’m here to help Mr.
Warwick?” Sam asked as he reached the road.
Glancing both ways for any approaching vehicles, he quickly crossed
the snow-dusted road and started up the long driveway to the Warwick house,
carefully picking his way through the shin-deep snow.
He paused at the foot of the porch steps and looked to Al.
Al had already put the question to Ziggy and had the answer before
Sam turned to him. “You’re
not here for Mr. Warwick,” he began.
“What does Ziggy say the odds are?” Sam insisted, keeping his
voice down as he glanced toward one of the curtain covered porch windows
then back to Al.
Without looking at the handlink, Al told him, “Ziggy double-checked
the possibilities and it was the same answer both times, Sam. Less than half
a percent.” He didn’t say
anything as he watched his friend’s expression. The almost wistful look of
“But why can’t I be here for him?” was so exactly similar to other
such looks he’d seen in the leaper’s eyes so many times before.
Though he had watched his friend mature in his outlook over these
many years, on occasion forced to do so quickly in the course of certain
leaps, then as now, the look in Sam’s green eyes was one that he knew
well. The look that said that
he understood but would hold out hope that maybe, just maybe, before this
leap was over, maybe things would change and he would be able to help keep
Felton Warwick alive for a little while longer... like maybe at least
through Christmas. It was the sound of a lock being turned on the front door
that broke the long look between the two friends and both looked toward the
door.
“Go on,” Al said, nodding his head toward the basket Sam held.
“Take the basket into her before the food gets cold.”
“You’re sure?” Sam whispered under his breath.
Al’s gaze remained steady as he said, “Go on inside, Sam, before
she catches a chill.” His eyes flicked to the thin, gray-haired woman, wearing a
blue-patterned housedress and a red sweater and slippers, as she stepped
onto the porch.
“Rio?” Eulene Warwick’s voice was strong yet soft as she
stepped carefully closer to the porch steps.
Sam finally accepted what he didn’t want to, giving a single nod to
the hologram then turned to the elderly woman.
“Yes, ma’am. It’s me,” Sam responded as he climbed the steps
then leaned down a bit to accept her hug.
“What are you doing here?” Eulene asked, stepping back a bit to
be able to look up at the tall young man’s eyes. Folding her arms tightly
over her chest against the cold, she continued, “How are your folks? Not
sick I hope.”
“No, ma’am,” Sam replied respectfully.
“They’re fine.” Seeing
her shiver a bit, he remembered why he was here.
Showing her the basket he said, “Why don’t we go inside?” then
followed Eulene, pausing on the doormat to stamp the snow from his boots
before entering the house and closing the door.
“Let’s go back to the kitchen,” Eulene prompted him then turned
and led the way past the doorway into the living room to the left and down
the hall to the kitchen. “Whatever you’ve got in that basket smells so
good!”
Sam paused at the doorway of the small living room that clearly could
use a good dusting and perhaps having a vacuum cleaner passed over the
carpet. The
furnishings, though showing signs of wear, looked comfortable. The warm
colors of brown and tan with touches of brighter colors kept it from being
dreary. On one side of a small
table under the front window sat a small crèche; at the other end of the
table was a small ceramic Christmas tree. His
gaze continued to rove around the room, coming to rest on the small array of
family pictures on the wall above the television set; several of the
pictures were of a man who looked to be in his thirties and wearing a dark
blue military uniform. Snippets
of memories of his grandparents’ house came to him, however fleeting,
causing Sam to smile. Hearing
Mrs. Warwick calling drew him back to the present and he followed the sound
of her voice.
Looking around the small and more or less tidy kitchen for a place to
set the basket, Sam opted for the nearest counter.
As Mrs. Warwick removed the dishtowel covering the basket, a warm,
mouthwatering, buttery aroma filled the air as he said, “Mom made chicken
and dumplings today, and she sent me to bring you some. There are some corn
muffins, too. Here, let me help
with that.” Pulling his
gloves off, Sam reached into the basket and lifted out the small, still hot,
covered dish.
“Just put it on the table there,” Eulene directed then bustled
across the kitchen to get two plates from a cupboard and utensils from a
drawer. At the table she set
the plates on opposite sides, laying the utensils beside each.
Taking a brightly colored potholder from a magnet hook on the
refrigerator, she went to lift the cover from the dish of hot food and
sniffed.
“Oh my, doesn’t that smell wonderful!” she exclaimed.
“And muffins. I’ll just get some butter for the muffins.
And I think I’ll have some buttermilk to drink, and we’ll be all
set.” Going to open the
refrigerator she took out a small container of butter then stopped as
something occurred to her. Looking
back at the boy standing beside the table she asked, “You will have some
supper with me, won’t you, Rio?”
Al, who had followed Sam into the house, now stood in the kitchen
doorway. Just as Sam opened his
mouth to answer, he said, “Eat with her, Sam.” Glancing at the woman who
was easily close to his own age, Al added, “If things are as bad as they
seem to be, I’m guessing she’s probably as hungry for company as she is
for food.” As soon as he’d
spoken, Al saw that his prompting Sam hadn’t been necessary.
“Sure,” Sam said, liking how Mrs. Warwick’s face brightened at
his answer as he took his jacket off.
“Just put it anywhere,” Eulene said as she went to get glasses
for them. “Do you like apple
cider?”
“Yes, ma’am,” Sam replied.
“Cider would be great,” then went back down the hallway.
Looking around, he draped his coat over the back of a chair in the
living room then returned to the kitchen.
“Can I help?” he asked as Mrs. Warwick finished pouring a glass
of apple cider and was turning to take it to the table.
“If you don’t mind, put this by your place,” she said, picking
the glass up and turning toward him. Her
hand shaking ever so slightly caused the golden liquid to slosh
precariously.
Stepping forward, Sam took the glass and put it on the table then
watched as Mrs. Warwick put the carton of cider back into the refrigerator.
As she moved slowly to the table, he remembered something and asked,
“Where can I wash up?”
Eulene stopped behind the kitchen chair she always sat in when eating
her meals, placing her hands on the dark green vinyl back for a bit of
support. “You can wash your
hands in the kitchen sink,” she said as a knowing smile crossed her face.
“Felton always does. Unless,”
she went on as the boy went to the sink and turned on the water, “he’d
been working outside. Those
times he used the sink on the back porch.
Usually left his boots on the mat, too.”
Seeing the boy hesitate as he tore a couple of paper towels from the
roll standing at the end of the small counter, she laughed, the sound sort
of raspy and warm at the same time. “Not
you,” she told him. “You
weren’t walking in the fields or in the hog pen.”
Seeing him looking around for the trash, she pointed to the
wastebasket near the back door before washing her hands as well.
When he pulled her chair out and helped her to sit down, Eulene
reached to put a hand on the young man’s arm as he stepped past her to go
take his place at the table. “You
remind me a lot of Clayton when he was your age.”
“Your son?” Sam ventured as he sat down.
“Yes,” Eulene said, unselfconsciously tucking a stray lock of her
short gray hair behind one ear. As
she added, “He was a good boy,” there was no mistaking the trace of
wistfulness in her voice. But the wistfulness didn’t linger long, and she lifted her
head and smiled up at Sam. “And
now he’s a good man,” she told her unexpected young visitor with a
mother’s pride. “He’s
serving his country,” then, “Listen to me going on when there’s your
mother’s casserole just waiting to be eaten.” Picking up the serving
spoon she’d placed next to the white and blue Corning-ware dish, she
lifted the tempered glass lid. It rattled a bit against the dish as she
said, “Hold your plate and I’ll dip you up some.”
“Nobody makes chicken and dumplings like Mom,” Sam said, and for
a moment wondered…*Did Mom make chicken and dumplings?*… then
forgot to wonder further when he heard the glass lid rattling.
“Here,
let me,” he offered. Deftly
and gently, Sam finished removing the lid and set it aside before reaching
for the serving spoon. “May
I?” he asked then took the spoon from Mrs. Warwick’s thin, somewhat
gnarled fingers. Sam dipped up two spoonfuls of chicken and dumplings onto
her plate then placed a like amount on his plate and picked up his fork. From
what he had read on the handlink, there wasn’t anything pressing to keep
Al with Sam for the moment. Still, he chose to stay and unobtrusively share the company
of his friend and Eulene Warwick as they shared the simple supper and talked
about the weather, how Sam’s host was doing in school, Christmas. In turn
Sam asked her about her husband and son. Hearing
a soft note of sadness in her voice when she answered Sam about her husband,
it struck the Observer as he moved quietly from one place to another in the
small kitchen, how much she was missing her husband’s presence in their
home. At one point, Al paused
behind Sam’s chair to take out a fresh cigar, clipped the tip and lit it.
He puffed gently until the tip of the cigar was glowing then exhaled
a stream of the Chivello’s fragrant smoke. His expression was
introspective as he considered Eulene Warwick’s softly wrinkled face.
It was etched by the inevitable storms of life she had weathered, yet
softened, no doubt, by the love of her husband through it all. As he studied her, Al felt a response inside as Beth came to
his thoughts. After
nearly forty-six years with the same woman, Al wondered how
he would act if he knew that he only had five more days with the one
woman who knew him better than he knew himself. The one person in the world
for whom he would walk through fire and never think twice about the
consequences. The woman who
completed him, who was the other half of his soul... *I
don’t think I could bear it if something happened to you,* he sent the
thought winging to the woman with the neatly coifed ear-length, silvery gray
hair, blue eyes and a smile that could still make his heart skip a beat.
Studying Eulene’s slightly rheumy blue eyes behind her glasses as
she concentrated on taking another bite of a dumpling, Al strongly suspected
that she knew that her time with her life’s mate was rapidly drawing to a
close. For an instant an ache tightened the Observer’s throat and he
blinked hastily against the moisture that was threatening to blur his
vision. ‘Life
without Beth?’ The
ache in his throat increased at that unbidden and unwanted notion.
A moment later Al was grateful beyond saying when the sound of a
chair scooting back from the table pulled him away from the brief trip down
a path he wasn’t ready to tread. “I’ll
help you wash these dishes,” Sam began as he carried their plates to the
sink. “No,
you won’t either,” Eulene insisted, following Sam.
“Leave those be,” she told him.
“Just run a bit of water on them.
It’ll give me something to do after you leave.” Sam
did as she had requested, rinsing the two plates and utensils with hot
water. “But it will only take
five minutes…” “If
you want to help me,” the elderly woman told him. “Then you can walk
down to the pond with me before it gets too dark.” The
unusual request caught both the leaper and the Observer’s attention,
shifting both from their trains of thought. “What
pond? Umm… I mean, what’s
at the pond?” Sam asked as he turned to finish clearing the few things
from the table to the sink then put the butter back in the refrigerator. “I
want to go see the geese,” Eulene said firmly. “Geese?”
Al asked the question before Sam could get the word out. He glanced at his
friend. “It must be below
freezing outside right now,” he said. “Twenty-nine…” Eulene
paused as she started toward the doorway into the hall and looked back at
the teenager. “Twenty-nine?
Twenty-nine what?” “It’s…twenty-nine
degrees outside, Mrs. Warwick,” Sam said hastily as he went to her.
“And the temperature’s supposed to drop another six degrees
tonight. And… what geese?” He
hoped the question didn’t sound too odd.
After all, she and the Millikins were neighbors.
It stood to reason that if the Warwicks had a few geese they took
care of that Rio would probably know about them. Her
moment of puzzlement over the boy’s odd reaction to her request passed
upon hearing about the temperature drop, and she said, “I heard the geese
come in just before you got here. I’ve been studying about how I was going
to get down to the pond to put out some cracked corn and pellets for them
with slipping and breaking my fool old neck.”
The old lady’s smile widened a bit as she patted Sam’s arm
lightly. “Then poof! You show
up at my door.” Patting his arm again Eulene resumed her trek down
hallway. “You just wait while
I put on some boots and get my coat.”
Pausing at a door midway down the hall she turned to look back at
Sam, wagging a finger at him. “And don’t you go washin’ those dishes
either.” Only when Sam answered, “No, ma’am,” did she open the
door and enter her bedroom. “I
won’t be a minute,” she said then closed the door. Knowing
it would take longer than the minute Mrs. Warwick had stated, Sam looked
around the kitchen then went to look out the window above the sink.
The sight of the snow-covered yard and the small faded red barn off
to the left and the gated fence into the pasture brought a feeling of
familiarity. As with the few
other times he had leaped into a farm setting, such as the Millikin farm, no
matter its layout or condition, and though it was plain to see that the
little farm was no longer actively worked, Sam felt a little closer to home. Scanning the pasture just beyond the barn, Sam’s gaze was
snagged by something and he focused his eyes on what appeared to be some
bales of hay a short distance inside the pasture. “I’m
ready,” Eulene announced as she came into the kitchen again.
Noticing where Sam was, she moved to his side.
“What are you looking at?” Sam hadn’t turned when the old lady announced that she was ready to go outside. “I was just looking outside. What are those hay bales for in the pasture? I didn’t see any cows or horses,” he asked turning to face her. True to her word, Eulene was wearing a pair of scuffed black rubber boots, the kind worn over shoes, and had pulled on an off-white winter parka that had seen plenty of service in its time. A bright red wool scarf wound around her throat completed her preparation for going out into the rapidly dimming winter evening. But it was the sight of an old pair of binoculars draped around her neck that caught his attention. “What are you going to do with those?” “The
hay’s for the geese,” Eulene told him, “and these are so I can see
them better. Now get your coat
on. There’s not much light left, and we have to stop at the barn for the
corn and pellets.”
Once he had his jacket on again, Sam helped the old woman down the
back porch steps then measured his normal stride to her shorter, slower
steps as they went to barn. Choosing to use the normal size door set near the large
double doors, he left it open for light then followed Eulene inside.
Staying close enough to offer help if Mrs. Warwick needed it, Sam
walked into the middle of the large main room of the barn and just stood and
looked around. There were four
empty stalls, and various pieces of dusty paraphernalia – halters and
leather leads and such – hanging on a nearby wall told him that at some
time in earlier years, the Warwicks had kept a few cows.
But it was the vaguely sweet yet musty smell of hay that enhanced the
feeling of home for the leaper. In
spite of the dizzying array of leaps he’d experienced in the last three
days, for whatever reason, they had all come back to the Millikin family and
this place. And Sam was
grateful.
Hearing the familiar sound of corn kernels being poured in a metal
bucket, Sam shook off his reverie and went in search of his –for now-
elderly neighbor.
Eulene was just folding down the torn top of a large bag of feed corn
when she heard the sound of footsteps behind her.
“I wondered where you got off to,” she said.
“Just looking around the barn a little,” Sam admitted as he
picked up the scuffed metal bucket with a mixture of corn and some sort of
small, dark-colored, pea-sized pellets in the bottom.
“Ready?”
Once outside again, he took the elderly woman’s arm as they went
through the gate ... “Just leave it open till we get back.
There’s nothing in here to worry about gettin’ out,”...and
started out toward the few bales of hay he’d seen from the kitchen window. With
Sam’s height, it only took about five minutes of walking with Mrs. Warwick
in the until now untouched ankle deep snow before he realized that from the
kitchen window he couldn’t see the small manmade pond that had been put in
just below the gentle slope of the ground a few hundred yards beyond the
gate. And as they reached the
edge of the slope, both stopped and just gazed at the sight.
After a moment, Eulene lifted the binoculars to her eyes and trained
the glasses on the pond. “That’s better,” she murmured after a bit of adjustment
sharpened the focus. “Aren’t
they beautiful?” she whispered. “Yeah,”
Sam whispered back. Some
wild geese had decided to shelter for the night on the small pond and were
now gliding calmly on the water or ducking under in search of food. Another
pair honked to each other as they waddled near the bales of hay on the
opposite shore of the pond.
As a puff of cold wind nipped his ears, Sam watched the geese,
understanding why Eulene had wanted to come to the pond.
It was like a beautiful painting come to life, the peacefulness of
the lowering light of the crisp winter evening, coupled with the sight of
the wild Canadian geese, totally trusting in the safety of the Warwicks’
small pond and pasture as they prepared to rest for the night.
Not even his and Eulene’s presence appeared to bother them.
At her softly spoken direction, he took care to move slowly as he
scattered the contents of the bucket in a small area to her right then moved
back to her side.
“Do they come every winter?” he asked softly.
Eulene, once more holding to the boy’s strong right arm, smiled.
“More often than not,” she said.
“A few times over the years we didn’t see any.
We get ducks, too, more often than the geese.”
She paused, lowering the binoculars to let them dangle from the neck
strap as she added, an unmistakable wistfulness in her voice, “For as long
as he was up to it, Felton and me always came down to see the geese when
they stopped here.” Looking
around, she pointed to a tall pole with a small spotlight affixed to the top
that was about halfway around the pond.
“He put in that light when Clayton was little.
He’d turn the light on just before dusk, so as not to scare the
geese, and then later we’d bring little Clay out here to see them.”
Though he was starting to feel a bit of a chill in his feet from
standing in the snow, Sam couldn’t take his eyes from the scene.
“What’s the hay for?” he asked.
Eulene shivered a bit when a puff of the rising cold wind swirled
under the hem of her dress but she didn’t miss a beat in her reply.
“Felton started that a couple of years after we put the pond in,”
she reminisced. “It’s just
a little shelter for the geese,” she explained. “The bales are stacked
two high in the shape of a U, and a couple of sheets of plywood on the top
is all you need. Oh, and you
always face the opening to the south.”
The wistfulness was even more evident in her voice when she said
softly, “He’s always had a special feeling for the geese.”
When his elderly companion began to talk about the geese Sam just
listened, continuing to drink in the scene before him.
It was the wistfulness in Mrs. Warwick’s last words that drew his
attention. Even in the winter
dusk, there was no missing the glint of light on a spot of moisture on her
cheek; he also didn’t miss the way she shivered just then. “You’re
cold,” Sam said gently. “Maybe
we should go back to the house now,” he suggested moving closer to her
side. He wasn’t sure if Mrs.
Warwick hadn’t heard him or was ignoring him as she spoke again. “They
mate for life, you know,” Eulene said, her gaze following one of the geese
as it made its way into the hay bale shelter. She smiled to herself as the
wild game bird ‘talked’ to another bird…its mate, she
thought… already settling into the thick mat of straw strewn inside the
shelter. “And they can live a long time, too.
As long as twenty years or more, I remember reading.
Almost sounds like a marriage, doesn’t it?” Sam’s
heart ached for his companion. ‘She
knows,’ was all he could think. He
wished he could tell her just how little time she had left with her husband,
but that was out of the question. No
matter how well meaning, any way he might try to explain how he knew when
her husband was going to die, would hurt her by making her think that her
young neighbor was mocking the first subtle signs of impending grief.
But he was even more startled when Mrs. Warwick suddenly removed the
strap from around her neck and pressed the binoculars into his hands,
telling him, “Quick, look inside the shelter.
There’s just enough light left.” Obediently
he put the binoculars to his eyes then turned slowly until suddenly he was
seeing the geese already inside the shelter so close up he could make out
their eyes in the rapidly fading light. “There’s
five… no, six already nested down,” he murmured.
It was the sound of soft sniffling beside him that pushed all
thoughts of the geese from Sam’s mind.
Putting the strap of the binoculars around his neck, he slipped an
arm behind Mrs. Warwick’s back and gently but firmly led her away from the
pond. Back
at the house a few minutes later, the gate closed and the bucket set inside
the barn door, Sam wasted no time in getting Mrs. Warwick up the back steps
and inside the kitchen. He
helped her off with her coat, draping it on the back of a chair.
When he turned to find her just standing and looking up at him then
laying a hand on his arm, he smiled at her.
Covering her hand with his, Sam said, “You’re cold.
Why don’t you go take off your boots, while I make us some tea?”
When the elderly woman just turned and started toward the door into
the hallway, the leaper wondered if perhaps he’d presumed too much.
That presumption increased a little more when, after reaching the
door, Eulene walked slowly back to him again, once more looking up into his
eyes as if searching for something. But then she spoke and that presumption
was vanquished when he heard her ask, “Rio... could I hug you?” A
strong surge of relief and an even stronger wave of emotion washed over Sam.
“Sure,” he said softly, swallowing down the vague tightness in
his throat and opened his arms to her. Without
a word, Eulene walked up to Sam, whom she saw as her neighbors’ son, and
wrapped her arms around him then pressed her cheek against his chest and
hugged him. Feeling his strong young arms returning the hug, for the first
time in a long time she felt comforted as not just loneliness but the chasm
of aloneness brought on by her husband being in the hospital and her son so
far away was, even for a few minutes, erased.
“You remind me so much of my Clay,” she whispered, trying hard
not to let the wistfulness show. “It’s been so long since the last time
he got to come home for Christmas.”
It was, for all Sam knew, the closest he would ever again get to
hugging his own elderly mother as he held Eulene almost protectively against
his heart. The ache in her last
words touched him as few had in a long time, and his chin quivered as he
closed his eyes and gently laid his head against the top of hers, his hug
tightening just a little more. He
wanted to assure her that he understood, but the fact of how long it had
been since the last time he’d been home for Christmas with his loved ones
and friends threatened to overwhelm him, so he just whispered, “I know.
But I’m here...for now... and you can hug me anytime you
want to, Mrs. Warwick.“
Eulene’s heart warmed at the boy’s words and she squeezed him
once more then stepped back, tipping her head back a bit to look up at him.
Then, raising up on tip-toe, she brushed a soft kiss on his cheek
before turning to go and take her boots off.
Sam ducked his head a bit to accept her kiss then watched her for a
moment as she started out of the kitchen.
Blinking against the dampness that had sprung up in his eyes, he
turned to look for a kettle to heat some water for the tea.
“Rio?”
Sam paused in his search and turned to face Eulene.
“Yes, ma’am?”
Eulene’s eyes searched the teenager’s face carefully, especially
his eyes before saying simply, “Thank you.
You’re a good boy with a good heart, and I know you’re going to
be a fine man, too.” She
smiled tremulously then turned and walked down the hall. If
she had paused to look back at that moment, she would have seen the real Rio
standing with her teakettle in hand and wearing a slightly confused
expression. What she couldn’t
have seen, even if she was looking at the boy, was how a vague memory of why
he was where he was at the moment, was settling into place, and even more
that it was a good thing and that he liked it. And after another moment, Rio went to the sink and filled the
kettle with water, before putting it on the stove to heat.
As he opened cupboards to look for cups and teabags, the leaper who
had made a small but significant change in his life, had already moved on to
yet another someone to help. PART
TWO
December
18, 1989 It
was the first Monday of the two-week Christmas vacation, but all that meant
at the Millikin household was that there was more time to get in extra
shopping, a trip to the Kalamazoo/Battle Creek International Airport to pick
up the last Millikin child, Carol Anne, coming home for the holidays, and
anything else that needed doing today. Marilyn
hadn’t even stopped for breakfast, instead grabbing a slice of toast and a
cup of coffee as she hurried off to work.
Margaret, who was still insisting that nothing was wrong with her
ankle, was still in bed, taking advantage of her first class-free day, as
well as it being her day off from her part-time job.
Rio had run out almost on Marilyn’s heels. “Where
are you off to this morning?” his mother asked. “Dad’s
going to drop me off at school. Mr. Adler called a special practice for this
morning,” he said as he stood up from the table after wolfing down the
last bite of his breakfast of a stack of pancakes smothered with warm apple
butter and cinnamon, sausages and orange juice. “You
can’t play with that brace on your hand, dumbo,” Olivia pointed out the
obvious. Rio
ruffled his little sister’s hair as he passed behind her chair.
“Dr. Straffin said I only have to wear it at night,” he told her. Turning
away from the range where she was waiting to flip the last couple of
pancakes, Jill fixed him with a look. “Rio?
You know what the doctor said.” “Yeah.
But I remember more what Mr. Adler said last week,” he had come
back. “You think I’d try something stupid around him, and risk missing
out on going to California?” As
he swooped out of the kitchen to get his coat when he heard a horn honking
outside, Rio paused by his mother’s side. “I promise that the only drumming I’ll do is with the
fingers of this hand…” he showed her his good hand. “…on the
wall.” Jill had given him a
motherly warning look as she said, “Okay.” Sophie
had exercised her senior sibling rank, coupled with a ‘been there done that’ understanding of breaking up with
a boyfriend, when she had successfully cajoled Tessa to go with her to the
local airport to pick up Carol. The
‘Threesome’, Jill’s group nickname for her youngest children, had
clamored to go along. As
everyone was buzzing about getting coats on and finding purses then finally
rushing out, she had attracted her eldest daughter’s attention as she
started out the door. “Sophie, after you pick up Carol, would you mind
driving over to the Weidemann’s farm and get some of their fresh apple
cider?” Sophie
had grinned at her mother as she jingled the keys to the Dodge Caravan.
“Sure. How much? A
gallon?” “Better
make it two gallons,” Jill said. “I
volunteered to make mulled cider for the Lindens’ Christmas Eve party
Sunday night.” She had
added a couple of other shopping stops along the way, then watched from the
front window as the small parade of vehicles had driven off down the lane. Now,
sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee to savor in the luxury of
utter peace and quiet, she began to consider some of the things that had
been happening amongst her children over the last few days, they weren’t
odd, but certainly just outside the range of what was normal.
For one thing, there was the problem with Rio’s wrist
cropping up again so close to the trip to Pasadena. But even that shrunk in
light of how he’d suddenly taken a real interest in their elderly
neighbor, Eulene Warwick. She’d
always known that being around older people, his grandparents excepted, made
him antsy. But ever since
Sunday evening when he’d returned from delivering the chicken and
dumplings to Eulene Warwick, she had noticed it.
Nothing drastic - but something had brought about a change in her
son. Jill
took another slow sip of coffee, gazing at the crisp blue sky showing
through the window above the kitchen sink, her musing shifting to Tessa.
Aside from her dramatic telephone break-up with that Zang boy on
Friday night, Jill had noticed something different about her fifth daughter.
Bright, confident and popular, Tessa was also much like her brother;
she preferred being around kids her own age and leaving the real world stuff
like charity work and such to anyone else.
It had startled her – to say nothing of the other children –
when, on the heels of the break-up with Marvin, instead of spending the
night on her bed crying, she had offered to go with her mother to take Mrs.
Warwick to the hospital because her husband had taken a turn for the worse.
That, coupled with what Rio had mentioned last Thursday about how
Tessa had made a fuss over their neighbor flitted through her mind, and it
was then that the penny dropped for Jill Millikin.
“It was after both of them were at Eulene’s,” she murmured as
she slowly set her cup down. She
considered a moment, her lips pursing thoughtfully.
“I wonder if Margaret…” The
rest of Jill’s thought evaporated in the next instant as she disappeared
in a blue haze, having been replaced with a figure whose reaction to the
surroundings would have surprised her. Sam
blinked as he looked around the kitchen he found himself in…and frowned.
“I… know this place,” he said softly as he stood up from the
table. “I’ve been here
before.” The sudden
‘klunk… schoom’ of the Imaging Chamber door appearing and opening made
him turn to find Al wearing an amazed expression. “Sam,
this is almost as bad as the guy in that movie “Groundhog’s Day’,”
Al exclaimed as he went to his friend.
“Do you know how many times you’ve been here?” “Then
I’m not hallucinating,” Sam interrupted.
“I have been here before?” “Yeah,”
Al replied, busy punching buttons on the handlink. “Do you know how many times you’ve been here?” He
didn’t wait for Sam to answer. “In
your last five leaps you have landed in some member of the Millikin family.
Five times. Five times!” He held up one hand and wiggled his
fingers for emphasis. Fixing the leaper with a look he said, “I don’t
know what it is you’re here to do, but I hope you figure it out soon.
This little game of cosmic leapfrog is starting to make me dizzy.” Hearing
the name ‘Millikin’ was like a breath of warm air on a frosty pane of
glass as it cleared the fog in Sam’s head, allowing the memories of some
of each of those other five leaps to resettle into his mind. “Try
it from my side for a while,” he muttered.
“So who am I this time?” He
looked down at the clothing he was wearing: Christmas-themed flannel pajamas
and a white chenille robe. On
his feet were a pair of well worn blue bootie slippers.
The person’s identity came to him just as the Observer spoke it
aloud. “This
time, you’ve leaped into Mama Millikin,” Al said. “Jill Millikin, age forty-nine, is married to Aaron and
they’ve been married… let’s see, it will be twenty-six years next
month January 27, 1990. She
does freelance writing for several magazines so that she can stay at home
and be a full time mom to her nine kids. Well, now, the last five. The two
oldest are in college, and the other two older girls will be off at college
starting with the January semester. But
they’ll all be home for the holidays.” As
the hologram had continued to talk, Sam had started to clear the table of
the breakfast dishes and started loading the dishwasher. The simple task left his mind free to theorize on what the
reason could be for his repeat return to this family that he had already
experienced from several different angles already. “What
day is this?” he asked as he scrapped leftover breakfast food into the
garbage disposal. Al
summoned the information. Seeing
it on the screen, he said, “This is weird.” Sam
paused and looked around at him. “What’s so weird about it?” Moving
over to his friend, Al looked him in the eyes as he said, “It’s Monday,
December 18, 1989.” Sam
shrugged. “What’s weird
about that?” he asked as he continued to load the dishwasher. When it was
full, he found a box of Cascade dishwasher soap under the sink, put some in
the dishwasher, closed it and turned it on. “On
the face of it, nothing,” Al allowed, watching as Sam filled the sink
half-full with soapy water and began to wipe down the counter and table.
“But when you consider that your first leap in here was on December
14, 1989, and that each leap since then has been, consecutively, on December
15, 1989…. December 16, 1989... and December 17, 1989…” He
nodded as he saw understanding light up Sam’s eyes.
“Yeah. It’s
weird.” “Did
Ziggy find any similarities between the leaps?” Sam asked. “Besides
the fact that you have been one member of the Millikin family, or another,
so much now that they probably seem like family to you, the one thing that
four of the five leaps have in common is…” RING….RING…. Sam
walked across the kitchen to the wall phone and picked up the receiver and
put it to his ear. “Hello?
This is…” His eyes widened a bit at the voice speaking to him. “Yes, yes…Mrs. Warwick…” Al’s
head came up at that and he hurried over to Sam. Waving a hand to get his attention, he whispered, turning the
handlink for Sam to see its screen. “Her,”
he whispered. “Eulene Warwick
is the common factor in the other leaps.” But
Sam was focused on listening to the anxious voice on the phone, and was
trying to calm her down. “Eulene…Eulene…calm
down, dear,” Sam said, keeping his tone gentle and calm.
“What’s wrong?” He only had to hear a few words to understand.
“Yes, of course,” he said. “I’ll come right over. I just need
to change.” He paused, listening a moment; he soothed her again.
“No more than ten minutes,” he promised then hung up the phone
and left the kitchen. He’d
only been in this leap five minutes or so, but his memories served him well
as he hurried through the dining room and headed to the staircase.
He was halfway up them, taking the steps two at a time when he heard
a sound and looked up to see a sleepy-eyed, pajama clad Margaret just
starting down the stairs. “Get
dressed,” he told her as he reached the landing and headed down the hall.
Pausing for an instant to try and recall which bedroom belonged to
Jill and her husband, he heard Margaret asking through a yawn, “Why?
Where are we going?” Scanning
the doors along the hall where he stood, Sam crossed his fingers and went to
the door directly at the end of the hall.
He was quietly grateful when he saw a pair of men’s shoes on the
floor at the foot of the rumpled queen-sized bed.
Stepping inside, Sam paused to look back at Margaret who had followed
him, scratching her head as she watched him. “Mrs.
Warwick just called…” Margaret
stopped and sighed, not a bit impatiently.
“What does she want now?” she said petulantly. “Can’t she go one day without needing something?
I mean, come on. It’s not like we’re her family…” It
was a good thing for Margaret that Al wasn’t there to give her a pithy
piece of his mind about her attitude, since the hologram had not yet joined
the Leaper upstairs. As it was,
she got a glimpse of a side of Sam Beckett’s attitude that was rarely seen
by many. Sam
had shed the robe and had just tossed it on the bed when he heard what
Margaret Millikin said and his temper bristled. He forgot about changing out
of the pajamas he was wearing, and instead marched into the hall to confront
the girl. He didn’t mince
words. “What’s
the matter you?” he demanded of the pretty, dark-haired girl now staring
up at him like her mother had just grown another head. “What’s the matter with this family?” Sam said sharply.
“Eulene Warwick is our neighbor and friend... our good neighbor and
friend. She and her husband
have been friends with this family since…” From across the width of time
a memory from the woman in the Waiting Room slipped into place.
“...since I was a little girl growing up in this house with my
mother and father. I count it a
blessing to have the Warwicks as friends.”
He scanned Margaret’s startled face. “And I want to believe that
I’ve instilled in you… in all of my children that when you’re friends
with someone, that when they need you, you’re there for them, no matter
what time of day or night or if it’s a holiday or anything else.” He
paused in his impassioned comments to catch his breath.
Taking one more to calm himself Sam added, “No, Eulene Warwick
isn’t family, she’s a friend. And even though your family should be loved and treasured, I
think good friends are even a little more important.” Margaret
gaped at that. She couldn’t recall when she’d ever seen her mother so
wound up. “How do you figure
that?” she dared to ask carefully. Sam
met her gaze as he answered her. “You
don’t have a choice about the family you’re born into. That’s just a
fact of life. On the other hand,” he said, his tone calmer but no less
determined. “You do have a choice of whom to have as your friends. And friends are often much closer to you because you choose
to open yourself to them. In a
friendship you choose to trust them with knowing you, your strengths as well
as your weaknesses.” His gaze drifted for a moment to the hologram now
standing near Margaret then back to her. “You’ll
laugh with them, work with them. They’ll
listen to you when no one else will, even your family. You may disagree with
that friend, argue or even fight with them.
But when the world caves in top of you, if your family can’t… or
won’t… be there for you, a good friend will put aside what they’re
doing in their own busy lives in order to be there before the dust settles
to help you get up again and keep going.” Al
regarded Sam with a glistening in his eye that told Sam his friend not only
appreciated the speech but felt the same way.
As if there could be any doubt. Sam
took another breath. “Eulene
called to ask for a ride because she just got a call from the hospital.
Her husband has slipped into a coma and they don’t expect him to
live more than a few more days. I just thought that perhaps you could come along to give her
a little moral support.” Seeing
Margaret’s eyes widen at that, Sam nodded then started back to the bedroom
to finish changing. Then he paused again to look back at the girl. “Christmas…
life… isn’t only about parties and gifts and dancing or even making a
living or whatever. It’s
about people, Margaret. And for my money, the greatest gift someone can give
me is the gift of themselves, of their time.” Margaret
licked her lips before she spoke. “Mom…” Sam
spoke over her. “I’m going
to change now and go take Mrs. Warwick to the hospital.
You can come or not. It’s
your choice.” Ten
minutes later, Sam was dressed and wearing Jill’s winter parka as he
headed out the front door, purse and car keys in hand.
He didn’t say a word when he saw Margaret, clad in jeans and boots
and winter coat standing near the car.
They got into the car and, after allowing the engine to warm up for a
couple of minutes, Sam put it in gear and headed down the lane then to the
Warwick home. He waited in the
car when Margaret hopped out and went to the door to escort their elderly
neighbor down the steps and help her into the car.
When she was settled, Sam backed down the driveway, memorizing the
directions Al gave him to get to Kalamazoo General Hospital.
But just as he was about to pull out onto the road, he felt the
tingle come over him suddenly. Before he could say a word to either of his companions, he
leaped. PART
THREE
All he had time to do, it
seemed, was blink before yet again Sam Beckett felt the felt the
unmistakable draw into the next person whom GTFW had determined needed
something set right that had originally gone wrong.
This time, however, it was as if Whoever or Whatever was bouncing him
around in time like a ping pong ball in a tornado, decided to give the
leaper a break. So it was that
even before the last of the tingling vanished, when Sam opened his eyes,
instantly recognizing where he was and who the women in the front seats of
car with him were. Hearing the older woman… Mrs.
Warwick ….say, “Jill, are you all right, dear?” Sam leaned forward
to gently place a hand on Jill Millikin’s shoulder nearest him.
“Mom?” he said softly. “Are
you okay?” He understood well
the vague confusion in Jill’s eyes when she turned her head to look at
him. “Yes. I’m…fine,
honey,” Jill murmured then closed her eyes and shook her head lightly
before reopening her eyes. “I just felt a bit dizzy for a moment.” She blinked as she murmured under her breath, “It was the
strangest thing…” “Uh, Mom,” Sam
deliberately interrupted Jill’s musings.
“Shouldn’t we get going to the hospital?” “What?” Jill glanced
back at her daughter then at Eulene Warwick.
It was another moment before a vague memory settled in her mind.
“Oh my, yes.” The ride to the hospital
took about a half hour, during which Sam made himself as inconspicuous in
the back seat as possible. Gazing
out at the snowy landscape and then at the passing traffic as they neared
the city of Kalamazoo, it was the quietest space of time he’d had since
Whoever or Whatever had decided that he was needed for an extended period in
the Millikin family. Once at the hospital, he
caught a glimpse of Jill’s surprised expression when he hopped out of the
car and with great care, assisted the elderly Mrs. Warwick from the car.
He nodded, responding respectfully when Jill called to him, “I’ll
be up as soon as I find a parking place.” “Yes, ma’am,” he
said, and turned his attention to guiding Eulene carefully up the broad walk
to the entrance. Inside the door, Sam paused then followed Eulene when she
made an unhesitating beeline for the bank of three elevators situated on the
opposite side of the busy lobby. As
they waited for one of the elevator cars to arrive, he looked around the
lobby. “They really did a nice
job of decorating that Christmas tree,” he commented. Turning slightly, Eulene
glanced at the Christmas tree and a smile brightened her face as she walked
over to it. Most were brightly colored bulbs, but scattered amongst them
were small novelty ornaments. There were snowflakes and tiny Christmas
stockings; another was a puppy and kitten curled up together, and there were
several in the form of a teddy bear holding a brightly wrapped gift, and
there were several different bird ornaments. Several strands of tiny lights
woven amongst the branches of the tree winked and blinked merrily, and a
sweet-faced angel ornament topped the tree. Though an elevator car had
arrived, Sam ignored it to follow the old woman over to the tree.
He didn’t say anything as he watched her reach out to touch one of
the small white bird ornaments and then, seeing another one just like it,
carefully removed it from that branch then just as carefully hung it near
the first one so that it appeared the two little birds were flying toward
each other, their tiny beaks almost touching.
“There,” was all Eulene
said, smiling as a memory as clear as the day it came into being filled her
thoughts. “Reminds me of mine and Felton’s wedding cake,” she
said softly. “Only those two
little birds held a small white bow in their beaks between them.” Glancing up at the young girl waiting patiently beside her,
Eulene smiled. “I believe I still have it tucked away somewhere.” “I thought you would
already be upstairs by now,” Jill Millikin said gently, surprised when she
entered the hospital lobby to see Eulene and Margaret looking at the large
Christmas tree set up in the hospital’s lobby. Drawn back from her
momentary slip back to a more joyful day in her life, Eulene allowed the
memory to slip away as she turned and walked back to the elevator.
A moment later one of the elevators opened and she got on.
She watched Margaret Millikin press the button for the third floor. When the elevator doors
opened on the third floor, Sam followed Eulene and Jill out, staying close
as they went to the visitor’s desk. The
woman behind the desk checked her clipboard and then handed each of them a
yellow I.C.U. pass card with a number four on it.
To Jill’s request for directions, she pointed toward the other side
of the visitor’s area, saying, “Go through that door then follow the
hall. Take the first left and go through the double doors.
I.CU. is past those doors. Once
you go through those doors, you’ll see the nurses’ station at the end of
the hall.” He wasn’t sure when the
Observer had finally shown up; all Sam knew was that when he and the two
women turned to go to the intensive care unit, he was glad to see his friend
already waiting near that first doorway.
Without drawing attention to himself, Sam slowed his step so that he
could at least listen to whatever information Al had for him. Informed by Ziggy that Sam
had leaped yet again, Al Calavicci wasn’t really all that surprised when
the hybrid computer informed him of the location of the leap.
As he took his place in the Imaging Chamber and just before Ziggy
initiated the neural search through time, it seemed more like hearing a
hunch confirmed when he heard her say, “Dr. Beckett has leaped again into
the city of Kalamazoo, Michigan.” ‘And Parlboro and the
Millikin family living there isn’t that far away’ Al pondered
silently. “Who has he leaped
into?” he called out from within the whirling column of scenes of decades
of time past. The Observer just nodded when he heard Ziggy say, “Dr.
Beeks has only been in with the visitor five minutes.
However, she has ascertained that the Visitor this time is Margaret
Millikin, the younger of Aaron and Jill Millikin’s twin daughters.”
Hearing her say in the next moment, “We have a lock,” he cleared
his thoughts then stepped through the Imagining Chamber door and closed it.
Seeing a man dressed in dark maroon-colored scrubs told him that Sam
was in a hospital. A quick scan
of the area revealed his friend, for the second time in three days wearing
the aura of nineteen-year old Margaret Millikin, as he trailed behind Jill
Millikin and Eulene Warwick. As
the threesome passed through the door, Al pressed a couple of buttons on the
handlink, saying quietly, “Keep me centered on Sam.”
The hologram vanished only to reappear in the next second at his best
friend’s side as he walked slowly behind the two women. “I know you can’t talk
right now,” he told Sam, glancing up at the other man. “But by the look
on your face, I’m guessing I don’t need to tell you the who or where
about this leap.” “Nope,” Sam murmured
under his breath, sparing a quick look at Al before fixing his gaze on Jill
and Eulene as they reached the I.C.U. nurses’ station.
“Not even the date,” he added softly.
“December 18, 1989. Right?” “Bingo,” was all Al
said. Before he got too close to
the nurses’ station, Sam whispered, “Is there any change for Mr.
Warwick?” He watched the Observer enter the question on the handlink. Punching in the request, Al
quirked an eyebrow at what he read. “Actually, yes.” “For the good, I hope,”
Sam whispered. “Sort of,” Al said
quietly as he double-checked the answer before looking up at Sam.
“I don’t what you did,” he told the leaper.
“The best that ‘Her Highness’ can come up with at the moment is
that perhaps this visit somehow gives Felton something to hold onto and
stick around for a while. Anyway,
whatever the reason, Ziggy’s now giving it a seventy point seven-three
percent probably that Felton Warwick now dies at 12:32 a.m. Christmas Eve
morning.” Hearing, “Margaret, are
you coming?” Sam and Al turned to see Jill Millikin approaching them. “Yes, I’m coming,”
Sam assured her hastily. “I
just…” He went quiet when Jill put a hand on his arm, saying, “I’m
sure Mrs. Warwick would understand if you…” “No, no,” Sam said
firmly as he met her eyes. “I
want to go in,” then followed her into the I.C.U. The eight I.C.U. rooms were
arranged around the floor so that the double sliding doors of each opened
facing the large central nursing station.
As he followed Jill past the nursing station, a quick glance around
revealed that five of the rooms were occupied.
His thoughts didn’t go any further than that as Jill came to the
last of the three patient rooms on their left. Following her in, Sam stopped
still at the sight that met him and almost lost it. The bedrail had been
lowered out of the way to allow Eulene Warwick to be as close to her
comatose husband as possible. Though
being mindful of the ventilator tube that was breathing for him, and taking
care not to disturb the several IV lines that were dripping medication into
his veins, she ignored them. Though
the face she knew better than her own was now pale and unresponsive,
precious memories of this man who had won her heart and then shared her soul
as they had faced together all that life had put before them flooded her
thoughts. Reaching to caress
her husband’s thinning gray hair, Eulene smiled at the memory of the big,
rawboned farmer’s son with dancing brown eyes, a dusting of freckles on
his nose and thick auburn hair who had captured her heart more than fifty
years before. Glancing down, she slipped
her hand into Felton’s hand where it lay unmoving at his side.
That simple act took her back nearly forty years to an early May
morning when, just after dawn, Dr. Hanratty had allowed him to enter their
bedroom where she had just given birth to their only child, a son they named
Clayton. Now as she held his
unresponsive hand, in her memory she saw again how gentle and strong those
big hands had been when Felton had lifted their tiny son to cradle him in
his arms. That precious
memory gave way as she remembered countless other times when those strong
arms had held her close to his heart. It was that thought that
brought the mist to Eulene’s eyes as she leaned in to kiss her husband’s
cheek before straightening up. She
didn’t let go of Felton’s hand even when she heard the now familiar
sound of Dr. David Petrovich’s voice say her name. “Hello, Mrs. Warwick,”
Dr. Petrovich greeted her. He
didn’t need to look at the chart in his hand to recall what he knew she
needed to know. “Let’s step outside. There are some things we need to
talk about.” Jill had stood quietly with
her daughter, her own emotions welling up inside as she watched Eulene
release her husband’s hand and follow the physician out of the room.
However, it was the sight of tears slowly rolling down her daughter’s
cheeks, the expression on Margaret’s face that touched her even more
deeply than the ache she felt for her elderly friend and neighbor.
Looking in her purse, she found a Kleenex and handed to her daughter,
who dabbed her eyes. “I’m… okay,” Sam
whispered, sniffling a bit. He smiled tentatively at Jill but shook his head
when she suggested going back to the Visitors Area.
“No, really. I’m okay.” As
if to prove he meant what he had said, he followed Jill out of the room then
listened quietly as the doctor talked gently but inexorably to Felton
Warwick’s wife about the simple but hard facts about the last handful of
days of her husband’s life. It was close to noon when
Sam and the two women started for home.
Sitting in the back seat and listening to the old woman alternating
between speaking calmly only to start crying again, he wished there was
something more he could do for Felton Warwick.
But asking Al again for any possibilities would only get him the same
answer. Again, when Jill pulled the
car up to the Warwick house, Sam helped her up the steps and waited until
she had unlocked the front door and was inside.
“Is there anything I can do for you, Mrs. Warwick?” he asked as
she started to close the door. Eulene shook her head
slightly. “No, thank you, dear.
I think I’m going to make a cup of tea and then lie down for a
while.” The smile she gave
Sam was weary and sad. “Okay,” Sam said.
“I’ll stop by this evening, if that’s okay with you.”
He nodded when she agreed then went back to the car. “I told her I’d stop by
this evening to check on her,” he told Jill as she turned the car around
then drove the short distance back to the Millikin home.
Looking toward the house, Sam saw that the Caravan was back, which
meant that most of the other Millikin girls were home. “Don’t you have a
rehearsal class at the studio in three hours?” Jill asked as they got out
of the car and walked across the yard and climbed the front steps. “Well, yeah,” Sam said
as he reached to open the door for Jill then followed her inside.
“But I was thinking that I could leave a little early, and that way
I could stop by and see how Mrs. Warwick’s doing.”
Shrugging out of his jacket, Sam turned back toward Jill, just as she
gave an affectionate kiss to her husband, Aaron Millikin, a tall, slender
man with blonde hair. “Where have you two been
all morning?” Aaron Millikin inquired as his wife moved away from him to
take off her coat and hand it to Margaret before returning to be close to
him. Jill paused a moment to try
and sort something out of the fuzzy patch of her memory that covered the
past few hours. “I...” “Mrs. Warwick called
Mom,” Sam spoke up, then came under “his” father’s curious gaze.
“She needed a ride to the hospital.” For Jill it was a moment of
appreciation to her daughter for filling in the blanks for her. In that
silent appreciation, she sensed a settling inside about the situation.
Meeting her husband’s eyes, she told him, “Felton has slipped
into a coma.” Pausing at his
side, Jill looked up into his eyes. She modulated her voice as she said,
“His doctor told her that he would be surprised if he makes it to the end
of the week.” After dropping his son off
at the high school, and with the assurance that one of Rio’s friends would
give him a ride home after the corps’ special practice session, Aaron
Millikin had driven into Kalamazoo. As
had become habit over the last several years, for him the week before
Christmas usually found him with Christmas shopping left to do.
This year was no different, but he was pleased with himself that this
last Monday before Christmas, he only had two gifts left to buy. Even
better, was the fact that he could purchase both gifts - diamond stud
earrings for Jill and a birthstone pendant for Patti - at Keefe’s Jewelry
Store in the large downtown shopping mall. On his way out, Aaron had paused
a few times to chat with friends and acquaintances. After that he drove
across town to Dickens & Sims Art Works. The shop was modest in
appearance, but it was the only place that Aaron would go to look for the
wildlife paintings that were his personal passion.
Several weeks before, during a spur of the moment visit to the shop
on his way home, he had nearly missed a small painting by a favorite local
artist. Almost. “Glen,” he had called
out to the clerk who had worked at the shop for as long as he could
remember. “When did this come
in?” he asked as he carefully lifted the eight by ten inch dark wood
framed painting. The scene
depicted was of a small game bird with brownish and gray plumage and a
narrow black iridescent neck ruff perched on the limb of a tree against a
backdrop of green leaves and small white blossoms. Glen Chesley, when he heard
Aaron Millikin, one of the shops longstanding good customers call his name,
had smiled broadly as he joined him where he stood admiring the painting.
“It came in four days ago with several others that Mr. Sims
purchased. He’s working on a
brochure for a special viewing to present the new acquisitions. As I recall,
he’s planning it for the second weekend in January.” Aaron had been hard pressed
to draw his gaze from the little bird in the painting.
The title inscribed on the nameplate: “Ruffed Grouse Amongst White
Blossoms”, as well as scanning the artist’s name, Seth Mitchell,
inscribed in the lower left hand corner, had been more than enough for him. “Is it possible that this
one could be excluded out?” he had asked. Experienced art sales clerk
that he was, Glen Chesley hadn’t made any promises but had conceded that,
“For one of our best customers, such as yourself, Mr. Millikin... I’m
sure Mr. Sims would be more than happy to accommodate you.” So it was that before he
left Dickens & Sims that day, Aaron, after paying for it, had paid for
the painting and made arrangements to leave it there for the few weeks
leading up to Christmas. “It’s
my Christmas gift to myself,” he had explained with a grin as he watched
the clerk move the painting to a display area with several other paintings,
then carefully attach a “Sold” tag to the lower left-hand corner of the
frame. “I’ll pick it up the
week before Christmas.” And so he had. It
was close to noon when he arrived back home, not surprised in the least to
find the house empty. He
remembered the chatter amongst his daughters about going to the airport to
pick up Carol Anne that he’d heard when he came into the kitchen for
coffee. Though he loved each
and every one of his children and adored his wife, it was a rare moment when
Aaron had the house to himself, and so he had taken advantage of their
absence. First, he had tucked
Jill and Patti’s gifts amongst the branches of the tree.
It had become a family tradition for him to hide at least one gift
amongst the tree branches to be the last one discovered and opened. Next, Aaron had carried his newest painting into his small den, which was situated at the back of the house. This was his domain and decorated to his tastes. The walls were covered with burnished oak paneling. There was a desk and chair set closer to the end of the room where the wall was taken up almost entirely by a six-shelf bookcase. There was also a leather- upholstered Nantucket wing chair placed near the only window the room boasted where he liked to sit and read. Touches of dark gold and hunter green in the drapes and some smaller appointments kept the room from being oppressing. On the available wall space of the den were hung several of the small wildlife paintings that he had been collecting for a couple of decades. He
had taken care to find just the right place to display his new painting and
then moved about the room to look at it from different angles. The peace and
quiet had been banished a few minutes later when he heard the front door
open, a gabble of laughing voices announcing that most of his children
spilled inside. There had been
a special hug for Carol and then he asked, “Who wants to see my Christmas
present?” Father
and daughters had just emerged from the den when he again heard the sound of
the door opening and went to see who it was.
Seeing Jill and Margaret, Aaron had gone to give his wife a hug and a
kiss. Like his wife, Aaron had
been born and grown up in the small community of Parlboro, living with his
parents and brothers and sister in their home that was three or four miles
up the road from where he lived now. And
like her, he also couldn’t remember a time when the Warwicks hadn’t
lived in the small green farmhouse across the road. They’d always been
good neighbors, friendly, never too busy with their lives to stop and chat.
But as he and Jill’s family had grown by leaps and bounds it seemed
at times, it became necessary for him to find additional means of providing
for his family. The gradual result of Aaron taking on the challenge of
learning about and then selling real estate part-time, was that the two
families closeness had, little by little, dwindled to chatting at church
after the worship service for a few minutes, or the occasional wave from the
road if he saw one or the other of them out in the yard when the weather was
nice. Christmas had slowly become a time to give them some small
gift and extend good wishes for the coming year before moving ahead into the
new one. Hearing Margaret
answering for her mother when he asked, “Where have you two been all
morning?” followed by Jill’s somber answer took him aback. “How is she doing?”
Aaron asked as he watched his wife remove her coat and hand it to Margaret
to put away. Jill glanced around, taking
in the sight of her children, laughing and happy in the warm, safe and happy
environment of their home. Then
her blue gaze settled on her husband’s face.
“About as well as can be expected, considering the situation,”
she said quietly. A
somber silence draped itself over the couple and Sam where they stood in the
small foyer for a couple of moments. Glancing
at his third daughter, a thought occurred to Aaron. “What about Clayton?” he asked.
“Does he know?” Jill
shook her head slightly. “I’m
not certain, but I’d guess not.” Looking into her husband’s green
eyes, she suggested, “We could try to reach him for her.” “Isn’t
he overseas somewhere?” Aaron asked as the suggestion swirled slowly in
his thoughts. PART
FOUR
After a few hours back at
the Project, during which Ziggy had filled in some additional information
regarding the family and friends that GTFW had settled Sam amongst, Al had
decided he needed to check in with Sam.
As it turned out, he had arrived just at the moment when Sam and
Margaret walked in the front door. He
only had time to say, “Hi, Sam. How are things going?” when he heard
Jill’s comment to Aaron. Pulling out the handlink, he had connected with Ziggy and
summoned up all the information that the super-hybrid computer had been able
to access about the Warwick family, and specifically about one Clayton
Warwick. Jill’s suggestion
about calling Clayton Warwick was the spur that finally got Al talking. “Sam,” Al said, his
attitude focused on imparting the information to his friend. “In December
1989, Eulene’s son, Clayton
James Warwick, was a Captain in the Air Force on active duty at Ramstein Air
Base in Germany.” Moving to
Sam’s side he continued. “In the original history, he called home on
Christmas Day only to discover that his father had died three days
earlier.” Al paused. Something
about the pause caught Sam’s attention and he turned his head to look at
the hologram. “He never
forgave himself for not being there when his father died.”
Sam’s slight frown of puzzlement pushed Al to finish. “On December 20, 1989,” he said quietly.
“Clayton was offered a special pass to fly home to spend Christmas
with his parents. However, he had received reassignment orders to be rotated
back to the States at the end of January 1990, so he declined the pass and
let someone else take his place. And
then he made that call Christmas morning and…
Anyway, Ziggy says that if Aaron makes the call and gets through to
Clayton Warwick, that it’s a one hundred percent certainty that Clayton
will take that offer and fly home.”
Sam looked at Jill’s coat that he still held then turned and went
to the coat closet. He didn’t
have to look back to know that Al was right behind him.
As he hung up the coat, he murmured softly, “Does he get home in
time to see his father before he dies?” Before
Sam opened his mouth, Al had a good idea of what his friend was going to
attempt. The question his
friend posed more or less confirmed that idea. With the pressing of a few
buttons, Al had an answer within a few seconds.
“Ziggy says that if... if... Eulene tells Felton that his son is
coming home to see him that there’s a slim chance that it might give him
reason to...” Al searched for the best word.
“...linger for a little longer.” The memory, though it
rarely crossed his mind, sprang into Sam’s mind.
The Observer’s explanation had brought the memory and the resulting
feelings brought about because of it surging to the surface, and Sam
couldn’t have hesitated even if he had wanted to try. Jill
and Aaron were both startled when Margaret, aided by a hologram they
couldn’t see, chose that moment to interject her opinion into the
conversation. “You have to call him...
Clayton, and tell him to come home,” Sam blurted out.
The surprised expression on Jill and Aaron Millikin’s faces
didn’t slow him down. “If
you don’t, he’ll never forgive himself.”
When neither parent said anything, Sam went to Aaron.
Looking into the other man’s eyes, he said earnestly,
“Please...Dad,” he pleaded. “You’ve
got to call him. At least give
him a chance to find out about his father before... before Mr. Warwick
dies,” he finished in a whisper. It was the strength of his
daughter’s sudden and compelling plea that touched Aaron’s heart in a way
it hadn’t been touched in a long time where their elderly neighbors were
concerned. He started to nod to
her, but when Margaret suddenly swayed as if dizzy, he reached to steady
her. “Margie, are you
alright?” he asked just before he, himself, was overcome with a strong
wave of vertigo. PART
FIVE
Sam’s leap out and darn
near instantaneous leap in came close to putting Al Calavicci’s head in a
spin. He barely had time to
hear Ziggy saying, “Dr. Beckett has leaped,” when he heard her say,
“Dr. Beckett has landed.” The
Observer only had to glance at the three members of the Millikin family he
was with to recognize where Sam had landed, the change so swift the
Imagining Chamber hadn’t even reset. The real Margaret had already begun
to re-assimilate into her own time, responding to her mother’s inquiries
if she was okay. But when Al
looked at Aaron Millikin, the vague, confused expression told him where Sam
was (never mind the sight of his friend a few feet over). Moving a couple of steps
closer to the dazed leaper, Al spoke calmly and clearly so as not to startle
his friend. “Sam?” he said. “You
okay?” “Al?” Sam whispered
under his breath, more startled by the fact that Al had, it seemed, arrived
at his next leap destination before him. “How did you get here so fast?
Wherever here...is.” The last word dropped from his lips almost an afterthought as
his mind grasped what he was beginning to think as inevitable. “It can’t
be...” “I’ll second that,”
Al responded. “But it’s also true.
You leaped out of the Millikin family and then right back in.
This time you leaped into Aaron Millikin, Jill’s husband.” Trying to cover his moment
of initial leap-in vagueness, Sam blinked and shook his head slightly. It
was all he had time for as Jill turned to him and said, “I think
Margie’s right, honey. I think you should call him.” Al deftly picked up on her
comment and filled in the gaps for Sam. “Just before you leaped
out of Margaret,” he quickly supplied. “You were trying to talk Aaron
into calling Eulene Warwick’s son...” “Clayton,” Sam said
slowly. He glanced between Jill
and Al when both responded, “Yes.”
It only took a few words of reminding for him to recall the
conversation with the hologram just before this lightning fast leap. Jill Millikin knew that
when her husband made up his mind to do something, he did it.
Even if it was on the spur of the moment or if he’d never done it
before, she knew that Aaron never let anything get in his way. So it was
easy to spot the signs of determination, starting with him going to the
closet and getting his coat. “Where
are you going?” she asked as pulled his coat on then checked his pockets
for his keys. “Tell
her...” Al began. “I’m
going to get Eulene and bring her here,” Sam said as he went to the door. “Why?”
Margaret asked. Opening
the door, Sam looked back at the others. “When I get back with her,” he
told them. “I’m going to put a call in to Germany to her son.”
Glancing at the hologram, Sam then looked at Margaret and turned her
question back on her. “Why
not?” The
Observer had had plenty of encounters with the Beckett stubbornness, to say
nothing of the unwavering focus that came over Sam when he was set on
accomplishing a goal. He
decided quickly that the best thing he could do for his friend now was to
stay with him until the goal of getting in touch with Clayton Warwick was
accomplished. Once
Sam arrived back with Eulene Warwick, Al advised him of the necessary
information and protocols needed to reach Clayton Warwick at Ramstein Air
Force base in Germany where he was stationed.
And when some three hours later the phone in Aaron’s den rang and
Sam answered it with Jill and Eulene Warwick looking on, the look of
satisfaction that came over the leaper was mirrored in Al’s eyes. He
didn’t know who shared more in his friend’s accomplishment as they
watched Eulene take the phone and put it to her ear. “Hello...
Clayton? This is Momma.”
Eulene had to take a breath before she could get the next words out, trying
not to let her voice quiver. “He slipped into a coma earlier today, Clay.
The... the doctor doesn’t expect him to be with us much longer,
honey.” She took another breath to try to steady herself but the quiver in
her voice became more evident as she whispered into the phone, “He’ll
probably be gone before Christmas.” Hearing the words aloud broke down
what little resolve she’d had not to cry. “Oh, Clayton. I wish you were
here. Not so much for me but for your father so... so you could say
good-bye.” At
the instant Sam felt the tingling inside as he watched Jill sitting beside
Eulene with an arm around her shoulders, Al saw the history change on the
handlink’s screen. By the
time his eyes found Sam’s, his friend was already surrounded by blue
light. “Clayton
will be on a plane tomorrow afternoon, Sam,” he called out, but Sam was
already gone. PART
SIX
December
22, 1989 At the Project it was
approaching two days, the longest gap in the merry-go-round of leaping that
had kept Sam in the small community of Parlboro, Michigan for the last six
days, for him. In that time, Al managed to get in a couple of nights sleep
and some decent meals, and even a trip topside for some much needed fresh
air. It was while he was outside enjoying a short spell of nobody needing
him for something when his wrist communicator chirped, followed instantly by
Ziggy’s familiar, “Dr. Beckett has landed.” Carefully stubbing out the
lit end of the freshly lit cigar, he put it in the small case he kept in his
coat pocket then headed for the door back into the complex.
As he walked Al asked aloud, “Do I even need to ask where… or
what year he’s leaped into?” “Nooo,” the computer
replied. “I didn’t think so,”
was all the Project’s Co-Director and Chief Observer said as he re-entered
the complex then took the elevator down to the lowest level where the
Control Room was located. Once inside the Control Room, Al took the handlink that
Dominic held out to him as he passed the main control panel on his way to
the Imaging Chamber, and marched up the ramp and into the Imaging Chamber
and took his place. Within seconds the search through time began, in about
the same amount of time a neural link was achieved. He took a deep breath and
blew it out then pressed the button to open the Imaging Chamber door.
“One more time,” he murmured as he stepped out into a holographic
duplication of the Millikin family’s living room where he saw Sam sitting
on one of the two overstuffed sofas, this time in the aura of the youngest
Millikin daughter, and listening to Rio, Carol-Anne and Sophie talking about
the Arts Society dinner Saturday night. “You know, Sam,” he
began as he crossed the room to stand near his friend. “Time wise… as
years go, that is… this isn’t your longest leap.
But according to Ziggy, it is the longest stretch you’ve stayed in
any one location since you began leaping.” “Many more leaps in here,
and they might as well paint my name on the mailbox,” Sam murmured under
his breath. “So does Ziggy have any idea of what I’m here…this time…
to fix?” Al checked the handlink.
“Ziggy’s saying that Verbina’s still in the Waiting Room talking to
‘OK’ …” He glanced at Sam then clarified, “Olivia Kate, remember?
She’s the baby of the Millikin family.
Anyway, nothing from OK yet.” “I remember what all the
leaps have in common,” Sam said softly.
When Al said, “Eulene Warwick?” he looked up at the Observer and
nodded. “Yeah,” Al said. “But
Ziggy still hasn’t figured out what her connection to the Millikin family
is.” “I think I have,” Sam
said, shifting his position to kneel on the sofa as if looking for something
on the floor behind it. Al moved around the sofa so
he was facing Sam. “Care to
enlighten me?” “Listen to them, Al,”
Sam said softly. “To what
they’re talking about.” Al’s gaze went to Rio,
Carol-Anne, and Sophie as they were putting some more gifts under the
Christmas tree, which already had numerous prettily wrapped and beribboned
gifts of various shapes and sizes beneath it.
Walking over to the trio, he listened for a minute then returned to
Sam. “From what I gathered,
Sophie’s trying to decide which of two dresses – a dark blue velvet or
an emerald silk sheath – to wear to her boyfriend’s family Christmas
party on Friday night. Carol-Anne’s kinda got the same dilemma, except
she’s trying to decide if she’s going to go to a sleigh-ride party with
Thad Beamer Friday night. And both girls are giving Rio a hard time about
what he’s supposed to wear to the recital and the Arts Society dinner
afterward Saturday evening.” The
inquiring expression on Sam’s face made him ask, “What am I missing?” “Did you hear them
mention anything about themselves, the family, I mean, or Eulene?” “No,” Al admitted.
“But then I doubt that Eulene is in any frame of mind to want to go to a
party right now.” Just then the ringing of
the phone interrupted their thoughts. Sam
started to get off the sofa. “I’ll
get it,” he said, but Rio hurried past him. “Stay put, twerp,” Rio
said with a grin, darting a hand out to ruffle his little sister’s hair.
“It could be for me.” “Or not,” Sam called
after the teenager as he went to the phone on the small table near the foot
of the stairs. Hearing Rio answer the phone, “Millikin
residence… oh, hey Scott. What’s up?” Sam shifted his attention back
to Al. “Al, I think the reason
I’m here is to help this family get back together...” Al gave the leaper a vague
look. “I don’t follow,” he said.
“They’re all here for Christmas, everyone’s busy with parties
and stuff. From what we’ve
learned about them in your seemingly never-ending leaps here, it’s
non-stop for the whole family. Sorta
like Christmas on a fast track.” Sam
jumped on the point. “That’s
just it, Al,” he said. “Even
on Christmas Eve they’re not together.
All of them, including me…I mean, Olivia…are going to a party. And from what I gathered before you showed up, Christmas Day
is going to be just as busy.” “Sam, you know as well as
I do, that Christmas Day is always busy for most families,” Al began. Sam persisted.
“That’s just it, Al. The Millikins are all busy… individually.
Not once, that I can recall while leaping in here, have I heard any
one of them say anything about them as a family spending time together.” As he listened to what Sam
was saying, Al’s eyes narrowed consideringly as he looked at his friend
then past him to the two young women beside the Christmas tree.
“So how does Eulene Warwick figure into this multi-faceted, or
should I say, multi-leap equation?” he asked, shifting his gaze back to
his friend. “I’m
still working on that part,” Sam admitted then paused a moment to look in
the direction of the hallway when Rio let out an excited whoop.
“But for certain it’s slowed some of these kids down to where
they’ve had a chance to interact with a neighbor they see in passing but
never take time to talk to.” Those
words were no sooner out of his mouth than the proverbial light bulb went
on. "I know
that look," Al said. "Alright!"
Rio yelled in the hallway. A
moment later he came bounding into the living room. "You are not gonna
believe it!" he enthused. "That
was Scott Holliman." "So
what's not to believe about that?" Carol asked as she shifted another
gift under the tree then stood up. "It's
what he just told me. Offered me, really," Rio said. "Belief,
in this case, is in the hearing," Sophie chimed in. Positioning
himself so he could see all three of his sisters, Rio's bright eyes darted
from one to the other as he announced, "Scott's brother, Chuck, is a
sky-diver, right? Well, Scott started taking lessons at the same club Chuck
belongs to. And because Chuck's recommended so many people to the club...
Scott says he's been with this club for about three years. Anyway, last week
another person he recommended signed up as a member with the club. The
manager of the club told Chuck that that person was the twenty-fifth new
member to sign up this year because of his recommendation." "Is
there a point to all of this fabulous news?" Sophie asked with a tinge
of sisterly sarcasm. "I'm gettin' to it,"
Rio insisted. He took a deep breath. "The
point is this. As a thank you to Chuck, the club manager told him that he
could invite a group of friends for a private sky-diving party. And Scott
just called to tell me that Chuck called him to say that he had to find one
more person --the manager told him he could invite nine friends to make a
group of ten—and then Chuck told Scott that he could invite a friend to be
the tenth person. And I'm the tenth person! I’m going sky-diving! Isn't
that awesome!" "Have you lost your
mind?" Carol demanded. "You'd
really strap on a harness attached to a large piece of material suitable for
dress-making and then *willingly* jump out of a perfectly good
airplane?!" She walked over to her brother and thumped him on the head.
"It doesn't sound hollow, but it has to be. Because only somebody
without a brain in his head would do something so...." "Exciting,"
Rio filled in. Carol folded her arms across her
chest. "I was thinking
more along the lines of 'monumentally stupid.'" Sophie tossed in her two cents. "Do you mind telling us exactly how you intend on
convincing Mom and Dad to let you exercise your natural born talent for
hare-brained antics?" Al couldn't help getting
into the conversational fray, for all the good it did him.
"Hey, I've floated to Earth on a pillow of silk any number of
times during my time in the Navy. It's a real kick in the butt.
Besides," he informed Carol, walking up to her as she slowly shook her
head at her brother's ear to ear grin, her amazed reaction rolling off of
him like water off a duck. "With all the safety precautions and
training nowadays, sky-diving's no-where near as risky as it used to
be." "Convince me about
what?" Jill Millikin asked, having been drawn from another room by her
son's excited whoop. "Go on,"
Carol egged her brother. "This
I have to see." Sophie moved over
next to her sister. "I
wouldn't miss this for anything in the world," she added, sharing an
agreeing glance with Carol that Rio was about to get his skydiving dream
nipped squarely in the parachute. When her son began,
"Don't listen to them, Mom," Jill's parental radar went on high
alert. "I'm
listening," she told him and then did just that.
Her answer, when Rio finished his pitch for the skydiving party
invitation, was succinct. “No.” “But, Mom,” Rio
cajoled. “It’s so perfect.
It’s not going to cost me anything, I’ll be with a group of
experienced sky-divers, and…” “No,” Jill repeated her
decision firmly. Fixing her son
with a firm look, she said, “At this time of year, Rio, I prefer having
visions of sugarplums dancing in my head. Not a mental picture of my son
yelling ‘Geronimo!’ as he jumps out of an airplane and plummets toward
the ground like a stone.” “Mom…” “Rio,” Jill spoke only
his name, lifting her chin slightly as she looked up into his eyes.
However, her son wasn’t giving up just yet. “It’s not until
spring,” he told her, his tone suggesting that he was still hopeful. For a moment or two, Jill
studied her son’s expectant, hopeful expression as she weighed the pros
and cons of this unexpected opportunity.
A moment passed before she sighed softly; it was a give-away her
children knew well. “I’ll discuss it with
your Dad,” was all she said. “That’s not a ‘yes’,” she reminded
Rio when he let out another whoop and threw his arms around her. “Okay…yeah…sure,”
Rio enthused as he stepped back from his mother, his eyes dancing.
But in the next instant he swooped in to give her another hug. He couldn’t resist a triumphant smirk at his sisters before
responding to the question his mother asked next. In the past couple of days
Jill had wondered a few times about the lapse of those few hours she’d
experienced in the car that day on the way to the hospital with her
neighbor. Fleeting snippets
tantalized her mind…white walls…something blue….but would never come
together. All she did know was
that since then Eulene Warwick, who had been a fixture on the periphery of
her life, had moved closer into her thoughts.
Now, watching Rio exulting over his strong possibility of skydiving,
their elderly neighbor came again to her thoughts.
“Rio,” she called. When he turned to her, Jill said, “Why don’t you go over
and see how Mrs. Warwick is?” She
glanced across the room to the anniversary clock that sat in the middle of
the mantel above the fireplace. “It’s
almost noon.” For a split second Rio
entertained the notion to try to get out of doing as his mother asked, but
then it was gone. “Okay…” Sam took the opportunity
that word offered him. “Yeah?”
he said, getting off the couch and going toward Rio. Rio grinned.
“I wasn’t talking to you, twerp,” he told his little sister
affectionately. “I was about
to say, ‘Okay, I’ll walk over to see how Mrs. Warwick is doing’.” “Can I go with you?”
Sam pressed. Jill smiled at her youngest
child then to her son. “I
think that’s a great idea.” Rio was in too good of a
mood to let anything mess it up. “Alright,
get your coat on.” As he and
his sister put their coats on and headed out the front door, he said,
“Maybe Mrs. Warwick will want to go down to the pond this evening.” Again, Sam took advantage
of the opening, taking care not to give away that he already knew about the
pond. “She has a pond? Can I
come with you when you go to the pond?” He had been around the
Millikin family long enough by this time, and so Sam slipped easily into the
familiar give and take of this seemingly constantly on the move family.
Ten minutes later and standing beside Rio on the Warwick front porch
and waiting for Eulene to come to the door, Sam wondered what else there was
for him to do to before he would leap and open his eyes to find himself not
as one or another of the Millikin family.
His musing was put aside when the front door opened and they were
confronted by Eulene Warwick “Hi, Mrs. Warwick,” Rio
said with a friendly smile. “Mom
asked me to come over and see how you’re doing today.” A not so subtle
nudge in his ribs hastened him to add, “This is Olivia, my youngest
sister.” “Hello, Rio,” Eulene
said with a small smile then turned to Sam.
“It’s nice to meet you Olivia.
As for how I’m doing… as well as to be expected, I guess. I was
just about to warm up a can of soup for lunch.” She paused, searching the
boy’s eyes. “I hate to be a
bother,” she began. “It’s no bother…
whatever it is,” Sam jumped into the conversation.
Glancing at Rio he saw the wondering in his eyes.
“Right?” he asked him. For Rio the wondering
passed. He hadn’t told anyone about the two large fuzzy spaces in his
memory in the past week, and now, something about his youngest sister’s
comment and question nudged him. His
smile broadened a bit as he nodded his head before he turned back to their
neighbor. “The twerp’s
right, Mrs. Warwick,” he said then grinned when his little sister
insisted, “I’m not a twerp!” When
he looked back at Eulene, Rio saw her shiver. “She’s right.
Whatever it is, it won’t be a bother.” When she shivered again,
he asked, “Could we come inside for a minute?” When all of them were
inside and the door closed against the raw cold of the winter afternoon, Rio
said, “What were you about to ask, ma’am?” Eulene didn’t hesitate.
“I was about to ask if you thought your mother would mind driving
me to the hospital this afternoon.” Rio thought for barely a
moment before answering firmly, “I don’t think she’d mind, but if she
can’t, I’ll drive you into town.”
A thought occurred to him – one of the ‘new’ notions that had
settled into his mind in the past several days. “If you’d like, I could
walk down to the pond and put out some more corn for the geese.” “That would be nice,
though I think most of them are gone,” Eulene told him, her smile not as
sad as it had been. She glanced at the girl beside him. “Perhaps your sister would like to see the pond?” “You bet,” Sam said,
smiling at her then looked up at Rio. “We
could go now, while you eat your soup.”
Grabbing his arm, Sam tugged at it.
“Come on, big brother. Show
me the pond and these geese or ducks or whatever feathered thing they might
be.” For a moment Eulene’s
heart lightened as she listened to the brother and sister talking.
Turning to Rio she said, “You know where the corn and pellets are
in the barn. When you get back,
just let yourselves in the back door.” Sam barely bit his tongue
in time to keep from echoing Rio’s, “Yes, ma’am,” then followed him
out the front door again and around the house to the barn to get the feed.
He and Rio entered the pasture, trudging through the snow that was
nearly mid-shin deep, squinting against the sunlight reflecting off the
pristine whiteness. He didn’t
try to interfere, instead waiting patiently where Rio told him to stay while
he scattered the few handfuls of corn and food pellets before coming back to
stand with him. “Thanks for letting me
come along,” Sam said softly as he drank in the beauty of the pond where a
couple of ducks paddled lazily, as well as the unspoiled scenery beyond the
pond. Rio glanced at his sister,
started to speak, hesitated then did speak at last. “No problem.”
After about ten minutes or so, they returned to the house and entered
through the back door as instructed just as Eulene stepped into the kitchen
carrying what looked like a small jewelry box.
Seeing the two young people, their cheeks and noses rosy from the
cold, she smiled at them as she went to set the box on the counter near the
sink. Sam was pretty sure it was
some of young Olivia’s youthful curiosity bleeding through as he gave into
the urge and went to her side. “What’s
that?” he asked. “None of your business,
twerp,” Rio admonished his sibling’s innate nosiness as he followed her. Eulene chuckled as she
patted Sam’s arm closest to her. “It’s
alright, Rio,” she told him. “It
would be my guess that there’s not a woman alive who doesn’t like to
look at pretty things.” Looking
into the young girl’s brown eyes, she said as she opened the lid,
“It’s my jewelry box. Not that there’s much in it.” Sam could see she was
telling the truth. There were
two or three simple bead necklaces, as well as a like number of clip-on
earring sets. “What’s in the little
bag?” the leaper asked, pointing to a small red velvet pouch about the
size of a silver dollar. Eulene carefully picked up
the small pouch then took great care in opening the top of it. “Hold out
your hands,” she told the ‘girl’. Sam paused just long enough
to pull his mittens off and stuff them in his coat pockets.
Cupping his hands together, he and Rio watched as Eulene poured the
contents of the little pouch into his hands.
“Wow! Are all these
wedding rings yours?” he asked softly. “How many times have you been
married?” Rio gaped, almost choking
over his ‘sister’s’ apparent total lack of thinking.
“Olivia Kate!” he said, aghast, as he gave her a swat on the
shoulder. “That is most definitely none of your business!” Laughter bubbled up from
Eulene’s throat at the youthful directness of the questions as well as
Rio’s reaction to them. “It’s alright, Rio,”
she reassured the boy before turning back to Sam.
“I don’t mind your sister’s questions,” then turned her gaze
back to the jewelry in his hands. “To
answer both of your questions, dear,” she said.
“Yes, they are all mine, and I’ve only ever been married to my
Felton.” Reaching into the
cupped hands that held her most prized material possessions, Eulene selected
the simple gold wedding band from amongst the others and held it up for them
to see more closely. “This is the ring Felton
put on my finger the day we got married,” she said softly, the memory of
that day more than apparent in the softness of her tone. Sliding an “I’m going
to do it again” look at Rio, Sam asked, “What are the others for?” Eulene’s smile brightened
even more though her tone remained just as soft and full of memories.
“The first time he did it was on our tenth anniversary,” she told
the two young people. “I told
him he shouldn’t have, but Felton was always such a romantic.
He had saved up for two years to buy me a proper wedding ring with a
diamond in it. This is the one
he gave me on our tenth anniversary,” she said, returning the first band
and selecting one of others. “After
that, no matter how many times I told him not to...” she said softly, the
rest of the thought drifting off. “On our twentieth he did it again. And
again on our thirtieth and so on.” Gently
putting the ring back with the others in Sam’s cupped hands, she turned
her left hand over to show them the wedding band she wore now; five small
diamonds set into the wide band. Neither
Sam nor Rio said anything as they watched the elderly woman lightly run the
tip of a finger across the stones as she said, “He gave this to me on our
anniversary just this past April.” She
paused, licking her lips a couple of times before she whispered, “Fifty
years together.” She hesitated, swallowed then added, “And if I could do
it all again, I wouldn’t think twice.” A knowing, almost intimate
silence held them for another moment before Eulene shook her head and sighed
and smiled at them. “Anyway,
while I was getting ready, I was thinking about Felton, and I just decided
that I wanted to look at them again in the sunlight,” she indicated the
window over the sink with a glance. “I’ll
just put these away,” she said as she held the small pouch for
‘Olivia’ to put them into it. When the rings were again
securely in the little velvet pouch and the pouch in the jewelry box, Eulene
carried it back to her room. When
she came out, she had a dark brown wool coat in one hand.
As she began to put it on, Rio spoke up at last. “I’ll
go back to the house and get the van, Mrs. Warwick,” he began. Eulene paused as she slowly
buttoned her best coat. “I
was thinking I could walk back with you. I need some fresh air and to
stretch my legs a bit.” “Mrs.
Warwick, it’s almost a quarter of a mile up the lane to the house,” Rio
began. “It’s
almost that far to the pond,” Sam pointed out then turned to Eulene.
“You walk down to the pond when the weather is nice, don’t you
Mrs. Warwick?” It
took a couple of minutes of convincing but in the end Sam and Rio with Mrs.
Warwick between them began the walk back to the Millikin house.
Sam and Rio gauged their pace to accommodate her shorter, slower
stride that stretched the ten-minute walk out to about twenty minutes.
As they walked along, the conversation amongst the teenager, the
leaper and the old woman was light and easy, as if they had known one
another all their lives. The
spots of laughter that appeared doing as much, if not more, than the high
dazzling blue sky and sunshine to dispel even for a short while, the
inevitably approaching time of sadness in Eulene’s life. Upon
reaching the house, Rio and Sam insisted that Eulene come inside and rest
for a few minutes, and helped her up the front steps and into the house.
“Mom,”
Rio called out. Closing the
door, he took off his jacket and tossed it on the narrow bench by the wall
by the door. Aaron
and Jill Millikin came from different areas of the house, as did a couple of
the other girls. Jill’s eyes
widened at the sight of their elderly neighbor and rushed to her.
“Eulene, what is it? What’s
wrong?” “Nothing’s
wrong, Mom,” Sam piped in. “Mrs.
Warwick wanted to walk back to the house with us to get a little
exercise.” Rio filled in the questioning blank look his mother turned on him. “She also asked if you could take her to the hospital,” he explained. “And I told her that if you couldn’t … I didn’t remember if you had something to do this afternoon or not. So I told her I’d be glad to drive her into town. But then she wanted to walk back with OK and me.” Eulene,
by now divested gently of her coat and the old fashioned snow boots she had
put on over her shoes, reassured Jill.
“Rio is right,” she assured her much younger neighbor. Her gaze shifted as she looked around. “You have such a lovely home,” she said. “And it looks
so pretty all decorated up for Christmas, too.
I can’t remember the last time I decorated like this for
Christmas.” “Would
you like to see our Christmas tree?” Sam asked with the impetuousness that
his young host might have exhibited. Jill,
smiling from the compliment, added, “Yes.
Go into the living room and sit down.
I’ll make you a cup of tea.” “Well,
perhaps for a few minutes,” Eulene admitted as she allowed Aaron Millikin
to escort her into the large bright living room.
“But I do want to get to the hospital to see Felton.
Oh, what a beautiful Christmas tree!” she exclaimed and headed over
to it. “It almost touches the ceiling.
And so many presents.” With
a merriment that hadn’t touched her in a long time, she looked at Sam in
the aura of Olivia, who had affixed herself at Eulene’s side.
“Judging by all those presents, I’m guessing that your name was
on Santa’s list of ‘good little girls’ this year.” Sam
grinned and went with the flow of the moment. “I hope so,” he laughed.
“I don’t think I did anything this year that deserves a lump of
coal in my stocking.” Aaron chuckled at his
daughter’s comment as he led Eulene over to one of the two the sofas and
helped her to sit down. “Don’t
you worry,” he assured her, sitting down beside her.
“Rio will drive you into town, just as he said he would.
Right now, though, you need to catch your breath.” “Here we go,” Jill said
as she came into the living room carrying a pretty Christmas mug. In the next half hour Sam,
now sitting cross-legged on the floor near Eulene Warwick and listening
quietly, saw something he hadn’t seen –as far as he could recall out of
his ever Swiss-cheesed memory -- in the Millikin house at any time during
all of his leaps into this family. None
of those sitting and talking with Eulene Warwick had once said or hinted
about leaving to go and do something else.
From where he was sitting, he had a clear view of the Imagining
Chamber door opening just in front of the fireplace.
A vague nod and a smile was his only available response to the
Observer’s, “Hiya, Sam. How’s
it going here in Millikin Land?” Moving around so he was
closer to his friend, Al noticed who was the center of the family’s
attention at the moment. “This
is nice,” he commented as he carefully squatted down to be at more of an
eye level with Sam. Meeting his friend’s eyes, he noted the familiar question
in those green depths. “Ziggy’s still not sure
of what you’re here...again... to do,” he admitted.
“And twelve year olds, especially this one, are not always founts
of helpful information. Don’t
get me wrong,” he added. “OK’s
not a bad kid but her memory is really Swiss-cheesed.
But, on the other hand, she’s handling the swap in time better than
some adults do.” Even though Sam’s last
several leaps had repeatedly bounced him into the Millikin family, Al
refreshed his friend on what he had accomplished thus far. Unfortunately
there wasn’t anything to add about the fate of Felton Warwick.
Just then, a comment by Eulene caught both his and Sam’s attention. “It will be so good to
have Clayton home, even for a little while,” Eulene was saying.
“I just wish that it was...”
She swallowed then swallowed again before she could finish her
thought. “Under better... happier circumstances.” Hearing her comment, for a
split second, Sam thought he felt something inside. He hesitated, waiting to
see if what he had felt would materialize, but it didn’t.
Still, instincts learned during his years of leaping kept his focus
on Eulene. Somewhere inside,
the leaper heard a vague whisper to pay attention. Finishing
the last of her tea, Eulene Warwick’s wistful gaze scanned the decorated
room then paused on the Christmas tree. “It’s been so long since we had
a Christmas tree in the house.” The
words sprang to Sam’s lips and as he spoke them, felt the tingle that told
him this leap was finished. “Come
and spend Christmas with us,” he said, his own enthusiasm at the idea
clear in his voice and in his eyes as well as what his temporary family
perceived as Olivia Kate’s response. From
within the depths of the blue haze that was preparing to claim him, Sam
smiled when Eulene and the assorted members of the Millikin family sitting
together turned a collective look of wondering on him. PART
SEVEN
Saturday,
December 23, 1989 The last vestiges of the
leap-in fuzziness was still fading from Sam Beckett’s mind when he brought
his hands up automatically to grasp at the hands that seemingly were trying
to choke him with something. “Aaron, stop fidgeting,
or I’ll never get this tie tied,” Jill admonished her husband when he
slapped at her hands. Sam couldn’t help the
thought that flashed through his mind at hearing the name he’d been
called. ‘It can’t be! Not
again!’ But when he opened his eyes there was... “Jill,” he said
hesitantly. “The one and only,”
Jill came back, taking advantage of her husband’s decision to do the
unusual and let her finish with his tie.
“You teach graduate school level English literature, and could
probably sell the Taj Mahal to Jack Benny,” she murmured as she deftly
completed the four in hand knot. “How can you not figure out the simple
equation of two turns over and through the loop?” she asked, the twinkle
in her eyes saying plainly to the leaper she wasn’t aware of that it was a
mini-monologue she’d recited many times in the past. Giving the now neat knot a little pat, she pronounced it,
“Perfect.” Sam smiled weakly at her.
“Imagine if I was a quantum physicist,” he suggested as she
turned and picked up the black dinner jacket from the bed. Jill’s warm giggle followed by her giving him a quick kiss
let him know that it was a familiar routine between her and Aaron.
Taking the coat, Sam slipped it on while Jill went to the small
walk-in closet. She emerged a
minute later with a pair of black pumps that complemented the black-beaded
silk dress she was wearing. “So where are we off to
this evening?” Sam asked as he watched Jill slip the shoes on. Jill rolled her eyes,
ignoring the obvious question. “Just make sure you have the tickets in
your pocket before we leave the house.
I don’t want to get halfway there only for you to remember you left
them on the dresser.” Walking
over to her husband’s dresser, she spied a narrow envelope and turned
around with it in her hand. “Speaking
of which,” she said. “Whoops,” Sam said,
trying to keep the moment light as he went to take the envelope from her and
check the contents. “Ten
tickets?” “Just put them in your
pocket,” Jill told him then glanced around the bedroom.
“I guess that’s everything. Let’s go.” Going to the door, Sam
opened it then ushered Jill out with a wave of his hand. “After you,” he
said then followed her out where he was quickly reintroduced to the family
he had begun to know almost as well as his own. Only
now he was the temporary father of eight daughters, seven of which were
equally as dressed up as Jill. Bringing
up the rear of the troupe of girls was Rio, looking very nice in a dark blue
suit. “I’ll go get the car
and bring it up by the door,” Sam said as he followed the Millikin
entourage downstairs. His escape was delayed as he helped a couple of the girls on
with their coats. At last he
turned around to find Sophie with a black overcoat that could only have been
for him. Slipping it on, Sam
headed for the door. “Hey, Dad,” Rio called. It took Sam a couple of
steps before he realized Rio meant him and turned to look back at him.
“Yes?” “Are we all going in the
Jeep, or do you want me to drive the Caravan to divide the load?” Scanning the foyer and the
sea of finery worn by Jill and the girls, Sam opted for the division.
Hating that he couldn’t pull all their names back as quickly as
he’d recognized their faces, he pointed to Olivia, Patti and Fiona,
saying, “You three will ride with your mother and I.” “Aren’t you supposed to
pick up Stacy?” Patti asked, pretty in a dark green dress with a bit of
lace at the neckline and cuffs. “She’s riding in with
her folks,” Rio informed his sister. “But she’s going to sit with us
at the show, and at dinner later.” Getting everyone into the
two vehicles and finally started down the lane, Sam was secretly glad when
Rio pulled out just ahead of him and headed down the lane.
As he was about to make the left turn to follow the Caravan, Sam
glanced across the road and noticed that the house was dark. Jill
didn’t miss the direction of his gaze but didn’t say anything. Some thirty minutes later
the two vehicles reached the city limits of Kalamazoo.
The congestion of traffic from last minute Christmas shoppers kept
Sam on his toes as he managed to keep the big black Jeep close enough behind
the maroon Caravan so as not to get lost.
Ten minutes later, he followed the van into the parking lot of the
large Hyatt-Hines Performing Arts Center.
A few more minutes were spent getting everyone out and tickets
distributed to each one of the girls and Rio. “The invasion of Normandy
took less time to synchronize,” Sam joked lightly as he and Jill followed
after the children. Her response took him by surprise. “I feel almost guilty,”
Jill murmured as they reached the recently shoveled sidewalk, following the
many other well-dressed people moving toward the front door of the
auditorium. “What do you have to feel
guilty about?” Sam asked, dividing his attention between the girls and Rio
and Jill. Keeping her voice low, Jill
replied, “Here we are going to a benefit recital and the dinner afterward,
and she’s sitting in the hospital waiting for...” A familiar gravelly
voice spoke behind Sam, completing Jill’s unfinished sentence. “... her husband to
die,” Al said soberly. He
didn’t comment when Sam told Jill to go on ahead.
“I’ll be there in a minute.”
When she did so without asking any questions, Sam turned back to the
hologram. To cover what would look like him talking to thin air, Sam
began patting the pockets of his coat as if searching for something, keeping
his voice at a whisper. “I ought to know their
names…and everything else by this time,” he muttered, “but I
don’t.” “Who, the family?” “No,” Sam whispered
back. “Who’s the ‘she’
Jill mentioned about feeling guilty about?
I can see her face in my mind but...” “Eulene Warwick, you
mean?” Al asked. The name slipped into place
with the face of the older woman the leaper was seeing in his mind.
“That’s it,” he said softly.
“How is she doing, Al?” Al took the handlink from
his coat pocket but didn’t bother to activate it just yet.
“Just what Jill said,” he replied. “She’s across town at
Kalamazoo General Hospital, sitting in a chair beside her husband’s bed in
the Critical Care Unit, holding his hand and waiting for him to die.” He
paused then added, “And hoping and praying that their son’s plane
isn’t delayed by the weather so maybe he’ll get here in time to tell his
father good-bye.” “Aaron, what’s taking
so long?” Jill’s voice carried over the low sea of multiple
conversations of other art patrons as they moved toward the doors of the
auditorium. “Be right there,” Sam
called then turned back to Al. “Where’s
their son...” Sam frowned as he tried to summon the name out of his
memory. “Clayton Warwick,” Al
supplied the missing name for Sam, now with the handlink in hand and fully
activated. “Is presently on Delta Airlines Flight 5188, a two hour flight
out of Atlanta bound for Cincinnati where he’s got an hour and a half
layover before Delta Flight 5184 takes off...on time hopefully... meaning
10:15 p.m. ... for Kalamazoo/Battle Creek International Airport with a
present estimated time of arrival of 11:30 p.m.”
Reading the information being supplied by the handlink, he said,
“He’s been traveling to get home ever since you, as Aaron, called him in
Germany three and a half days ago.” “Three and a half
days?” Sam asked. “Yeah.
His flight out of Germany was delayed seven hours by a snow storm,”
Al said, double-checking the information feed on the handlink.
“And he ran into the same problem at Dulles Airport in Washington.
The plane circled the airport for an hour before they could get a
runway cleared for it to land.” “Al,” Sam interrupted
him, pausing to look back at Jill and wave a hand, calling out, “Just a
second, honey.” Turning back to the hologram, he asked, “Is Clayton going
to get here in time?” “Whether or not Clayton
makes it in time to see his father is dependent in large part on the
weather,” Al replied. “But it really depends on how much longer Felton
Warwick can hang on.” Pressing
several buttons, he queried Ziggy about such odds. A moment later the
requested odds appeared and they weren’t promising.
Looking up into his friend’s eyes, Al told him quietly, “Ziggy
still says that Felton dies at 12:32 a.m. on December 24, 1989...Christmas
Eve morning.” Glancing past
his friend, Al said, “You better get going. Jill’s headed this way.”
As Sam turned and waved to Jill as he went to her, Al kept pace with
him a few steps. “I’ll check back with you in a couple of hours.” Sam managed to cover his
delay in joining Jill and the girls, and they all joined the steadily moving
queue of friends, family members and patrons entering the large lobby of the
auditorium. After checking their coats, the family headed for the
generously designed staircase that led up to the balcony where their seats
were located. A large section of the floor seats had been set aside for the
elementary students, accompanied by a parent or guardian, from surrounding
area schools that were there by special arrangement to give them a chance to
experience one aspect of “the arts”; tonight it was ballet.
The orchestra was warming up in the pit just in front of the stage
when Sam and the Millikin family found their seats.
They had barely gotten seated when the house lights went down and the
familiar opening strains of Peter Ilyich Tchaikovsky’s “The
Nutcracker” began. The program wasn’t a full
ballet. Rather, the first half of the program was composed of selected
scenes from two well-known ballets: “The Nutcracker” and “Swan
Lake”. After a brief
intermission, the second hour of the evening was wholly dedicated to the
classic hour-long children’s ballet, “Peter and The Wolf” by Sergei
Prokofiev. Sam, though he appreciated
the beauty of the music and the skill of the orchestra and the dancers,
found his thoughts drifting first to a dying man and then to that man’s
son trying desperately to get home before it was too late.
He also got more than one nudge from Jill’s elbow, letting him know
that his mental wandering hadn’t gone unnoticed.
After the second nudge, followed by Jill hissing under her breath,
“Aaron, what’s wrong with you? Pay
attention,” and him whispering yet another, “I’m sorry,” Sam forced
himself to focus. To
keep his mind focused on the performance, Sam’s ever active brain found
something in each scene presented on which to focus. One primary aspect he kept coming back to was how the girls
made dancing on pointe look so effortless and easy.
Common sense and logic, however, told him that that the flowing
graceful moves came at the expense of years of long hours of dedicated
practice...’and getting used to stuffing your toes into dance slippers
designed by the Marquis de Sade!’ During
the Waltz of the Snowflakes, Sam’s mind began to play with the number
nine, the number being arrived at by adding the number of ‘snowflakes’
dancing with the Snow Queen. With
an effortless ease akin to that of the dancers he was watching, Sam
Beckett’s mind turned to the uniqueness of real snowflakes. He
began with the scientific fact that every snowflake that had ever fallen was
a one of a kind creation never to be repeated. Next he combined that fact
with the number nine and after that, it was just a matter of relaxing and
let his mind do what it did best. Even
as he visually focused on and appreciated the performance he was watching,
Sam’s mind moved with a breathtaking speed and grace that not even the
most accomplished dancers on stage could ever hope to match.
His brain began to calculate the mathematical possibilities of how
just a single unique facet of a single snowflake could be transformed into
yet another one-of-a-kind instant of temporary natural art that once gone
would never be repeated again. “Amazing,”
he murmured under his breath then started slightly when he heard Jill
whisper back, “Yes, she is.” It
was enough of a prod back into the moment and he scanned the stage and
realized that the scenes from “The Nutcracker” had finished; the scene
now being danced was from “Swan Lake”.
Scanning the faces of the dancers now on stage, Sam quickly
discovered Margaret Millikin as one of the six girls in longer white tutus
dancing with the central dancer who was wearing a white classic tutu.
Even his mental mathematical gymnastics were forgotten as he watched
the third Millikin daughter’s accomplished dancing. Realizing
that he had narrowly avoided a possible scene of his own with Jill for being
caught yet again ‘drifting in the ozone’, for the remainder of the first
part of the program, the leaper refused to allow himself to do anything more
mentally challenging than to enjoy the music and dancing. At
intermission, he hung back to walk with Rio, whose expression told Sam that
the teenager was wishing he was anywhere but here. As Jill and the girls,
including Rio's girlfriend, Stacy headed for the ladies room, Sam caught up
with her and said, “Rio and I are going to step outside for a breath of
fresh air.” He was grateful
that all she said was, “Keep an eye on the time. Intermission is only
twenty minutes.” “Okay,”
he assured her then followed Rio Millikin down to the lobby and out the
front door. They weren’t
alone; several other people were standing in the cold night air smoking. A light snow was falling and seeing it was all the nudging
Sam’s mind needed to, as it were, leap back to Captain Clayton Warwick
sitting on a plane streaking through the night sky in hopes of reaching his
father’s bedside before it was too late. All
too soon the intermission ended and Sam and Rio returned inside, each of
them, without realizing it, taking heart in the thought, ‘Just one more
hour’. When
the final scene of “Peter and The Wolf” was finished, the audience
erupted with thunderous applause as the house lights came up. Once
downstairs in the lobby, Sam followed Jill and the children as they joined
many of the attendees in crossing the wide lobby toward the open double
doors of a sumptuous banquet room beside which was a sign which read: “Art
Society Holiday Banquet”. Through
the open doors it was easy to see that the large, spacious room was replete
with tasteful holiday decorations. The precisely laid-out tables were draped
with red tablecloths and each centerpiece was a reflection of the Christmas
season. There was also a myriad of tantalizing aromas wafting into
the lobby as if to encourage the banquet attendees not to dawdle in the
lobby. Making
small talk at large banquets or parties, such as this one, was on a par, for
Sam, with getting his teeth drilled without Novocain. Still, once they had found a table to accommodate the family
and Rio’s girlfriend, Stacy, he made the best of the situation, following
Jill’s lead as numerous of their friends belonging to the Art Society,
stopped by to chat for a few moments. The
Arts Society’s annual Christmas banquet was always fully catered,
including about a dozen wait people, by one of the city’s restaurants.
Tonight it was classic French cuisine as attested to by the
single-page card menu beside the end place setting at each table.
The three entrees offered this evening were Coq Au Vin Blanc, Poulet
à la Fenouil,
and Chicken Francese, along with a choice of a two small salads. Desserts
were a choice of Crème
Caramel (a baked caramel custard), or the always popular Chocolate
Mousse. Sam’s photographic memory stood him in good stead during the several minutes of lively, if subdued, decisions of who wanted what to eat. When a waiter approached their table and inquired if they were ready to order, and nobody, not even Jill spoke up, Sam realized that he was expected to give the order for everyone at the table. He did it logically, indicating each family member to the waiter as he gave that one’s order.
About forty-five minutes later, Sam had relaxed and was enjoying the
conversation at the table as well as the Poulet
à
la Fenouil (chicken baked with fennel, garlic and potatoes) he had
chosen as his entrée, when Al showed up.
“Sam, before you get to dessert, we need to talk,” he said. He didn’t bother to comment when his friend excused himself
from the table and made his way out of the banquet room and from there to
the men’s room located just off the main lobby. Fortunately for leaper and
Observer the bathroom was unoccupied. PART
EIGHT
“What’s Ziggy come up with?” Sam asked, getting directly to the
point.
Al already had the handlink out and was reviewing the newest small
wrinkle in this leap. “For
starters, so far Clayton’s luck seems to be turning toward the better.
His flight into Cincinnati landed on time, and it appears that his
final flight from Cincy to Kalamazoo/Battle Creek International Airport will
leave on time in about ten minutes.”
Sam absorbed it all, adding when Al paused, “When Rio and I were
outside during intermission, it had started snowing again.”
Al nodded, saying, “Ziggy’s been re-checking the weather patterns
for this area every half-hour. So far she’s still predicting an ninety
percent probability that Clayton’s plane lands, here, on schedule at
11:30.”
“So where’s the problem?” Sam asked.
“He can’t get a cab.”
Sam did a slight double take, looking closely at the hologram.
“I beg your pardon? Did
you say Clayton misses reaching his father before he dies because he can’t
get a cab? Al,” Sam insisted.
“That’s absurd!”
“Normally, I’d agree with you,” Al conceded.
“And so would Ziggy. But
remember what time of year it is. Remember,
Sam, the weekend before Christmas is one of the, if not *the* busiest travel
times for airlines all year.” He paused to take a breath. “The problem, tonight, though, is that with all the
Christmas parties going on around town, as well as all the other people
coming through the airport, the city’s taxi service is swamped, even with
an extra six taxis added for this weekend alone.”
When the handlink chirped softly, Al glanced at the new information
coming to him. “Ziggy’s now
estimating that it will be close to twelve thirty before a cab can get to
the airport to take Clayton to hospital.
And with the road conditions, it’ll be close to 1:00 a.m. before he
gets there.”
“And by then his father will have died,” Sam’s tone was somber.
“Uh huh,” Al agreed quietly. “And it’s something that he
never forgives himself for.” He
didn’t miss the way his friend reacted to that last part.
“What are you going to do?”
Sam didn’t answer Al. Instead
he exited the restroom and went back into the banquet room and straight to
the table where dessert was being served to the Millikin family.
Jill had just taken a taste of the warm caramel custard she’d
chosen when she looked up at her husband’s face.
“Aaron, what is it?”
There wasn’t time for taking her aside to talk, but Sam did keep
his voice lowered as he leaned down close to Jill and asked, “How would
you like to do something about that guilty feeling you mentioned earlier?”
Jill felt her cheeks get a bit warm at the directness of the
question. But after nearly
twenty-six years of marriage, she knew that’s how her spouse was when
something was important. “I
definitely would,” she murmured softly, already laying her napkin on the
table and standing up from her chair.
Sam glanced at his watch then over at Al, who was sticking close,
before looking into Jill Millikin’s waiting blue eyes.
“I checked with the airlines and Clayton Warwick’s flight should
be on time,” he began. “But,
what with this being the weekend before Christmas...” he shook his head
softly. “I’ve just got this feeling that when he finally gets here that
he might not be able to get a cab in time to get to his father before... you
know,” he finished quietly.
Jill just nodded. “What do you want me to do, Aaron?” she asked
plainly. She didn’t flinch
when he told her his idea. She
also didn’t notice that the conversation at the table had ended as all of
their children heard the tone of their parents’ conversation and were
listening closely.
Turning to the table, Sam’s gaze went immediately to Sophie. “Your mother, Rio, and I will take the Jeep.
Sophie, you take the Caravan and get your sisters home.”
“No problem, Dad,” Sophie Millikin stood up from the table. The
rest of her sisters followed suit, even though OK took time to scrape the
last of her chocolate mousse from the dish and pop the loaded spoonful in
her mouth, first. She glanced at her brother just in time to catch the keys
he’d dug out of his pants pocket and tossed in her direction. Inclining
her head at her sisters, she said, “Let’s go get our coats and get
going.”
“Drive carefully,” Sam admonished.
Sophie nodded. “I will,” she assured him, and followed her
siblings out of the banquet hall.
Sam, Jill, and Rio brought up the rear of the procession of Millikin
girls. Rio escorted Stacy back
inside to her parents before rejoining the others as they collected their
coats from the attendant in the Coat Check Room.
As everyone put their coat on, Sam explained to Jill and Rio what
their part in all of this was.
To Jill Sam said, “I’m going to drop you at the hospital.”
He paused a moment when he saw the pinkness in her cheeks increase a
bit but didn’t say anything to embarrass her in front of her son.
He looked now at Rio. “And
after that, Rio, you and I are going out to the airport and warm a couple of
seats in the waiting area until Clayton’s plane lands, and then we’ll
drive him to the hospital.” As
they exited the auditorium and headed for the parking lot, he told them
quietly but clearly, “This is the last Christmas Clayton’s going to have
with his father. And if I have
to park myself in that airport waiting room to make sure that he gets to be
with his father, then so be it.”
The trip to the hospital was accomplished in silence. Sam pulled up by the front door, and Jill picked up her
purse, opened the door, and got out. Before
she closed the door, she looked into what she thought were her husband’s
green eyes. No words were
necessary between them; nor were they needed with Sam.
“We’ll be back as fast as we can once Clayton arrives,” Sam
said simply.
“I’ll tell Eulene,” Jill responded, then added softly,
“Honey... thank you for being the man that you are.”
Sam just smiled softly. While he waited as she closed the door and
hurried around the Jeep and entered the front door of Kalamazoo General
Hospital, Rio had hopped into the front seat with him.
Snow was still falling and a bit of wind had kicked up by the time
Sam and Rio found a parking space in the airport parking lot and went
inside. Locating the
information desk for Delta Airlines, Sam ascertained that the flight they
wanted --5184 from Cincinnati-- was on time.
“Yes, sir,” the man behind the counter assured the leaper. With the ease of experience, the clerk entered a query into
the computer and added, “Flight 5184 should be landing in approximately
twenty minutes.”
As it turned out, Sam and Rio were at the viewing window when Flight
5184 arrived three minutes early. Sam
continued to watch the plane until it taxied to a stop on the tarmac a
couple of hundred feet from the terminal. A couple of minutes later the
hatch opened and a portable ramp was moved into place.
Turning to Rio, Sam said, “I’m going to go get the Jeep and bring
it around by the entrance. As
soon as you see Clayton, grab him.”
“Got it,” Rio responded, turning back to the viewing window to
watch the passengers when they began to disembark the plane.
It wasn’t until the first couple of people, a young couple, started
down the ramp that he realized something and spun around. “Hey, Dad!
I...” he hesitated when he didn’t see his father. “I don’t know what
Clayton looks like,” he murmured to himself as he scanned the near empty
waiting area before turning back to watch the passengers now hurrying across
the tarmac toward the terminal. ‘How
am I going to recognize him?’ he wondered. *Refers to VS Season 10, Episode 1015, “To Say Goodbye” written by A.J. Burfield and R. L. Cole.
EPILOGUE 'As always, as I am
deposited at my next destination, the first of my senses kicks into action.
The raw, rumbling sound has me confused at first, it doesn't match
what I am feeling and it isn't until the veil of quantum mist drops from my
eyes that I realize I am outside. 'The air about me is cold
but very humid and the atmosphere bears a sense of excitement, as if holding
back some immensely powerful force. Also, it is dark, so I assume it must be night but I cannot
be more wrong. On the horizon I
can see bright sunlight and as I look around me, I see this is so… in all
directions. 'Excited voices surround
me, undiscerning voices, barely distinguishable amidst the din and rumbling
that, I now realize, is coming from above.
A lump rises in my throat as my vision traces upwards… to dark
angry clouds that swirl above me in a rolling, never-ending servitude of
enraged molecules that clash together when north meets south.
An imminent thunderstorm, I figure but the vastness and the color of
the cloud seems to be too great and too dark to be a mere storm. 'Through the fogginess of
my memory, I recall such an event in what seems my very distant past.
It's as muddled as I feel but the feeling I had then, was the same as
I'm feeling right now. The
thrill as a child was as much as I could bear then and the sensation isn't
any different as an adult. 'Standing beneath that
cloud of discontent, I sense more than see, the brilliant electric blue
flash as it lights up the whole sky. The
screams of exhilaration from my companions are drowned out by the thunderous
roar before their gratified cries can leave their lips.
Repeatedly, the thundercloud emits its flashing display of dazzling
brilliance and is soon followed by a rush of cold wind and a splattering of
heavy raindrops. 'I am about to turn to one of my companions when, she calls out,
"LOOK!" she points in the
direction to where my eyes have just strayed and there I see a long
spiraling tail reaching down towards the earth.
I cannot keep my eyes from it. 'I hear another gaunt voice as it yells out into the enveloping
darkness,
"Another and this one's a touchdown!" "And
another! Let's get outta here!" a
different voice calls out from my rear flank. Even through the dampness, I feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand
on end and a creepy feeling run along my skin as the static electricity
starts to build up into a frenzy.' "It's
too late Carl," the young woman
calls out shrilly. And as I
turn to her, her auburn hair is fluffed out and standing on end. "Quit
stallin' Yvette and get into the damn truck," the
one I assume is Carl, demands hurriedly. 'As
I spin around from one formation to the other, I see the first monstrous
extension has also made contact with the ground. We are now surrounded on all sides with developing tornados
and the rain morphs into pea sized ice that bounces a foot from the road's
surface. As I watch in
fascination and awe, a further trail in the distance reaches down its hand
of devastation.' "Oooh boooy!" I breathe as another tail descends and all start closing in.
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